Im losing the ability to communicate with people.

i think a lot of us feel like you, maybe tahts why we gravitated to this website.......im always trying to talk about life and consciousness but dont find many people receptive, they rather go about their day doing things they usually do like eat # and sleep, and watch celebrities in the time between..........its refreshing to find other open minds and when i do we make last friendships, there arent as many of us out there as i originally imagined.....anyway i know this isnt the topic but i was just thinking about something my buddhist friend told me tonight, we were talking about death and i told him even if we all are one thing and go back to it after death, death is still sad because the thing iam now is dying, the very thing that realizes that we all go back to one thing or live on in some way.....but what doesnt make sense is will this still be possible if the thing that makes this realization is going to die? how can any conclusion made carry on without the existence of the thing that made it.....maybe iam still having trouble deflating my ego.....its just that all these thoughts/realizations did not exist to me when i was a kid, they created themselves as i aged and learned more so they all seem unique to this person right now, how could they have been there before or be there after when they feel intricately tied to who iam now?

You have experienced the Tao. The True Tao cannot be spoken only experienced. I tried with evangelical zeal to share the I AM experience (Awakening in '08). I eventually learned to hold space and share the Light by other means other than language. The most enlightening conversation I have had since my Awakening was with a fellow at a coffee shop in Sedona. We looked into each other's pupils and could only utter, "I KNOW."

I leave you with Lao Tzu: "Gravity is the anchor of Light - stillness the ruler of movement."

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hey i really like what youve posted in the forums, ive been thinking the same things for the past year now, i especially like how in the forum about not being able to talk to other ppl anymore, you mentioned your reference point, i think the fact that we each observe reality from different reference points is what enables us to have a unique consciousness, i dont think we would be here if we didnt have unique perspectives, this is the problem though bc how do we fully understand each other? think about it, if there was no reference point there would be infinite reality, nothing actual, its not until we start observing and creating a relatinoship between what is us and what is the rest of the world, that is when we become sentient and become aware of our existence...

Like you and many others, I am experiencing this, too. I have mostly shied away from people and rarely engage in any kind of conversation other than mundane weather conversation. I firmly believe it is because some of us are starting to evolve into a more telepathic communication. I've believed this for a while now..we are experiencing one of those leaps or breakthroughs.

I'm having trouble spelling and speaking what is on my mind. I have a complete idea of what I want to convey and when my mouth opens and begin to speak, its like a child jibbering away. I was excellent in spelling and have always been able to convey complex things in simple terms..but no more. Maybe it is age and maybe it is something else.

I had to ask myself, why is it that "stories" you hear about any ET contact it was of a telepathic nature. When you hear "stories" of some kind of spiritually relayed information, it is of a telepathic nature. When we have dreams, we communicate (at least I do) mostly by telepathic communication. It just seems so much easier to convey your concepts and ideals in one neat though transference.

I read in one really deep spiritual book, Be Here Now, to not talk about it to anyone who doesn't understand or is not in search of such knowledge. Just let things be and focus on creating a good atmosphere and relationship with those people in other ways.

I'm beginning to find it easier to understand from the perspective that I am speaking to myself. Its easier once I start talking to someone becuase then ideas will automatically be given to me, what I need at that time ect. What you say, what you think, what you believe, is shaping your reality, its creating your reality around you, attracting people towards you, repelling others from you ect, Your consciousness is expanding beyond the point of mere words, becuase I and others all are experiencing this expansive wave, and were all each unique in how we respond to it and how it effects us. But there will be some Truth that will come, things that you will feel so strongly to be true, that you just get a rush of emotions and feel so connected to something, you know its real. You can not begin to explain yourself to understand yourself speaking to others. But just by conversing and letting out the energy of your thoughts, you may mean nothing to fred, but jack may understand exactly what your saying, while bill has no clue. Just by conversing and allowing that energy to flow as it does naturally, you will begin to find your words typing out without much thought, but with 95% instincts, like automatic writing and time will begin to slow down, you will go into a hyper vigilant stage of thought process, bursts of awareness. To let you know your on the right track, evolving faster now.

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It is what it is. People don't care anymore, but they will when crap hits the fan.

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I laughed thanks for that. But I don't see it coming down like that anyways. I see contact happening in the near future, and that will begin to change everything when they start coming down and telling us our true history, and telling some of us that we are infact family and many will remember them as family, that have had many lives on their planet and have returned to reunite with their family members.

When not if, that happens, people will be enlightened just for the fact that all will be made known in the world, including our history and how we came here, and why we came here. They will help us remember that we are Spiritual beings

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Don't hold your breath man. That would be great and all, but I seriously never see us becoming united as one anytime in the near or distant future.

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Then your reality will reflect your beleif, your knowledge, everything that makes you who you are. Your reality will allways be reflective of where your consciousness stands, where you stand, your reality will allways reflect this, so whatever happens, its all plan, by you, so you have nothing to fear regardless of what happens. You will allways be where you belong, I wish you well through your journey through time.

I know what you mean. I almost did not want to communicate this.

I found one, now I lost one.

I'm really sad about it.

DDBG

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Oh so my crazy theories from when I was 19 are true? This entire world and everything/everyone I come in contact with or know is because my consciousness knows it's time for my path to intertwine with these things/people?

I get you totally, OP.

It's like - we read all this information and have all these thoughts about issues that most people don't even know or care about. We want to share what we know and have heard, tell people to learn more about what could be going on in the world, but can't help but think, "What's the point? Does it even matter if I tell them? What'll really change?"

- Tried talking to someone over dinner about Bilderberg. When I brought up one-world government, she changed the topic.
- Told my aunt about Bernanke's assertion that gold isn't money and how Ron Paul wants the gold standard back. She just laughed.
- Will talk to my mother on occasion about an issue. Sometimes she'll listen, or just dismiss it with an "Oh well, way it goes..." remark.

I'll have a good discussion with someone online/offline, which can be a huge refresher, but it doesn't happen often.
You always hear people saying such things as "It won't change anything, it's all rigged, nothing matters about what people try to do - the same people win, the same people get/stay in power, the same # will happen." In other words - don't even #ing try to do anything because nothing will really happen. They're too powerful and have everything already set up, so anything you do won't even make a dent.
You just get that feeling from people - that they're so worn down, frustrated, and tired that there's no point in trying to plant the idea in their head, because God knows if they'll bother to act on it and find out more.

Like you, I just feel so confused, angry, and frustrated by all this that I almost instinctively shut myself off from other people when I think they're not "awake". All this information, these thoughts, feelings, and words spinning around in my head, and hardly anyone I know personally to share them with that I know will listen and talk back.

I've had the same problem for about a decade now. It was absolutely horrendous at first - I'll spare the details. Suffice to say, the main thing you must do is learn how to communicate it. You must find the words, because all wisdom learned must be checked against your experience of the world around you.

That communion with the world is one of the few things that can keep you from losing your mind. The dark side of the search for wisdom, enlightenment, transcendence, is that it consumes the weaker parts of your personality. Your essence changes slightly. You lose those bits of personality but gain something more pure and essential. I often think of it like galvanizing iron. Your concept of who you are at the moment no longer matches the sum of your memories of who you were. This creates dischord and manifests as suffering. On top of this, you can become lonely in your new awareness, as all your relationships were attached to your old self. The combination can become unbearable. But if you work on re-learning how to engage your world and all your relationships therein, you can find some much-deserved peace.

Even if people don't follow your logic, or agree with your conclusions, they can be surprisingly sharp and ask good questions. I can even ask my mother - a child of the conservative 50s - about things like finding meaning in a world where subjective creatures can never directly experience objective reality, and get thoughtful and insightful answers. They may not understand your viewpoint, but they CAN understand you. That's more important.

If you find the right words, and engage people on a high vibration, you'd be surprised how often they will respond with a heightened vibration of their own. But always remember, you can't "give" understanding to another. That's akin to attempting to feed another by wishing food into his belly. Their understanding is one of the few things that is absolutely their possession.

Congratulations!
You are simply gaining maturity and wisdom
Visualize your life as a series of inhalations and exhalations... You are experiencing an inhaltion of knowledge, ideas and life values at the moment. It's wonderful!
After you have fully breathed in all you can, you will assimilate all your taking in at the moment and will then find the brea(d)th to share that wisdom to others with your exhalation,
Then you will undergo another inhalation of learning and further knowledge and wisdom.
Spiritual learning is like that.
Isn't it beautiful?!!

you need to get that dragon voice recognition software, so as soon as you get the thought...you can just say it aloud instead of trying to type it out.