posted on Sep, 9 2011 @ 04:16 AM
I have a very healthy lifestyle right now. I eat vegetables and fruits, mostly grown on my own land with no treatments whatsoever. I run daily in the
forest, breathing in the scent of the pines, I live in a high altitude, with little smog, if any, my water comes from a natural spring that is
untreated and tested every month. I take vitamins and drink herbal teas each night. I am not working right now, so just taking care of my family and
my home, have a healthy social life and marriage. My kids are all doing well in school, two in college, no worries.
Yet I am racked with a sudden onset of nightmares and a sudden lack of energy that is frustrating.
If I am to be honest and reveal what my intuition is whispering? My energy (my soul? My higher self?) is elsewhere and very busy. It feels as if I am
doing something. Something is happening. Something BIG. In the last nightmare, I said to myself "It is happening, NOW." I feel there is something
that has begun, and it is too late to turn back. We have, as a collective consciousness, the ability to control and choose our destiny and future. But
there is a point at which the wheels are already turning, everything clicked in place, and there is no more opportunity to change our minds and create
a different potential future.
This is happening. I do not know if I am part of making it happen, or trying to fight it. But I sense that this part of me is always in support of the
collective, the larger "we", and is working for that. That may mean we wanted certain things torn down and now it is too late to change our minds.
I am being wierd, I know. My mind is not sharp when in this state. I think I'll go take a nap instead of writing ridiculous stuff!