The Illuminati has been after me since my childhood. What the hell do I do?

caladonea
The member that created this thread...has not posted nor visited ATS since May of 2011.


I hope she is ok.

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I'v said this a thousand times this thread keeps getting bumped for some reason to me that's no coincidence a bunch of people seem to relate to this poster it kind of makes you wonder!!!!

King Seesar

Depends pick your power that be, the Mob...Castro... the Russain's....political people who had a higher agenda, we know he outed project paper clip a false flag he was dead said against....i have a older business partner who was really good friends with John Kennedy i'm going to pick his brain one of these days to see what he has to say...

Lol... Yeah, political agendas... Not Manchurian Candidates. Castro, the Mob, even the Russians are not who people on ATS ascribed as the mythical TPTB. They are powers, you are correct, but all motivated by different things with different agendas.

See? For once we agree on something, mon ami

:-)

King Seesar


I'v said this a thousand times this thread keeps getting bumped for some reason to me that's no coincidence a bunch of people seem to relate to this poster it kind of makes you wonder!!!!

You're right... It makes me wonder at the depths of the human imagination...

reply to post by MonarchSlave


Hey there came accross your post and the same thing has happend to me except they made up excuses on why they are watching me and now everywhere i go i get some form of subliminal messaging from people who obviously are some form of neighbourhood watch some of the skeptics have a point why would anyone go to so much trouble as to follow us and make are lives a living hell i have many theories and the best i can come up with is quantumn mechanics all thoughts are frequencies infact the atoms in our bodys are only functioning because of a frequency is making them vibrate and that inteligent frequency in my book would be your soul frequencies help hold this world together every single influential person in life or in religion emits the golden ratio frequency (fibbonacci sequence youtube it) everyone can do it its just some people are so conditioned by society that they forget how some people do it naturally children are born doing it and its the secret societys job and all the fallen angels aka djinn to forge gods signature da (golden ratio) and prove to god we are a mistake so they create situations and bring people into your life until your frequency is the wrong kind and you have a bad aura they believe that the world is overpopulated so they cause chaos to speed up are evolution the reason why they chise you is probably because you maybe hypersensitive or you emit a frequency that comes up on there radar or you are a very influential person in many peoples lives that has noticed there foot print these people made the nucleur bomb and there purpose is evolution of the human slave race there are many secrets they have and in the wrong hands it could be very dangerous which is why they try to silence anyone talkin loudly but the real reason why they do this is because they feed of negative frequencys search the djinn on net and then search dmt and then search the golden ratio and then the spirit molecule there are many conspiracys bit no one tells us why and if you watch these vids you will begin to see that every prophet or popstar or famous influential person practices or naturally emits the golden ratio frequency as i said some do it naturally some have knowledge and practice for it (jewish kaballa star of david the chineese iching
But when they come across a rare specimen they have to study you so that they can prepare for how they will treat the next generations there are no more real freedom fighters in the media anymore all puppets thats because they are killing the open minded talent and replacing it with copies look at every great thing theres always a cheap copy but the first ones with the idea always disapear thats because they are no longer needed as soon as they can copy what is special about you thats why they test u
Because you show progress in gods work they are Angry at god and are forever trying to make examples of us and always trying to crack gods code (the fibbonacci sequence) but if you watch the video on quantumn mechanics it shows that the behaviour of all living things change depending on the minds of the people running the teste basically you have a powerfull mind and they dont want u to use it to awaken other powerfull minds they want you to be like how a concrete road is to the earth is the same as knife to the body they chase perfection wivout realising gods work will never be measured so we are the subjects that they measure all that devil nonsense read the book of enoch it completely explains there mentality evolution and progress comes first survival of the fittest and in order for them to be fitter than god they have to study gods soldiers and see what were capable of but it realy cant be measured because we dont even no what were doing to piss them off so much they do this thing where they drive past my house with realy loud engines synchronised with the times i walk past my windows and open my front door they get all my friends to cough at me and implie that i have a problem with children or animals anything vulnrable this why i truly beleive michael jackson was framed they killed ghandi bruce lee pac diana bob marley all those people had the golden ratio in common an they didnt even know it the world just saw it
So stay strong and learn to meditate and strengthen your third eye they heavily rely on your anxiety an aggression to point any sort of negative blame on you it is very smart using yourself as your own enemy also if you have a hobby or passion for something do it 100% thats usualy where your god given frequency is most strongest and they can sense it they hate it also watch your company some may seem like they are against you but they are just ignorantly following orders gven to them by some form of authoritie who dont realise the natures of the tasks that are asked of them basicly the system is there tool and they will abuse it to get to any of us who dare expose them they always have a reason to throw some form of subliminal messaging at you so if you address the issue immediately you have crazy sign on your fourhead so can anyone see why random people would just run into a cinema or a school and shoot everyone its them they systematicaly break down there victims without anyone noticing but dont get me wrong theres a big line between hyper sensitive awareness and mental illness so if you are well educated and understand things like quantum physics they will always have trouble proving u wrong if your not actual mentally disabled but luckily enough for me i think i understand what there doing just watch the vids i posted and hopefully you can look in yhe mirror and understand why they go to so much effort to follow ypu around so heres da list
Golden ratio
Dmt
Pineal gland
Djinn
Spirit molecule
Quantum mechanics
These are the fundementals of all conspiracys and why they are happening
They realy have me in a dark place right now probably listening and watching right im just glad im not alone

CIAGypsy

King Seesar

Depends pick your power that be, the Mob...Castro... the Russain's....political people who had a higher agenda, we know he outed project paper clip a false flag he was dead said against....i have a older business partner who was really good friends with John Kennedy i'm going to pick his brain one of these days to see what he has to say...

Lol... Yeah, political agendas... Not Manchurian Candidates. Castro, the Mob, even the Russians are not who people on ATS ascribed as the mythical TPTB. They are powers, you are correct, but all motivated by different things with different agendas.

See? For once we agree on something, mon ami

:-)

Oh we agree it's one of those motives but i do feel brain washing occurred with one of not all three shooters who killed both Kennedy's and King, brain washing is hard to do so i would say the brain washing that did occur on some of these shooters were done by magik by altering the shooter or shooter's, but yea we agree the agenda is one of the above mentioned....

Please contact me I want to know how you are now and would like to email or talk to you asap. God has given me insights on the Illuminati and witches and demons from them have been trying to spiritually attack me but NO WEAPONS FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER...so, I can help you. I pray you get this message and I bind every demon that would try to hinder you in anyway, In Yeshua's name!

reply to post by MonarchSlave


I am going to throw this out there, just for you, OK.

You are suffering from a Schizotypal or Schizoid Personality Disorder. I, myself, have Schizotypal Personality Disorder and suffered the same extremely abusive childhood. But as soon as I saw what you had written, I knew immediately that you have this issue.

My first advice is to get help from a therapist. Let me explain this to you....ok, as a SPD also...

Schizotypal Personality Disorder

Schizotypal personality disorder is characterized by a pattern of social and interpersonal deficits marked by acute discomfort with, and reduced capacity for, close relationships as well as by cognitive or perceptual distortions and eccentricities of behavior, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following:

1: Ideas of reference (excluding delusions of reference)
2: Odd beliefs or magical thinking that influences behavior and is inconsistent with subcultural norms (e.g., superstitiousness, belief in clairvoyance, telepathy, or “sixth sense”; in children and adolescents, bizarre fantasies or preoccupations)
3: Unusual perceptual experiences, including bodily illusions
4: Odd thinking and speech (e.g., vague, circumstantial, metaphorical, overelaborate, or stereotyped)
5: Suspiciousness or paranoid ideation
6: Inappropriate or constricted affect
7: Behavior or appearance that is odd, eccentric, or peculiar
8: Lack of close friends or confidants other than first-degree relatives
9: Excessive social anxiety that does not diminish with familiarity and tends to be associated with paranoid fears
rather than negative judgments about self

The number one idea of reference was the exterminator van with what you believed was the reference to you. Number two you believe the Illuminati is out to get you through the Monarch program. You are having delusions, take from me, I know what it is.

But here's the challenge for you, if you are up to a challenge and you probably will perceive me as being a part of the Monarch program for even suggesting this to you, but I challenge you, go get help from a psychiatrist and prove me wrong, if you are able to.

I get it about your messed up childhood with an alcoholic father, a lot of people have had that also, but the Illuminati is not after us. You met the wrong boy, he was not speaking Babylonian, you were having a schizotypal delusion.

I know that it's fun to believe the delusion, and how would we know if you are not just making this up, but if you are not, then get help right away.

reply to post by WarminIndy


She's had both advice handed to her at about a 60 to 40 percent rate, 60 think it's Illuminati connected the other 40 think it's schizophrenia, she also has not been on here for awhile normally i would go the safe route and go with the 40 percent that it's schizophrenia, but i believe in signs can't help it, it's the way i'm made....


So with out sounding redundant this thread keeps getting bumped and i do know that both things are real Illuminati schizophrenia along with magick, psychic vampires, evil technology, gang stalking/gaslighting pretty much a lot of things, so taking all that in to consideration i think her story warrants merit.......

Sounds like about 90% of American society.

I was sexually induced with Archie Comics, Josie and the Pussy Cats, and the Sears Catalog.





The good news. They aren't as powerful as they would have your believe.

hey [personal information removed] I know someone with mmm as initials to please contact me im curious about its true meaning

hey [personal information removed] I know someone with mmm as initials to please contact me im curious about its true meaning

reply to post by MonarchSlave


1.) no such things as demons the devil ect. the only evil is what man does.

2.) demonic attacks are caused by psychics employeed by people to screw with your mind.

reply to post by MonarchSlave


So this OP made a total of 3 posts all within an hour and a half and the thread grows to 432 posts?!?

Can someone help me out here?

I have only one thing to say. If you fear it, submit to it. Embrace your fear. What is the worst that can happen?

reply to post by MonarchSlave


I feel I must first admit that I have not read this entire thread. I read your opening, and I cannot delay in saying what came to mind when reading your OP.

You have suffered, and suffering of the length and severity that you have undergone can make the world seem like a very different place, than the one inhabited by other, less afflicted persons, something which I am sure you were already aware of. It can also force the mind to assemble a narrative which explains the behavior of ones tormentors, stitching together influences and histories into something which makes more sense than the mindless brutality one has been through.

Be wary of this, because to allow your experiences to throw you down a rabbit hole of your own, unwilling design, would be a victory for those who have inflicted their evils upon you, and you are worth more than that, deserving of much better. You do need help, you are quite right, but the sort of help you need is rather less about understanding conspiracies a little better, and more to do with healing your wounds. Put it this way:

Even assuming that there is some vast, horrible conspiracy affecting you right now, you cannot fight it with a mind cluttered by nothing but sorrow and torment, because doing so would be something akin to getting into a gun fight with an empty pistol in your hand.

Please consider this... You have had a life which has contained harrowing and horrifying ordeals, on a near constant basis, especially throughout your formative years. It seems to me that at no point have you had a chance to balm those wounds, or decompress the injuries done to you. It also sounds as if nobody that you have met on the journey of your life, has offered you shelter and comfort, respect and love, of any kind. I cannot help you with the illuminati, because my response to a confirmed structure of that size, power and intent would be to burn it down, physically destroy it and every representative of it with my bare hands and anything else that found its way into my eyeline.

However, what I can tell you, is that the sort of help you need most is not paramilitary, nor intelligence based. What you need, is to have people around you who love you, care about your welfare, your mental health, people who want to remind you that you are a person, an individual with potential far greater than you can believe, having been so trodden down in life. You need to be rebuilt from the inside out.

I am so sorry you have lived this life of anguish, and no matter what happens with the conspiracy angle in your life, I hope and pray, that you gain the ability to feel the love that has been denied to you, both that which others feel toward you, and that which you feel toward them, and the love you should have for yourself. You are a survivor, you are a legend waiting to be written, as are we all. I hope that in time, the tale you write on the page of time, becomes a more pleasant yarn, than it has proven to be thus far.

With Respect and Love,

TrueBrit

I wish I'd seen this 3 years ago. Well, you've found another one. And I'm here to tell you all whether you believe it or not that this girl is absolutely not lying. At this point I'm guessing you may have almost forgotten about this post as it has been a long time, but I guess I'm just hoping that you will look back here at some point. I have literally joined this website because of your post, so if it seems like I am a noob, and I make some noob errors with how I post my info or otherwise that is why.

Let's put it this way. Some people are taught to believe in Occams Razor. That is in simplified terms for the sake of brevity that whatever seems to be most likely in any given situation is most likely the truth.

Well I am here to tell you that these people rely on methods that work with this very belief to completely pull the wool right over your eyes and get away with unthinkable abuses, and execute unbelievable plans.

Now I do hope that the government and other institutions trying to pull the wool over your eyes is something you at least have entertained the thought of if you are a visitor to this website. That much we should all be able to at least partially agree on.

But who would go to all that trouble when the much more obvious answers seem so plainly obvious right? I'll tell you who would. The ones that run the show. If you think about any group that are in the "upper echelons" of society it might make more sense. Those with power and their families are meticulously groomed from birth to act a certain way, know certain things, to always respond in ways that are deemed appropriate, and to never step out of line.

So, they go to the kinds of great lengths to maintain a kind of micromanagement and attention to detail over many situations including the "ordinary social" that most would think only belong in the realms of engineering or accounting or forensics. To ensure that only those that are compliant will be heard and that those who are not are removed from power and discredited and forgotten about in any way that they can.

Just so you know MMM one of the reasons that I know just exactly how perfectly right on you are is that my childhood was astoundingly similar to yours. And the conditioning and subtle torture techniques that I was exposed to produced a very similar thing in me. I was very very naturally connected spiritually, highly sensitive, shy, I was very hyper vigilant and continually nervous that I might do something wrong etc. and I went through a whole series of incidents are so close to what you went through that I almost wondered for a moment if you were talking about my life. It makes me me realize all the more that they really do have a formula that they use for us. For anyone curious I even remember an incident where I was shown one of the electro shock guns that some of my other "approved friends" were being subjected to when I was young, I was lucky in that I was never subjected to that torture for whatever reason, ( and I guess they figured that I would be too young to remember when I got older) but I was never able to forgot the fear I saw in my friends eyes when their handler who as is often the case was their father gave me the unit and told me to pretend I was going to use it as "a joke" against him.

One of my first memories in fact is of looking around my room at all the monarch butterflies that were used as a wallpaper in my room. I am a child of a high ranking family, and in fact when I was a young child my family even took us on a trip to visit Bavaria.

What I can tell you is this. You can reach out to people like me, on the internet, but the bottom line is our lineage and our families control the entire world.

There are no support groups for people like us, we are the ones that are discarded as broken toys because we were too aware. We threatened the network that is so tightly interwoven and yes even disgustingly incestuous, and now they will go to the same great lengths that they did when they were trying to groom us to destroy us.

And make no mistake people, they do go to those lengths. We have access to vast resources and technologies that most people can not even begin to comprehend and our families are addicted to power. To destroy the reputation and mind state of one of our own with a small army of people watching us 24 hours a day and implementing techniques to try to get us to kill our selves is very much in keeping with the kinds of psychopathic things our families have done to the rest of the world to maintain "order" and as far as the cost it is like a drop in the hat, much less in fact. Which I'm sure is obvious. They also use the data they collect for research into the best ways to handle future dissidents and to do other kinds of social experiments which is seen as an added bonus.

One such phenomena is called Gangstalking or Gaslighting, and it is real, it is also very difficult to prove and there are scores of shills that work tirelessly to discredit its existence. Some (not all but some) of whom are more then likely to be on this site. However of course many of those that try to get proof fail because they are already emotionally and physically compromised, they are outnumbered, they have been driven crazy through years of torture (which further serves to discredit them) and are closely watched for when they are trying to collect proof. Which is why you won't see very many decent proof videos out there, although there are a few at least okay ones, perhaps I will put up some links if anyone is interested. This is one of the primary techniques that they employ when one of their own is deemed as "unfit" to rule within the agenda.

I guess for my part I hope you will talk with me somehow and that I can help you out in any way I can and maybe you can do the same for me because I don't have anyone that can relate to this either other then probably you and a small handful of others that I'm sure are out there in the world who's existence I am currently unaware of. You can also reach out to the TI community, (targeted individuals) thankfully although often made out to look like crazy people (as this is the name of the game) and certainly some legitimately are, there are those that have managed to get some support, I will let you look into that for yourself, as I'm sure you can do your own research and it makes it harder for the ones that are trying to mess everything up to find them.

I wish you all of the best things that life can offer in this world, remember never to give up hope, we did not have any choice in this if we were not to become truly evil people in this world. Reconnect with the greatest highest being that is out there in the world and trust in that as it is bigger then all of this and thankfully in the grand scheme of things in it's own mysterious way, it never fails, and it will not lead you astray even when you go through the ringer with these people. It is my belief that we are all here for a reason, even outcasts like us, and there is a reason that is much bigger then any human power on this earth that souls like us are sent here.

I hope you will talk with me through this site, I don't even know if there is a way to PM someone on this site, as again I'm totally new here, but I guess I'll leave that up to you if it's possible and you'd like to do so.

May God bless you always

TrueBrit: Your post was truly inspiring and it means a lot to not only the OP but anyone who has had to deal with moments of hell within ones lifetime kudos to you on a truly epic post....



PariahsOfVindication: Your right on so many levels of your post it's not even funny and unfortunately in this world we face vast amounts of hidden evil, from the dark side of the Illuminati to evil psychic vampires to satanic sorcerers to evil technology too many to count, so much so that it's truly saddening... at the end of the day i guess the only options are to trust in god and try and gain power yourself to do what you must do....

I am also a TI (targeted individual) and although it wasn't a military psyop or Illuminati that did it to me it was brutal, in my case it was someone who was semi famous who i bad mouthed on a message board because they are evil who took revenge on me and made my life a living hell at the time when my dad was dying, a real brutal experience, so you are 100 percent right gaslighting/gangstalking is for sure real and it comes in many shapes and sizes.....

There are some good support groups for TI's that i could suggest to you one called Freedom From Covert Harassment and Surveillance and this is there website.... www.freedomfchs.com...


But like i said the only thing one can truly do is trust in ones God and gain power and knowledge and do what you must do to make peace with it........

I will precede my commentary with this: I feel bad for your childhood, and am sorry you had it so rough.

With that being said, I'd like to point out a few things:

1.) IF you are truly a free-thinking monarch slave, I'd assume you are trying to get away from your controllers or distance yourself from their grips? That being said, why would you flaunt the fact that you are a monarch slave, for instance, with your handle.....MonarchSlave.

2.) In a perfect universe, exactly what kind of help would you even hope to receive from an internet conspiracy theorists' forum? Granted, I'm sure that there are several well-educated, well balanced, critical minds on here. However in my opinion, that's kind of like going to a nut-house, acting crazy, then asking for a psych eval... I'd hope you can see the inference I'm getting at here.

3.) Do you have any types of audio clips from popular songs containing Babylonian tongues, because I really can't recall a single time listening to even the most prominently main-streamingly $##y music station, and hearing any sort of ancient cryptic chanting or language.


I truly hope that you grow the confidence and bravery to seek out PROFESSIONAL psychiatric/psychological help, and eventually regain the ability to trust in your fellow man again someday.

Best Regards

PariahsOfVindication
Let's put it this way. Some people are taught to believe in Occams Razor. That is in simplified terms for the sake of brevity that whatever seems to be most likely in any given situation is most likely the truth.

More like for the sake of supporting your opinion. It states that among competing hypotheses, the hypothesis with the fewest assumptions should be selected. Far different from just believing what is "most likely".