I swear i thought i posted up how i met my guide, but i guess not. But i did mention him in some of my other threads. So i met him/ heard his voice in
my head the day i became acquainted with him. This occurred after i had given thought on the grays. Whether or not if they are all bad. I finally came
to a decision that just like us there are good and bad ones (self serving), after alot of research. December 2010 was the first time i even payed
attention to this voice in my head. It began with me telling my self in my head, "I renounce my self." And the response back in my head was
something, "forgiven."
Two months later, Feb 13, 2011.
His voice was nice; it had a respectful/elegant/ proper tone to it. His voice was kind of deep in a way. He said in my head, "Thank you for joining
us." I decided to try and continue the conversation. I then said, "Joining Who?" He said, "You know." I Thought of the grays because it was the
first thing i thought of. Maybe something else. It was kind odd, but kind of confusing in a small way...
The very next day, valentines day, a very interesting event happened right before my eyes.
The even happend below, happened in the morning around 7am ish...
I decide to close my eyes again. I lay there and stare into the semi- darkness of my eyes. About 39 seconds i start to see an outline of what seemed
to be an outine of a gray being figure, but it was again a shadow figure. He notices im looking direclty at him. We stare at each other for a short
time. I didn't feel scared it was like oh ok, its there. Then he backs away and disappears away into the right side of my vision.
I closed my eyes again. I just stare into the semi - darkness of my eyes; my blanket was covering my face, but there was some light. Anyway, around
30 seconds, i start seeing these shadow beings/figures. They come from my right corner side of my eye view. They were not flat. They seemed to be 2 or
3 dimensional beings. They were about 5-6 feet tall, and they were also quite thin for their size.I myself is about 5 ft 4. They start making they way
around my bed slowly; i know my bed cause they were like they were walking around an obstacle, which was my bed. All of them walked slowly in a line.
I didnt freak out, i wanted to see what would happen, and i kept my eyes closed, so i could see them. My though was 7 of them.
They eventually came to my left side of the bed, and when they stopped they all stared at me. I did not see their eyes for they were just shadows. But
you know when someone is staring you can feel it. They probably stared for 10 seconds. The one closest to me in line, then he picked up his long thin
arms, brang his hands into a fist and kept one finger pointed. He seemed to be reaching out to touch me. I didn't know how many fingers he had cause
when a shadow merges there are not separations, like it mixed or blended in with the shadow...Hard to explain. Anyhow, I did not feel him touch me, i
did feel he tried to touch my forehead area or chest area, hard to tell when your eyes and closed and the only thing i saw was the shadow beings. No
outline of anything else. The background color of this sight was a grey/tan-ish color. After he "touched" me, he brang his arms back and rested them
against his side. Then i felt like these other beings in a line, were there to witness this event. They they all faded away. It was only the
background color then.
Then i slowly opened my eyes. Were they "grays/teachers?"... It was actually a cool thing to witness, but then odd and confusing. My gut said
"this" is connected to the other expirence that talks about my hearing the voice in my head saying thank you for joining us...definitely connected
to that...
So my guide, he really has no name, and he told me just to call him entity. A couple of weeks later i decided to give him a temporary name, Kahotep.
Its an Egyptian name that means of peaceful essence. He told the name suites him very well. In my other thread,
I talk about a portal in which i witnessed.
What the heck was that !?
In my thread about low vibrations in my head is talked about here:
Low vibration in my head
from time to time...
He has given my alot of helpful advise, like the time he told me i had to get up and walk around the house to get my intestines moving. It was causing
me alot of discomfort from an examination ( abduction )...After a while of walking around the house, he told me the sun has healing powers. I listened
to him and layed down on the couch under the sun, he told me to pull my dress up halfway so that the sun have contact with my skin. And no i didnt
pull it all the way up just up to my stomach. I started feeling the wonderful energy, later on that day i felt much better and i told him that i
wanted to call him friend. He was happy and thanked me for saying that.
From time to time he gives me very helpful advise when needed. He tells me to keep meditating when i have the time. He tells me my vibrations are
raising in a good way. He tells me that i am not the average teen/young adult, and was waiting for me to start having normal conversations for a very
long time. I do not drive, i do not wish to own a cell phone, i do not have any friends - not the average teen, plus my vibrations are slightly higher
than average person.I am open minded and i do not belong to any religion. I believe we are all decendants from the source/creator. It maddens me when
people call grays aliens, they are living sentient beings.I have a sting belief in ufos and things that pertain to that.
He is glad i am into trying astral projections and other things. He tells me that he will always be with me in a way. One thing i forgot to mention is
that he told me i had worked for them in a past life, that i (different specie/ being) was alive when he was alive. He tells me hes close to 233yrs
old in our years now, and that he was about 81 years old when i was alive, and was glad we met again in this life. Not sure if i believe him, but its
definitely a possibility...
Another thing to mention is that i have painted a painting of him. i am also a good drawing...He had given me permission to post it, even if there are
bad hearts out there. If you wish to know of my other expirence plz check out my threads ^^) There is one thread in which talks about an encounter in
a dream involving a tall gray being, looks similar to my guide called "Did i dream of a night that actually happened?"
i need more opinions, would be nice... ") even if their not helpful...
Here is his painting:
So how did u meat ur spiritual guide/entity/higher self? I would love to hear it ^^)
BTW anyone ever read, " The Custodians: Beyond abduction?" And i read the book after these strange dream/experiences...real good book for the open
minded