On 9/11 I was going through the worst time of my life , as I was suffering from something that I don't even know has a name. I was going through a
period that was basically a 3 month panic attack that was non-stop and the only time I fell asleep was due to absolute exhaustion and the only time I
felt some relief was the first few minutes after I awoke.
THREE MONTHS!!! I damn near ended my life because I did not think it would end ..... but it did eventually... After begging and crying for my life and
finding some way to help myself (NO help from doctors).
____________________________________________________________________________________________
On the morning of September 11, 2001 I was awakened from yet another bad night's sleep by a family member, after passing out from exhaustion, on the
couch in the living room.
I was told that I HAD to get up and "see this". And there I awoke to see one of the twin towers burning. I COULD NOT believe my eyes! I had just awoke
but could not fathom what I was looking at. I was filled with a sense of disbelief.
I have followed many conspiracies before-hand but could not help but feel the shock as I watched the first WTC burn following an impact from an impact
from an airliner!
At first I thought "damn! I can't believe an airliner hit the WTC!".
Then the channel I was watching (CNN) panned to another plane. I immediately thought "NO WAY". Then it happened ...... another plane struck the other
tower!
I was in such dis-belief as to what I had just witnessed. I just watched two airliners just hit the twin towers. The funny thing is is that even
though I had been a long time follower of conspiracies, I did not, at the moment, expect foul play.
I sat there on the couch and watched the events unfold, NEVER EVER thinking that the towers would fall.... and then they did. WHAT A SHOCK!
I spent the next three days watching the news and seeing the aftermath and hearing testimony from survivors. I never thought that what I saw was a
conspiracy until the U.S. invaded Iraq.
The first time I ever saw an invasion (live) was during the the Kuwait war.
During the time of that war I remember seeing a local soldier spitting in the face of an American solder (who kept his cool) and was trying to provoke
an incident. Shortly after that point, I remember seeing (in night-vision) cruise missiles being launched from U.S. ships.
I honestly never thought I would see that again. That was until 9/11 2001. As soon as I saw that first tower go down I knew that we were at war. It
wasn't until later that I realized that the whole thing was set up.
Shortly after it was announced that we were at war I discovered the PNAC (Project for a New American Century). I was into a lot of conspiracies but
NEVER thought that my neighbor to the south would have such "world" visions. Yet... here we are.
It's been a long trek.....I knew that the world was in for big changes since I was young kid back in the early 90's but I never would have thought
that this would be in the direction towards the "Armageddon" that many of us have feared over the years .... Yet here it is.
I feel for humanity and yearn for peace. I think we deserve peace, under a truthful and benign government.
A fourth generation Canadian,
-AS-
_____________________________________________________________________________________________
PS Oh damn .... this is a thread for people who were actually there! Damn, sorry.
edit on 8-9-2011 by AeonStorm because: sp + added