I've always been interested in the concept and meaning of freedom, mainly on a personal level. I've never been able to put into words what it means
for me, no matter how much time I spent thinking about it. I firmly believe the truth behind the words "Knock and it shall be opened unto you". The
reason I started this topic now is because my most recent "mental rambling" has resulted in what I'd call a revelation, although I guess you could
call it the surfacing from my unconscious of a personal conclusion. I call it revelation because it had a mystical surrounding to it, and felt like an
"aha" moment, when you don't know why it hasn't occurred to you before if it is just a conclusion that is so logical. Anyway, whatever you wanna call
it, I'd like to share what lead up to it, what began to dawn on me, and a synchronicity that followed it. Again, you couuld call it coincidence, but
after an unlikely frequency of such you tend not to call it that any more because you just "know" there must be more to it.
So what lead up to it? Well, the simplest thing, I was thinking, trying to find out what freedom is, what it means to me. Specifically, what it is
that I experience so DISTINCTLY in Eastern Europe, and the lack of which is so uncannily apparent in England, where I live now, which you can also
apply to the USA and Western Europe in general. The problem is, when I say that I experience this huge difference so distinctly, I cannot quite grasp
or put my finger on what it is exactly. So I will try and describe it to you, although if you've never been to both worlds you might not appreciate
what's behind the words.
The first thing to mention here that definitely needs breaking down due to its vague, elusive and subtle nature, is the overwhelming feeling that
overcomes me when I cross the border from Hungary to Ukraine (my wife's home country, where we go every year to visit her family). One important thing
to note is that the feeling is not associated with the feeling of "home", as I come from Hungary, and I don't experience this feeling deeply until we
cross the border to Ukraine. (We fly from the UK to Hungary and take a train from there.)
I would like to devote a separate paragraph to explain why I think I don't feel the above-mentioned freedom in Hungary. Hungary is not the same as it
used to be. Especially since "we" joined the EU. Globalization means increasing numbers of laws, rules and regulations. As an example, the
almost-ritualistic nationwide custom of killing a pig and processing its meat and what-not into different meat products has been outlawed, needless to
say, to the dismay of all of us. It used to be a sort of ceremony where family and friends gathered for an all-day occasion of collaboration,
celebration and, obviously, a feast. Of course you can start arguing about pigs' rights, but then why not the right of a fish, a snail, a virus, or
in the end rocks? Where do you draw the line, and who draws the line anyway? I like the way native Americans treat life. When they prepare to harvest,
kill and consume a plant or animal, including bushes of berries, they ask the spirit of that being for permission, out of respect for life. This is
passed down from generation to generation, and they follow these customs, knowing why they do it. I mean, how much explanation does respect need? And
the basic inherent trouble with law imposed on you is that the "rules" are not your own convictions, or anyone's convictions for that matter, they are
simply enFORCED by an authority, regardless of how much of the population disagrees with them. E.g. you just pay your tax, without being told how much
was paid in last year and how much was spent on what. It's simply taken from people without asking them if they agree with what it's spent on. Or when
there is a proper community like those in Eastern European countries, where people know each other and people care about one another, if you steal and
it turns out, you'll be ashamed in front of everyone, and why would you risk the trust people have in you? Besides, why would you steal from your
neighbours, people you know, when everyone will help one another if they can. People help each other out, and you grow up learning these values for
yourself. Same goes for what you call "primitive" cultures, where things like theft and rape are unheard of, and when you describe what these mean,
they simply can't comprehend why anyone would need to do such a thing. Whereas in the "civilized" world, you lack these values and the understandings
they're based upon, and the only thing keeping you from stealing is the law, and when no one sees you you will steal, the young walk the streets in
mobs with knives and guns, and when they vandalize property after some binge-drinking fest, they don't really feel any remorse. A phenomenon that
does not exist in Eastern countries up to this day. An important point: law does not and CAN NOT make you respect others, let alone want to know them
and care about them. So my point is, with the new laws replacing common sense and human values, sewing replacing public shame, and punishment
replacing forgiveness, globalization has started destroying what I valued in my home country. And I can feel it in the air, quite literally. To be
continued...
edit on 5-10-2011 by Rolci because: corrected all spelling mistakes