do you feel it?

I dream about powers...I can levitate in my dreams, and do magic tricks - real ones.

Originally posted by TheGrandWarlock
i will meet you at the crossroads.
consider this my introduction into your reality.

You sure sound deluded, and having a go at the person who made the thread, how co-incidental? Nothing like attempting to break the decent vibes by going for the source is there?

Consider this my introduction into your reality too then, and pm me if you want to take it further instead of derailing this thread.

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I have had these same feelings all of my life as well. I never had many friends in school and they all treated me like an outcast. I grew up in books so I'm way ahead of most people my age. Problem is I'm too lazy for school. I feel like by going I'm simply going to be wasting my time because none of it would matter anymore soon. I have felt for a while now something big is going to happen, and I almost welcome it because I feel like I'm one of the first few awakeners into the shuttle pods to help sort out with the rest of humanity. I've wanted all my life to be a good person and do right by people. I love knowledge and can't seem to absorb enough of it. If I could I would sit all day on these forums and soak up every bit of information on here. That's just what I revel in......I want so much to be a helper, I would not accept a missing invitation to the party. I'm not being left behind, I refuse.

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love your energy my friend! the time will come when the likes of you and i will be led to help others in ways that none of us could have foreseen.

school is/was a joke for me...barely completed 8th grade...only lasted a few months into my freshman year in high school and said phuggit. i knew it was a sham...used to corral the sheep into corners before they even know they're sheep!

hold onto that fire my friend and don't let it die...

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and so it begins.

Originally posted by TheGrandWarlock
reply to post by robhines

 

and so it begins.

Whatever's beginning, if it's anything as crazy as your avatar we're in for some fun.

Seriously though, if you're on the wind up just pm me instead, it at least saves the thread from clutter. If not you'll just get posts removed and then a ban if you carry on. Also, if you decide to wind several people up via pm's (not saying you are doing, just incase you do happen to do it.) you'll probably get reported and then banned that way instead. Just trying to help.

so my hope is, that when all of this happens and we are needed to help, and sort out all this.....are we, and can we be civil with one another? its easy to talk abou now, but if we have food and water shortages, base nature comes out. id give my last drop of water to a kid, i know this in my heart cuz its right, but when the time comes, will i? these are the things that worry me. anybody can talk about it, but doing it is another matter completely expecially when your life depends on it.im just using those as life scenarios for my point.

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I call that scenario the zombie scenario. you watch zombie movies and think you have to kill them to survive, but if it became real could you really kill something that still looks human?

Only time will tell what will come. I just hope it is a positive shift, a change of leadership from the old familys to a new and fair governance of man and please please nothing like the fear mongering promises at the moment.

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I think in that situation our base instinct would be a caring one. If you are even concerned about it now than that shows you have nothing to worry about. We are all caring loving beings in truth.

Is it time to bring this thread back?

We're getting bombarded by all sorts of energy lately, I feel.

An image that comes to my head is the cloud "tick-tick-tick-tick.." that you hear while scaling a large hill on a roller coaster.

Also I keep feeling a few other things, maybe some others will reciprocate. One that has been happening since mid year has been the imagery of a large ceremonial drum, beating into a quicker and quicker rhythm to a break-point of extreme noise and energy. Another one is more while laying down and trying to sleep, and it has come up much more recently. Have any of you got your ears to "thunder" by using that muscle that is similar to clearing the Eustachian tubes? Hard to describe but I bet everyone has done it. It sounds a little what you get when you put your finger in your ear. Anyway, a sensation similar to that but not as excessive comes up at night. Such a strange feeling, but not painful. Lastly, this one is strange too. I get a combination of white noise and ear ringing (not painful, not annoying) sometimes. Usually I just ignore it. But a few times now I tried to meditate on the sound and let my mind concentrate on it. It was a trippy journey that turned into fractal visuals and what I can only describe as a state of ecstasy, pure joy. It is only a fleeting moment that I was able to tune into it.

LOL, anybody else in this boat?

I couldn't have said it better myself. I've always felt different, empathetic to the point of pain and distress for me, but lately it's ridiculous, I can't watch action movies or anything with murder or fear because I feel the emotion of the people even though it's fake. Seeing people or animals in pain in real life is unbearable. I feel so full with love for humanity and I have been frantically looking into spirituality and esoteric teachings, the bible, the tao you name it. Ive tried to remain skeptical but it just feels like now is the time, the build up of every intention and thought manifest over thousands of years. I am excited and full of hope and I feel I have a role to play. I've never committed to a career because I feel like I will be needed somewhere else, I'm just waiting.
I only hope I hear the call when it comes, I fear I'm deluding myself. Or worse, that there is no change coming and these feelings are just hope and desperation. But it feels pure, and inevitable, and infinite. I wish I could see you all right now and hug you and talk to you and know that I am not alone.

glad you were able to connect. hopefully you don't feel quite sooo crazy now.

Sure enough. I was reborn the few moments after I came out of shock at having done my first remote viewing only three months ago. The first time in my 54 year life, that I knew I was more than just "me," much more.........Thanks Bro.

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Sounds pretty intense. Those moments are what make life worth living!

reply to post by ICEKOHLD


I think the battle has already been decided, but we still gotta do it again..
Here's my trip for u and I did see jesus in fully evolved form as super human



The experiment where an amoeba consistently finds the shortest way through a maze to a food source like the double slit experiment of quantum physics poses more questions than it answers if it answers any at all (perspective). From my experiences on different levels of consciousness starting on an atomic all the way up to universal and beyond I can tell you that everything possesses MIND and WILL. From an amoeba finding its way around a peatree dish to a star and any and all matter it all has a purpose driven desire and experiences the world around using whatever senses nature has endowed upon it while always seeking harmony and homeostasis.

Everything is relative, nothing in this universe exists in and of itself. The conscious desire of God was to have split his consciousness due to feeling lonely(notice ONE). On the highest plane of "existence" there is Christ consciousness which is observed as a sphere of pure white light and orbiting around it similarly to Saturn's rings are SHARDS (Like broken Glass) of pure energy light particles glowing and pulsing radiant energy same as the sphere. After transcending this plane there becomes nothing, one is all alone and in fact one doesn't even seem to exist as if there isn't even ONE. There is a deadness, a quiet like nothing you could imagine. Then, one's mental visions return suddenly, and reappear from nothing like a hologram in dead space and you then realize all of the universe is your projection, that everything that has ever happened to you that you willed it, asked for it, wanted it. That you create what you want to dream, that pain and sadness, joy and ecstasy keep you entertained. That you are eternal, infinite all knowing. And it feels amazing, you can move a star at will; make it zig zag blink at you whatever, change the colors of the street lights, set off every car alarm in the neighborhood with your mind, anything and its a pure state of joy and love. And it feels sad. Sad to know what you are, that you are alone, that this is just an illusion. And that you always will be.. forever and ever and there is no one to save you, no one can kill you and no one else is there to hear you. All there is, is you.

On the spirtual or mental plane( My ego is still young 23) I encountered an entity that many would call Satan. He was a sharp looking black man with a nice fade and short curly hair in a shimmering black old school gangster business suit a in a huge hall with a checker patterned black and white floor. He showed me my various existences in other worlds/universes. I had a feeling like I known him forever. A lot of this was filled with tragedy, close calls, and very emotionally strong experiences. He showed me all the riches I ever could dream of some of the most amazingly cool and beautiful things that far transcend all the riches of this world. We came at last to some golden gates. Everything in these scenes was more fiery, more intense and brighter than anything of this world. His eyes burned red with fire but i was not afraid of him at all. But at these gates which were to me the gates of heaven and I could see paradise within (which was empty fyi there wasn't anyone there) he said "WE HAD A DEAL." Then my visions instantly changed to scary things. Rag dolls that oozed black blood and primitive weapons like axes and dark lines crawling through my vision. I stopped wanting to see it and it went away and that is when I saw the Ginormous sphere of pulsing white light.

Interestingly enough when the devil was showing me visions I saw Chris brown as a half red REPTILIAN demon like entity (it was like i could see beneath his skin) as well as a few other actors that aren't famous enough for me to know their names. I also recall seeing a futuristic planet with huge skyscrapers like new york except they looked metallic and were different colors like blue and red and shaped kind of like space rockets. On this planet they had different alphabetical symbols on their ipad like devices but so much better, transforming flying cars that looked like the batmobile from the new movies, and tv screens that had nothing solid to them and seemed to hover in the air and unlike projection screens the picture didnt reflect off the wall. The image just stood by itself in thin air razor thin like you could walk around it or through it. The picture clarity of the movies was suuuuperb the sound was penetrating deep inside you like you were there when they filmed transformers.

And I saw the future developing through the many stages of cycles and each cycle spinning off another cycle from itself like an exponentially growing quadratic equation in patterns and revolutions however as different parallel universes. I saw evolution and technology continually advancing like this until everything reached an apex and at this point saw a golden flash appear off the apex of the cycle in my mind and then it was time for the cycle to finish its circular revolution and RETURN to where it all BEGAN. I saw where my location was in this cycle and it was near maybe about 15-20 degrees from the peak or apex of the cycle where the golden flash had occurred.


I also encountered another entity that looked kind of like a NORDIC HE MAN Super saiyan with bluish aura

Words, symbols, gender, masons, history, biology and the bible all came into clear focus.
I saw myself as a father disciplining a teenage son and giving advice (which is what im used to getting instead lol)
A troublemaker in some futuristic police state being desperately asked why I did something by a detective type who knew me personally. They had a room full of cameras video taping everything in the city and I had led police on a wild chase that ended up revealing a sick truth that they were actually leeches to society or something like that
A Paul Walker looking guy in a badass whip looking at myself on a sunny day along a strip with palm trees in the side view mirror smirking
Supernatural Evolved perfect human being

There was a background feeling that the older generations of people (or whatever race there's more than humans but they are similar) hold on to controlling things (like politics or businesses) for too long and in extreme fear of change instead of allowing succeeding generations to take over as if they're too scared to let that happen and it creates serious problems and unnecessary misery.

On different planes there are different forces. Duality is HUGE on this one like the serpent eating itself -vs +
I also noticed things become more complex/advanced to satisfy the desire for change, but also require more energy to sustain, and reminiscing being a simpler organism with simple desires is less intense and relaxing.
I can sometimes read people like a red blood cell recognizes a white blood cells function in the body and understand everything in their nature as it relates to their organic function

Most profound was my experience that I could be any creature, organism or the like at any point in time of the cyclic universe whenever i wanted like I could just leave this meat suit but I exactly where I wanted to be
The scary part is, the more I learned the less I wish I knew

I feel like something big is gonna happen this year.

I know it's been feeling that way for a while. But I also know 'they' have been doing everything to delay this event for a long time now, but they know it's coming.

a reply to: Cows11

Can't wait

If you are truly having a "lucid" dream, you can simply ask what the dream represents, so they say. Try to remember to do that. For me, I've had probably 6-7 lucid dreams but I never remember to ask questions, I go straight for flying - like a bat out of hell. Good Luck. Love.a reply to: Ankona

So, I read this site pretty much every day, have done since about 2006/7? But never signed up, always just read things. I've read some really interesting and well written posts by some users, so firstly I would like to thank all for the great content.

Reading the main thread post, gave me shivers. It felt as if you were indeed re-telling my life, which is scary as how could you, and so many others have the exact same feelings and experiences as myself. It freaked me out a little.

I've read every reply and I too have cried myself to sleep as a child wanting to go home when tucked up in bed. I come from an extremely loving family, especially mother. I've always felt people's feelings and recently, the past 4/5 months I've noticed (I apologise for stereotyping people) that everyone around me seems to be extremely selfish. It feels as If I myself have done something to threaten them, or hurt them in such a way that they cannot find it within theirselves to care/love for me the way I do for them, family and friends, well actually I don't feel as if I have any friends any more and I also feel as if some of my family members don't see me. Like I don't exist. Now, from the past few sentences you're probably building an impression of me being a loner, some kind of hermit. I'm not, I use to have a ton of friends, I'm the nicest person you'll ever meet, nothing is too much effort if it means that I can make someone happy. I earn a decent amount of money a month (6k+) as a contract software developer and have gone through atleast 4 long term relationships from the age of 18. I'm now 26. I love affection.

I prefer being a contractor as from probably the age of 20/21 whenever I was in a job for more than 6/7 months I felt the urge to leave, like I was being suffocated. Contracting gave me the flexibility to swap between companies (with the benefit of more money), ideal really. I have no problems with commitment issues, I prefer long term relationships, never had a one night stand. Is anyone similar in their careers?

I always look at the sky, constantly, this may sound really weird but I get the feeling sometimes that I hate people, like, i do live alone now, in the country. it's quiet and i love it but I sometimes, quite often feel lonely. But being in busy places screws me up, it makes me feel blank, that's the only way I can describe it.

The vibrating in the ears, jesus. I get this every night. every night, all night, I have it now whilst typing this. It's weird, when I'm home alone I have my TV volume on like 2 and can hear it completely fine, I don't hear the vibrations start most of the time, it's like I just notice that I can hear it, like it's been happening for a while but I just havent been ware. Other times, during the day, they vibrating noises come on incredibly quick and loud then fade out. Not as often during the day though.

It's weird and I feel like a complete moron even writing any of this, let alone typing out the next bit but, since probably mid last year I spent about 20minutes to an hour, depending how tired I am (I work alot), trying to move objects with my mind, or trying to meditate. I doubt i'm doing any of it right and i doubt anything will come of any of this and it's all just a 'phase', probably every body goes through this sort of thing? Maybe it's only because we're talking about it that it seems like some sort of 'awakening'.

I do feel the super power thing though, it's like. I've read alot about Biocentrism, Mo pai, Tesla, Pyramids, Physics etc and new things are being learnt every day, new law's are being broken or bent. I don't know, nothing add's up to me. I look at the world and it just doesn't make sense. I feel like I'm waiting for someone to give me something and be like 'here you go, this is all you have to do'.

Oh, also I've just split up from an ex after 2 years, well she split up with me. It was a bit weird, at the start it was amazing, I did pretty much everything for her and took her on lovely holidays for birthdays etc, then it kind of all went down hill last year, she became cold or it felt that way. She wasn't doing anything differently or acted differently, it's just like something clicked in me and i became un-satisfied, like I felt nothing from her anymore. But that happend with a few people, like, literally about 8 or 9. including family members. It's like my feelings dissapeared or like for example, I was at a family party speaking to a cousin and I saw him, he was infront of me, I was looking at him. But it felt like it didn't matter, like it's pointless, why am I here, theirs no one here. sort of feeling.

Right im going to stop talking now, before my IP is tracked down and I get taken to a mental asylum.


ADDED -
I also use to have the de ja vu thing all the time when I was a teenager, probably at it's highest when I was 15/16. One really vivid memory was when I told a friend that I was having a de ja vu (in school), I then told him that my uncle was going to come around the corner in a delivery van. Which was extremely out of the ordinary as I lived the opposite side to town, I'd been at that school for 5 years and he had never delivered a parcel here. But on that day at that time I knew he was coming. literally as I was talking he pulled around the corner and I shouted him when he got out of his van. I don't get them any more though, not in a good few years, well maybe I've had the odd one or two.

Oh I also tend to get alot of people being jealous of me, confrontations seem to happen quite frequently with new people I meet. I find myself having to go above and beyond to prove myself, especially recently which is really annoying me. I really hate confrontations.

What ages are people who are experiencing this? I've noticed alot of 26's.

1 last thing, I also have a high metabolism, I'm 5,11 roughly and probably weigh about 12stone, always weight between 11,8 and 12stone. I can eat pretty much anything I want when I want, I barely work out at all, i went through a phase trying to build muscle for about 14 months but couldn't seem to gain any kind of mass, bear in mind my dad use to be a body builder so had him making me routines and eating the correct foods. I've always been complimented on my smooth clear skin, dark eyes and hair and long eye lashes, not sure if that has any resemblance to any of you. I've had the feeling that something big is coming soon, but to be honest I've always thought it was getting rich, I've always felt like I should of been super rich and assumed that one day I would develop some software or win the lottery. i feel it so strongly the past week or so and have bought a ton of lottery tickets haha. I'm also really really good at guessing, well i assume it's guessing, when picking lottery numbers I'm always 1 number below or above the numbers that come out. Or like, it's hard to explain, i just guess things, calculations, numbers, and they're usually right, same with the time, if i havent seen the time at all I can usually just guess it and it's usually within 5/10 minutes. Also really accurate at throwing and catching, i can throw the smallest objects into the smallest holes from most distances first time, but only if i dont think about it. As soon as I look and think everything goes wrong. If i just react, it always goes in.