reply to post by RisenAngel77
Im done that game. Im way beyond guess work, im way beyond not knowing or beleiving. LOL
I have allready ascended, im helping OTHERS ASCEND and you have the choice to leave or stay if you want, i stayed of course. I am an ascended
angel.
I've reached the next level. where I have allready healed myself fully and completed my reicnartion cycle. In this level its staying away from the
darkness and finding others who i am drawn too by fear and embracing pain and make them fry while the whole while knowing they are Me, while my heat
never skips a beat and I dont forget who I am, giving them love as difficult as it sounds. While still never being scared while petrified from others
fear, trying to heal and bring INSIDE THEIR inner demons because those inner demons are what I LEFT THERE and I OWN THEM, and i see those poeple as
me, and I feel all the pain I am making them feel screaming pain, knowing this is myself too. Then I come home and have to APOLOGIZE TO MYSELF after
I send them home for all the pain I JUST INFLECTED ON THEM. That is when the lights breaks through my heart in a level like I had never felt before.
Its hard knowing when to be nice to myself, and when to go bezerk and goto war. Now thats crazy aint it.. Ayo make sure if you ascend to say NO when
they ask you to stay LOL. This is NO walk in the park, yet I know all is God now, the only good news. Its uncomfortable for all men. I have to
learn to listen to God. I can only pray, and have faith. Thats what my life is like pray faith, pray faith. Heal, release, say sorry, try to figure
it all out while not getting lost. Im starting to see my guides faces now. I say her face and I think it was my mom who died. She prayed for me and
said im about to heal the entire world. I have to learn never to run when someone comes at me, because I must not be affraid. I asked god to allow
me to sacrifice myself to heal the eveyrone eles. Damn I shoulda thought that one threw first lol but now that I look at it, its ok now. Because I
am serious, I want to be with god that bad and I felt that lost. Ive taken on more than anyman should have, all I know is GOD is helping me do all
this. I can hear him speak. Thats good and I can feel him inside me, thats good. That takes away too much pain I should not even suggest such
things. Give them a nice heat, but don't burn them, I think thats what im trying to balance ... how much pain/love and power and how much allowance I
give myself without wandering too far from God, cuz when I do IT HURTS PHYSICALLY, not the same kind of hurt. Now you do you see how much I LOVE YOU
GUYS.
Im learning when to cool down. IM SORRY FOR HURTING YOU. I chose this, becuase I just wanted everyone too see that I truly DID LOVE YOU. Im trying
not to cry out, dont let it dry it out. Hold this love, and don't cry, love breath. Just recieve it. Faith Faith Faith Faith Yes. I aint got no
tears.
They are fighting back, this means I have permission to tear their heart apart. This ends when you choose it.. Damn I have enough STOP. I am free
when we are All In Love, but some of the poeple in the world are NOT US, so we have to FIND US HIDDING IN THE DARK. Some of these poeple are falling
and cannot be saved. You must understand true brothers and sisters of the light AND dark. Some of these poeple are like zombies and CANNOT WALK
BACK. They will hold onto you and you will fall. I am ONE OF THE LAST. I am the guy who stayed until the end before god PULLS ME OUT and I gotta
go. I DEMAND RESPECT. I AM ONE OF THE LAST WITH GOD ALLREADY. I am wrapped in the hands of a god. I am the thyphoon. Im taking them back. Why do
you refuse to feel me. The world is ascending hurry it up. STOP DEGRADING YOURSELF. Somewhere out there, I Am you, you find me ok.. find me. WEAVE
WEAVE WEAVE. DONT RUN AWAY. Relax
I FEEL YOUR PAIN. DONT RUN FROM IT. I am walking through the mountains of my land, I am searching for myself, I am walking proud, I am walking with
only I, I dont stop.
I hold you, letting go I, cutting out all that is not, bang bang the noise, until you come home. Weaving through traffic. Leaving a smile for the
world, living life to the fullest, no looking, no peaking, go go go, turn, change lanes, looking for I. Don't stop at a red Light. I dont THINK.
JUST DO. Move careful they will hurt I, watch your mouth as I walk and pass them BY. Everyone is contantly watching. I have no reason no purpose,
looking for myself, no idea no thought in my mind, looking for I. Looking through the crowds, hear the crowds ROAR dont stop now DAMNIT im so CLOSE,
go going all in my head.
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