posted on May, 29 2011 @ 10:45 PM
Greetings to everyone. I've been a lurker here for a couple months, and after a bit more reading on some subjects, I thought it was worthwhile for
me to register. Many folks here seem to be of similar views, and I think I would benefit by being a member here. With any luck, I can be of benefit
TO the forums as well in time.
Ever since I can remember, I have been a curious person. Never satisfied with the info supplied TO me, I sought out other info about topics to give
me a bigger, more complete picture of the world. That's how I got into looking very hard into the areas of ancient aliens, UFOs, government
cover-up, etc. My curiosity was piqued even more once I saw my first UFO as a pre-teen. It was a life-changing experience. Unfortunately, the
change was not for the good. Ever since that event, odd "stuff" has happened to me for the rest of my life.
Specifically, I have been completely unable to form or maintain relationships with people. Always a nagging feeling that I should NOT get tied down
or put down roots...like I need to be mobile for some reason. Also, I've been accused on more than one time of being "psychic", but I don't put
much stock in it. I do have an uncanny knack for being able to detect when a particular decision will have far-reaching consequences versus very
small ones. I can also read body language, eye contact and voice changes much better than others...probably why people think I'm psychic...and all I
do is take advantage of the 80% of communication that is NOT vocal. I've dealt with Anxiety Disorder ever since my encounter as a child, had
unexplained nose bleeds, sleep paralysis, bizarre dreams, and a feeling of being "observed" at odd times. More than once I have dismissed all these
things as a sign I am "nutty as squirrel pooh", but then again...maybe there is something to all of it.
When I'm not reading books, watching documentaries or reading stuff on-line about all of this alternative info, I'm doing other things. I build
replica lightsaber hilts with electronics and illumination. I'm a huge Stevie Ray Vaughn fan. I'm trying to learn to play guitar (which is
impossible what with the shakes from the Anxiety Disorder). I'm a pretty good cook. I'm also exploring religion - right now I am reading a lot of
the Gnostic Gospels and kind of assimilating it and pondering it. Take it all together, and I have a lot of interests. They have to be something
that makes me think, or I have no use for them. I'm a thinker.
That's about it in terms of a reasonable introduction of me to the rest of you. Hopefully I have established my "cred" and the rest of the
interesting stuff (or the juicy details of some things) can come out later as I get to know folks here.