reply to post by Scorpitarius
Hi, I just registered with ATS and this is my first post. I don't know if my own experiences have any bearing on yours. Over several years now, I
have had numerous dramatic experiences of a sexual nature, which as yet defy explanation.
I will state right off the bat, that they only occur (as far as I'm aware) when I'm, let's say, less than sober. I know this leaves my account and
interpretation thereof, open to all kinds of doubt and disbelief, but as far as a person can be certain of anything, I am certain of this. Put simply,
when this phenomenon is active, my presence has a dramatically stimulating effect on the libidos of people in my vicinity. I am choosing my words
carefully here. I do not wish to go into too much detail right now, but the effects are undeniable. It took some years for me to realise what was
going on and to make the connection between my state of sobriety and the phenomenon. This is something outside of people's usual field of experience
and as I found, one is likely to come up with all manner of more conventional theories to explain such events, however bizarre these occurrences may
be. The fact that I can trigger such a reaction in others is highly seductive, but I feel it can't be a good thing. It has lead me to leave countries
where I've resided as well as jobs. It functions down the phone, crossing continents. It goes through walls to adjoining rooms and reaches
neighbouring buildings.
I could give a many accounts of specific incidents, but I don't think this is the place. I'm entirely open to having this debunked. I have, for
example, considered my sanity in all this. This is something I feel I have to state to people, as the few I've told, with one or two exceptions, find
it hard to accept what I'm saying. Big surprise. Also, each time I've gone out to demonstrate this thing to someone, the effect has been reduced to
about one third or less what it is when I'm not trying to prove anything.
One more thing, during this I see what you might call ghosts, for want of a better word. Not directly, I only see them in reflective surfaces. They
don't always appear to be human, but they are very much aware of me. None of this is scary as I would have expected before having had these
experiences.
I would love to have some light shed on all of this. I for one, take your account at face value and without judgment.