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hello ive also been a long time lurker as many people here.
what fascinates me are the paranormal things, and funny posts that people make.
i am being raised as a christian and such.. you can see me probably compare me liek the lost son.
there are many friendly people here on ats. thats why i came out of the closet and took the time to make a thread.

i live in the netherlands and speak dutch. and no i do not like football or soccer. i wasn't really loved by my parents, and cried and was pretty antisocial in my childhood so i didnt really care about sport.
when I was young I was pretty emotional if I talked about certain things. even when i write this it reminds of things wich makes me feel #, though they aren't that bad. there was much depression in my family generation, suicides and stuff. you could say that i was the quiet kid in school who didnt had any friends. but there were many people who were sympathetic and nice to me. but yeah i dont hate or dislike the majority who didnt understood me or were assholes to me. i would probably acted the same way in their situation. i dont use any medication or psychiatrists to distract me from my depression. i can write more about this but it's pretty annoying for me haha.

this was pretty hard to do lol.
anyways good day

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Welcome to the board, sorry to hear about your experiences.

If you have any questions then feel free to ask, we will do our best to help

Originally posted by diputserauoy
assholes

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Hello to you. Wow, I hope you do not get too down about things.

I get a lot of depression, too. I think if you are that kind of person then doing something very creative that can eat up the hours, days, months and years is a very constructive thing. I chose music. I have been at it for years. I started out at 20 years old with a cheap acoustic guitar and learnt to play "Blowing In The Wind". Now I play many instruments and have my own studio and make dub reggae music. After all these years I learnt so many self taught skills. When all was a mess around me in my life I still had music to focus on, even learning a new song, a new chord, a new instrument. I have not achieved much in other areas of my life, but my music keeps me sane and still eats up all my time and stops me dwelling on my emotions too much. A focus.

Don't let the bad experiences deter you. You have a whole life and you can do whatever you put your mind to.

Well this isn't actually real, either my account is hacked or my brother was on my account and wrote this #.
I should make a better password lol.

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youarestupid (your name is that backwards) diputserauoy, you are going to fit right in here. Everyone shares their baggage/experiences.

welcome to ATS

eceap evol morf diputs
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Originally posted by diputserauoy
Well this isn't actually real, either my account is hacked or my brother was on my account and wrote this #.
I should make a better password lol.

lol

change your password!