Have you ever gotten stuck in a dream? Are you sure?

I don't know if this will get deleted or not by the MODs, but Brian please take a look at the formatting I applied to your original message. Notice how much easier it is to look at and read.

I only took part of the lengthy message as an example, because I feel it should probably be broken down into two posts.

Hope this helps:

Have You Ever Gotten Stuck In A Dream? Are You Sure?

(Past)
Have you forgotten? They asked the elder king. He just laughed, as they were not yet old enough to speak his language. Knowing not what they had begun, the King offered a warning. “You will not heed my words, but know now, what you seek will bring much pain, yet end with glorious tears of happiness. Your vulnerability, will be temptation in carnet, and will show the light to a troubled race, who will fall into its confine. The journey, that you will soon choose, will not be an easy one. I will share in your struggle, with patience. In between your cries, reason will be waiting, until you notice its absence. If you should run out of time, it is just a drill, so press rewind. If that is stolen, the seed is already planted, you will rise above it, and you will have achieved your goal “

(Present)
Some say, that in the silence, reason resides, and with the voice of truth, the sound shall fill the quiet spaces. Reason, could only then hear their calls, and return home for all to live in harmony. Showing them, once again, that in deed, although oblivious to it, they had already been reaping what they had sown, and it was not the by the kings’ order, but they, were the ones that had sentenced themselves. If they were to maintain a memory, they must first learn how important it is to never forget, and the consequences that could follow.

Sadly, being told the answer they sought would not be enough to satisfy their curiosity. Thus they set out on their journey of understanding. Forgetting who they were all together, they were contaminated by those who sought power, and only after the return of reason would they realize. It was for their own good, by their own hands, and worth every memory secured. In good hands, they were.

(Future)
Only now could they see that, their king always had been what they wished he would become, and that his love for all the people, had been true to the legends all along. “While without memory, they were exempt for this selfless act.” He had never swayed, knowing his people would also, one day, return to him, as reason would return to them at the end of their sacrifice. This will open the eye of their soul and settle their weary hearts. “You asked me not to intervene”. The king said, “I understood, and wept down storms in your honor. The time that they had spent in doubt, would teach them the most important lesson of all, family.)What you saw, in confusion as punishment, you will see, through reason, as reward.

(Spark)
Now, “Will thou show the, what ye hath learned”?

I was led to think, that there was always a logical explanation to everything, but leering in the back of my mind, when I was young, there was a voice whispering to me, that logic had nothing to do with it, and the truth, will in deed set us free. I thought it was God speaking, and if you can make it through this difficult read, you might agree, it has been the best, ironic, mistake that I could have made.

As a child, I was different in the eyes of everyone around me, although I could not see the difference myself. I looked, but I spoke the same, had the same interests and the mirror had a reflection. Not claiming to be a vampire, just saying, that I had a reflection just the same as the rest. The question, “what makes me different? IMO might hit everyone at some point in their life. I realize now, that most think of it to gain individuality, but for me it came in 4th or 5th grade, having quite a different result. I only have one clear image that I can recall from that time, and when I revisit that stage in my life, that picture brings back all of the feelings that I felt then, all at once.

This brings me to my first reason behind posting this, as there are many and will come in no particular order, especially in regards to importance. Which I do believe this thread is full of. If at the end you disagree, I will ask you to adjust your intention while reading this, because you must have missed mine.

1) How does your memory work for you?

In other words, I would like your feedback on the steps that your brain takes when you recall a memory, for a comparison experiment to that of my own.

See, the way I recall my memories has always bothered me. It seems to only make sense, that if someone wished to recall a memory they would think back and try to remember an event, retracing their steps like a video. I remember a picture, a still image, and to me, feelings only come from knowing why you felt them in the first place. I mean the whole picture could only reform the actual emotions that I felt, because it was a process to get to those emotions. Without a video version as confirmation, my worry is that the feeling could have been replaced, we would never know the difference, and thus our history could be in constant manipulation. Basically, my curiosities led me to this, but I do not know if there is anything really viable about it, and another reason I share this with you today.

Why is it only a still image, and why cant I recall a video version, instead of in a data format sparked from an image alone? Would that of been too many man hours, too expensive, not enough memory space, or for logics’ sake, my brain does not work that way because that is just the way it is? “That is just the way it is!” Give me a break. I am no longer that naive.

Are you?

I want to recall a memory = I sign on to a search engine.
I summarize what I want to recall = I type my request into the search bar.
I try to locate the exact memory = I surf through the websites looking for the best match.
I find an image that reminds me of the whole story = I find what I was looking for, click it, and all the info I could ever need on it is right there.

If I eat something other than what my body can use I get sick or die = If my computer gets a virus put inside it will show errors and may crash.

My computer can be rebuilt to be even better than before. Can the same happen to me? Are the similarities, that my brain process and the method of a computer have in common, just a coincidence or is there something else behind it. I remembered that back in the day, to join the infamous illuminati, it was said that if you could follow the signs that were hidden everywhere in plain sight, then you were already one of them. It only makes sense to me that the same concept would be applied in many different places. It is really the only way to communicate in secret. If you could place signs everywhere but only your kind could figure it out, then your secret would always be safe. It only makes sense, that someone somewhere might have adopted that idea.

The pure mathematics of our patterns, result in a very high probability of it already being true many times over. The illuminati might be bad, might be good, but it seems that the majority of people today see them as bad, which makes them so. It might not have been so cut and dry back then but look at them now, drenched in conspiracy. If history repeats itself, it is easy to come to the conclusion that there would be a secret organization out there with an inevitable evil plot, even if it seems to be good at first. To add to this, for every evil that comes to exist, something good will be born for the single reason to defeat it. This is the way of this world, and balance will lead the way.

The computers’ reincarnation, instant response time for information retrieval, and a network to communicate or travel with one another, are the only differences that I really see between a PC and me. I would like to mention that I am not so sure that “the trinity” of those three things, hold to truth, yet I would be crazy to question it in our society, would I not? Good job, to those that orchestrated the diversions, because you have gotten very good at your job, almost perfect even, ever since the first time “it was for our own good” entered into your good ideas category inside of your head.

Have you ever thought that we were not so different; the “sheep” never had a Sheppard, but just the wolf using you to convince the rest that they were safe. The wolf is a pack hunter and when food is caught, will only share the rewards with their own. You sit there, willing to go right along with it, knowing deep inside that something is not sitting well but at you would be no help if you were just another slave, right? Sound familiar? The funny thing, is that you can not be sure, can you? It is our innocence that allows us to be manipulated and to me, the only one that would do the manipulating would be those that do not have innocence.

Our race is innocent! Get it?

No matter the excuse, the truth does not need to hide. So I thought that if I wanted to hide the truth the best way would be to divert everyone away from the truth, hide myself just in case it came out, and choose pawns to take the blame by doing the dirty work. I would just hang some bait and watch you go. They are not smarter than you. They just do not share the same compassion that we all have been known to display, and are in desperate need of something, that when motivated correctly, you could give to them.

How else would they get you to agree, unless you thought that you were too dumb to achieve what they were offering in return? Have you ever thought that they started with you and we came afterwards? If they could make us give up our free will, then they could just as easily make you feel less intelligent, to come to your fabricated rescue. Temptation is difficult. I get that, but when mixed with the desperate desire to have something that will enable you to save your kind; you would not really have a choice would you? Part of this was specifically written to, well, you know who you are, the whole group of you. It is not your fault and it is never too late, and our limits are not what you have been led to believe.

Read on if you would like and I will relay the rest of the message. If you thought about leaving then I must be getting through and they are trying to divert your attention. Be strong. They want us to stay still, because we are easy to control in a vulnerable stage, and what they promise, we already have. They fear us, because they know what they did, and what would happen if it were undone. Imagine an entire race with the ability of what they have promised you, without the involvement of death, a full awareness of what it means, and soooooo much more at our finger tips. To have it all for yourselves, kind of reminds you of something else does it not? If so, where do you think that desire is really coming from?

Those who seek power for themselves only, are not known for their generosity. Do you know what I am saying? No worries though. You are better than that, and if it was not for the “point” of tech difference, our “big brother”, as they would have us believe, would not be able to put us at such a high risk. Who do you think will gain favor, the power hungry or the meek? The meek shall inherit the earth, or maybe it was the wise. Remember our history, for it repeats. They will regret it and we will forgive them. It will probably take a little longer for them to forgive themselves, but we will show them what they missed along the way, while they were in such a hurry.

I am getting off track here, but I just wanted to politely ask all of you to please think on the process you take inside your head, and reply with the steps you take. It will really help me figure out whom or what I am because I can not really answer that question with truth in my heart and I hope it is not too much to ask. I remind myself too much of a computer, not saying that I am or even that I am not, but the way they are ran has made me skeptical that my free will might not be as free as I was taught to believe.

I am saying that I do not really know, how I work would fit in with what I am told a human is supposed to be like. Sure I know what I was told to think, but after years of reading stories like the ones here on ATS, and the signs everywhere, I just can not get myself to trust a word anyone has ever said to me. There is the slight chance that I might choose to believe the one wrong thing, and I might have been manipulated to do that as well in order to have me fall deeper into the web. I may think that it was what I wanted to do but if I could program my computer to crack passwords, hack codes, and be completely dedicated to the like, my fear lies in the fact that I could wipe that computer of just the right programs to make it think its main objective is all of a sudden, the opposite, and erase all traces of what it did before.

How many similarities do I have with a computer? Are there similarities because it took a computer program to hack inside of my mind to remotely control it and I am noticing glitches from the rushed job of the install? Did I zone out, or did someone walk right up to me, point a gun in my face, take me to a lab, and wipe that experience from my memory, into just a feeling of zoning out? Do the others, that I may have been with at the time, not notice anything because they are told there is nothing to notice, or the same thing happened to them at the same time? I have felt like my memories have been blocked from me. I can get them right on the tip of my tongue, but for the life of me I can not access it, until I either remember it or lose it completely, and have to look it up on the net.

I am not usually the victor in these battles, and that scares me a lot, because if I forgot, was it really my fault, or is there a chance that, what I was trying to remember was against the rules? Or would it lead me to something someone did not want me to see, so they blocked it? I do not know about anything at all anymore, because a huge red flag comes up to me everywhere I look. Not that those things were not there before but that now, I force myself to think about it. In a way I guess it is a type of antivirus program I might have found, if in fact what I fear has any truth to it. Simple, and slow but at least in the right direction, unless that is what they want me to think.

Listen, I am on the verge of something huge that everyone could duplicate, and the reason it really was over looked was because we complicated it all up, when it was really one of the simplest concepts to see. A power so great, that it is confusing how I can keep it inside without having a breakdown, from just knowing that it is there but just out of reach.

Do you have any idea of what I am talking about? I am talking God power and nothing bad about it. If anything, our God would be proud of his children finally growing up, into what he had hoped for all along.
For me it started very young, I am thinking like seven but might be off by a few years in the plus. I do not remember 100% exactly but the majority of this memory still is the back bone of why I am on this path.

I remember playing with my little brother. The two of us were running all over the house, and my brother was chasing me to be exact. I felt like we were running a fast as the wind until we began running around the dining room table. It was an old looking table with sharp corners. I am sure you kinda see where this is going next. My brother tripped and fell. His forehead was severely impaled by one of the corners. I got so terrified because my father was a drunk at the time, and my dumb ass thought he might blame me and I would really get the worst beating of my life, and I had some pretty bad episodes. (Off topic - Ever have your father feel so bad about how much he hurt you that he even felt bad and tried to make up for that one time he went too far.) Instead of going to get mommy or daddy to help my little brother, I ran and hid under my bed, leaving him there bleeding on the floor.

I do not remember how long it took for my father to find my brother but it felt like an eternity before I heard the screams of dad calling my name. I did not respond at first, unsure of his intention of what he would do to me when I got there. I cried the whole time until I finally had the thought that I might lose my brother, so I went downstairs to face my dad and get his wrath over with so I could help my brother. I saw blood everywhere leading into the kitchen where my dad had carried my brother over to the counter to try and stop the bleeding. While I was upstairs I heard him call my mother as she worked a block away from our home, telling her to come home, because my brother was hurt bad.

I have almost but completely blocked out all the memories of what my brother looked like but the ones I can recall are stained into my head and terrifying. A few moments after my mother came running through the door they left taking my brother with them, but before they did, my mother gave me a final look like “ How could you”, like I might of did it on purpose. At that moment I was not family anymore and that never fully changed. I could always feel hatred from them but they never would admit to it. All I remember of after they left, I was thinking that I killed my brother. I see myself on my knees in my parents’ bedroom by the window facing outside with a never ending string of tears rolling down my face. I prayed, and I prayed, and I prayed to god. No, it was more like begged and begged god to save my brother and take me instead. I swore to him that I would do anything for my brother to be okay.

I continued on that way for hours and hours and hours and hours and the light of day turned into the darkness of night. It seemed like days had went by but it was still dark when I heard the front door forcing me to open my eyes. My heart sunk into my stomach so hard that I could not seem to fight gravity until I heard my name called a few times. There was not enough happiness or sadness in the voice to determine what I would see when I went downstairs. Slowly I began to head down only to see my brother acting like nothing had happened.

He had a few stitches in his forehead but so small that it seemed like it happened months as it looked almost completely healed. I understand that it could have been a smaller gash than it seemed originally and that my brother could have been mostly hysterical from the blood but I was so convinced that I killed my brother and God had answered my prayer.

I became very close to God speaking to him often. The problem was that he talked back. See I was under the impression that God had answered me so what else would I think the new voice inside my head was. My father had always repeated the same line to me over and over because he felt I did not get it, which he was right about. He would always say think before you act, think. At the time I did not realize we had an inner monologue. Inside my head at the time was based on feelings and not words. Inside I was happy, sad, shy, angry, curious etc… There are a million feeling to feel and that kept me satisfied enough I guess, to not explore it more. The first time I did was in prayer and when I did a miracle happened.

It did not matter if it was real or not because to that kid there was no other option. I thought it was a direct line to God and with a little creative imagination I guess what I thought God would say, I said, and since I did not know any better and was afraid of my family I kept it to myself. I did what God told me that he wanted me to do, and I did not hear the term conscience until later on while in catholic school, so you can image that this went on for at least too long. In a way it was a good experience because it made me aware of a higher good and that people need an example to follow. So that is what I did. I used my direct connection secret to help guide Gods children to know what choice is right and what was wrong. It showed me that there were a lot of people out there that just needed an example so they could figure it out on their own.

This brings me to another question.

2) Can you remember a traumatic experience that shook you to the core, which aided in a life change for you?

And can you remember a time where it seemed like so much time had passed but when you look it has not been that long at all and you are just left with a feeling of daydreaming or zoning out? Again I am trying to figure out whom or what I am so if you do not care to help then I am possibly wasting your time but still maybe not. I honestly would not be offended if you clicked out and picked up where you left off in your journey. If you stayed, thank you and it would help if you had the time to tell me a little about your experiences in these two areas.

My confusion about whom or what I am is driven from the fact that I really do care about what happens to all of you. Sappy but true, and I could not help it at this point even if I tried, not that some of you would even be able to believe that can exist anymore. Some very strange things, thoughts, ideas, and analyzed results have left me unsure and searching for answers. It has left me with two options. Either I am not like you, I would like to unlock my full potential, and I agree that you deserve to know, that I exist here willing to help, or I am like you and you have no idea the level of power that is inside of each of you. A quandary I aim to solve, and also rectify the toll it is taken from not knowing the truth

I am very hesitant to post this thread because for a long time I have felt watched even in the damn bathroom and even though I have worked on controlling my thoughts, my end game might still be revealed and because those that do the watching would not be too happy about it and might give me an itch I do not feel like having to scratch again. I never really went searching for cameras but I have been known to look through the vent holes in the heating and air-conditioning returns/outputs. (Lol) Yup paranoia sucks but even though I tell myself that the chances of that are so slim, I ca not seem to shake the return of the same feeling that I am under surveillance”? (Ignore it right, that is what we are taught to do with the unexplainable feelings or things that we see).

- by Brianegan

Originally posted by Brianegan
Thank you. I will be available in groups of 10-30 at a time. Ya know, I'm JK there, but ultimately if people want to wake up, I'm willing to take them there.

Sorry you lost me there, am tired though and need sleep, will check back tomorrow.

Wow!

Do you have any idea how long it woulfd have taken me to do what you did in minutes. Its probably related to the fact that I care so much aout each word that I fear to mess it up. You on the other hand, could look at it in a totally different light and yes it does look much better for it.

Thank you.

that was very nice of you to do.

When I was little, around eight to nine years of age I've had reoccurring dreams and knew I was dreaming but couldn't move just look around the room. Maybe its just a sleep disorder or was something really weird happening, I don't think I'll ever know.

1. pa RA gRaPhS

2. Aliens & UFO'S?

Thanks Lee Anoma, readable at last, I looked at it and it gave me a headache just looking at it.

@Brianegan....Please follow the style edited by Lee Anoma in future, articles need to be interesting but almost no one will read a post that is just an unedited wall of words so the whole point of the post gets lost.

Don't worry, not every one is a whizz with styling and editing and most posters frown upon people who criticise a persons spelling or grammar (as they should) but a wall of words is seriously hard to read

Thats it huh...... wow look at all the caring people at work...... all you guys have done is ahhhhh nothing to help....


oh yeah except rearrange it because it was too hard to read.....nice to do it for me but not what I was hoping for to be honest.... I wrote it the way I did on purpose ok......There was a reason behind it but that doesnt matter anymore unless someone reads the original instead of the easier version.

Kind of reminds me of what people did to the bible!

come on if an alien came to you and said here is all your answers but you had to translate it, you all would be killing yourselves trying to figure it out. Someone claims to have an idea of something different and not even an evaluation......nothing?

k... sounds just about right to me..Dont worry though Ive become used to it and numb by it...I posted another thread and unless it changes from where it is going I would have gotten people fighting amongst themselves and not trying to help anymone right after they were contradicted. Doesnt seem right. but who am I right.....

Almost done here.....
Brox

Originally posted by Brianegan
Thats it huh...... wow look at all the caring people at work...... all you guys have done is ahhhhh nothing to help....


oh yeah except rearrange it because it was too hard to read.....nice to do it for me but not what I was hoping for to be honest.... I wrote it the way I did on purpose ok......There was a reason behind it but that doesnt matter anymore unless someone reads the original instead of the easier version.

Kind of reminds me of what people did to the bible!

come on if an alien came to you and said here is all your answers but you had to translate it, you all would be killing yourselves trying to figure it out. Someone claims to have an idea of something different and not even an evaluation......nothing?

k... sounds just about right to me..Dont worry though Ive become used to it and numb by it...I posted another thread and unless it changes from where it is going I would have gotten people fighting amongst themselves and not trying to help anymone right after they were contradicted. Doesnt seem right. but who am I right.....

Almost done here.....
Brox

OK, I went back and I think I've read all of it, or about 90% of it now. The reason others haven't responded is probably because a) it's a struggle to read through it without paragraphs, like has been said. b) it's so long, and c) there's just so many different things going on there that it's really hard to know what to comment on!

But yeah, I think you're onto something, but you have to refine it and know exactly what message it is you're trying to tell us. It sounds like you've had a hell of a journey to get where you are now though, and I hope the worst has passed for you. Again though, you should take some time to think about exactly what it is you're trying to get across to us, then cut out everything else but that part. If you take away all the personal history, then leave the way you see reality as it is now and how you think we can move on, you might have something that'll interest more people.

Thanks for sharing either way!

reply to post by Brianegan


Are you comparing what you wrote to the bible?

No offence, but like others here, I could hardly read past the sirst frew sentences. I found it hard to even force myself to do so, knowing what was ahead.

Can you explain why you would want to block it together in one giant chunk of mind blurring text?

What effect did you hope to capture by putting the reader through the challenge of reading it?

Is the point of the OP to make the reader say 'Ok, great, I did it, but I have no idea what I just read'?

I am sorry I do not understand, but would like to know what you feel would be lost using a format that is inviting to the reader?

Is it something that can be done to any wall of text? I mean, can I take any topic and write on and on and on about it and get the same effect you are worried about losing?

Also, what is with the comment 'My work is almost done here' - or something very close to that effect? that is kinda cryptic...

Originally posted by esteay812
reply to post by Brianegan

 

Are you comparing what you wrote to the bible?

No offence, but like others here, I could hardly read past the sirst frew sentences. I found it hard to even force myself to do so, knowing what was ahead.

Can you explain why you would want to block it together in one giant chunk of mind blurring text?

What effect did you hope to capture by putting the reader through the challenge of reading it?

Is the point of the OP to make the reader say 'Ok, great, I did it, but I have no idea what I just read'?

I am sorry I do not understand, but would like to know what you feel would be lost using a format that is inviting to the reader?

Is it something that can be done to any wall of text? I mean, can I take any topic and write on and on and on about it and get the same effect you are worried about losing?

Also, what is with the comment 'My work is almost done here' - or something very close to that effect? that is kinda cryptic...

If you're really interested you should maybe copy and paste the whole thing into notepad, then split it up yourself and read it in bits. There's some interesting stuff there, some will dismiss it completely, but others will maybe relate to some of the things that are said. It isn't easy to work out exactly what the meaning and intent is though which is a problem, that's why I said that shortening any future post down, cutting out the personal history, then making things clearer would help.

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I think what I am almost more curious about than the actual content, is what the desired effect the OP is trying to achieve by deliberately presenting his thread in such a manner.

Thanks for the reply to my post. I was curious about the thread, because I have very unusual dream experiences, but couldn't and still can't - so far - bring myself to power through the OP, having to continually re-position my eyes and re-read lost text, etc. Maybe I will have more will power later on...

Reading it takes you on a specific journey and every emotion is needed at just the right time for you to hear yourself say the though you were to think to prove to yourself that I was telling the truth and with the correct intention could see it two.

Big thanks to Lee. You deserve a star.

@ op I´m not sure what you want from us but i got a question. Who are "they"?

I had some weird experiences too and i can recall them all in full detail but other memories are just gone forever. I got this strange feeling that something is wrong with the world and a huge change is coming. For some time now i feel disconnected from everything. The past few years i couldn´t sleep very well but now it´s much worse. I dream but i don´t sleep. I know it´s weird but it´s the best way to describe it. Some days ago i had two different thoughts at the same time. It freaked me out and all i "heard" were images and they freaked me out alot more but i couldn´t open my eyes. I literaly wondered about the other thought and asked myself what the hell was going on.

I spoke with some people and they told me i had either some kind of a vision or i hacked a being(i´m not sure it was human....) and invaded it´s dreams or thoughts. Awesome....or i´m just mental and my sane mind is long gone. Don´t feel like it though.

I´m not a religious person and don´t believe in a higher power but who knows for sure. At this point everything is possible.

What i´m trying to say is you´re not alone and some things can´t be explained. Don´t think to hard about it though or it will destroy you. I´ve done terrible things in my past and maybe i had it coming. I´m still trying to figure out what my part in all of this is.

I managed it once to die in a dream and didn´t woke up right after it that was pretty strange too. i wonder what humans could do if we could use 100% of our brains capacity.

Ps: Prepare yourself for everything that´s all.

Originally posted by esteay812
reply to post by Hitoshura

 

I think what I am almost more curious about than the actual content, is what the desired effect the OP is trying to achieve by deliberately presenting his thread in such a manner.

Thanks for the reply to my post. I was curious about the thread, because I have very unusual dream experiences, but couldn't and still can't - so far - bring myself to power through the OP, having to continually re-position my eyes and re-read lost text, etc. Maybe I will have more will power later on...

That is his point, in understanding that you are dreaming and in the end being fully counsciouss and controlling the dream will you wake up in the next dream(without memories)untill you wake up in the next. ever expanding your consiousness and connecting to higher levels of existence.
Angels are nothing more then beings that are consciouss of their higher selves helping enlighted beings that have trapped themselves in the lower realities and can`t remember who they are(like aliens at our world)
This is a process as night and day, figuring out that it is a dream they created for themselves to remember, and when dawn arrives they get a lightbulb moment and living the other half of the dream consiously.

Just like a painter paints a blank canvas from the back of his mind,..remebering why he/she got the idea from.

When the time comes that these three messages begin to reveal themselves to you. Visit this one last and try to get through the harder version. This singular message is what to do when the others are no longer just a story. It will guide you through the times ahead.

One more thing and my work is done.

I assure you that any mistakes are on purpose and well placed. In time you will learn to trust again. It must be up to you to find out why.

There is one person who has a way to find me. Find that person and find me.

It has already begun....

reply to post by Brianegan


I myself have experienced the power of words. I have controlled the emotions of those I spoke to...it was beautiful, and yet disgusting at the same time. But my mind was so befuddled at the time, I don't know how I accessed the power. Ever since that experience my life has seemed different. I think I might be starting to wake, if only just a little bit. I look to your post with guidance, hoping I can see the true nature of reality.

Originally posted by TripleSalCal
reply to post by Brianegan

 

I myself have experienced the power of words. ,

There you are....

I have controlled the emotions of those I spoke to...it was beautiful, and yet disgusting at the same time.

Preach on brother....

But my mind was so befuddled at the time.

The mind can produce the same effect on it's own without assistance from a befuddler...

Ever since that experience my life has seemed different. I think I might be starting to wake,

You are already awake. You just havent had anyone tell you what you were seeing when you woke up. Partially on purpose.....

hoping I can see the true nature of reality.

Hope is the perfect path and will lead you where you need to go.....
You are a protector of many..remember that in the days to come......they will need a leader and you are not alone...

please visit the two other threads I have currently active starting with the "stuck in a dream" one and followed by I'd like to be converted......They are all for the same cause and one more thread still to come.....

I've been following your posts for some time now Brianegan, I feel a definite connection with your words and wanted to converse with you further.

I believe you said that sometimes you feel as though someone is looking through your eyes and can see what you are seeing and experiencing. I too get this feeling and it if often accompanied with a sense of dread that "they" (the ones who seem to be observing) do not care that I am aware of their presence.

Would you say that it is natural to feel malevolent intentions coming from these observers, or could it just be my interpretation because I do not truly understand their goals?

Originally posted by Sentience365
I've been following your posts for some time now Brianegan, I feel a definite connection with your words and wanted to converse with you further.

I believe you said that sometimes you feel as though someone is looking through your eyes and can see what you are seeing and experiencing. I too get this feeling and it if often accompanied with a sense of dread that "they" (the ones who seem to be observing) do not care that I am aware of their presence.

Would you say that it is natural to feel malevolent intentions coming from these observers, or could it just be my interpretation because I do not truly understand their goals?

I two have possed that question and have obssessed over it for years because I couldnt figure it out and wanted to give them a fair shake as well. I have remained silent on these topics up until now because of that one question.

For many years I was aware of these observers and felt the same intent but didnt have enough information to fairly weigh out their actions to truely find their intention.

First it was the decision to remove the doubt completely and accept the truth that my emotions and senses were not as private as I once taught and become at ease with it. After many many many many many many years of self exploration I was able to pay a much closer attention to what I knew wasnt coming from my own personality and was meant to throw me of the trail. Eventally I learned how to differentiate between the two.

They didnt like this and tried harder, which made them sloppy and easier to spot. Now that I have been able to "get to know them" so to speak, I have been able to look outside of myself and pick out their handy work. Its as if I became romanticlly involved with the art of vangoe and could recognize his work anywhere.

This gave me the abilty to fairly weigh out their actions and come to only a few options. Recently I have noticed the emotion of desperation being exibited from them because once you truely come to terms with your emotions and senses being public space then you share in that ability somewhat unnoticed. If your childs pet hampster could do math, not only would you not notice but you would never even care to notice because that pet is beneath you "right".

Wrong.....but that is how they feel toward us, we are their slaves, their pets, so most of my true emotions, thoughts, and decisions would remain unnoticed allowing much room for growth.

I have included all of the actions that I can label as them and this is what result I have reached....I have found the "why" in their actions many times before without room for denial or the existance of a benifit of the doubt scenario to include. Again they do not think of us as a threat but lets keep it that way for now. They do not hide when confronted so feel free to come to terms with sharing your inner self and then take a look around with new eyes. Doubt it a little and your eyes blink forcing you to miss important details. Belief is key.

The information that I have included in these threads is almost everything but one of those things is the result of finding enough information to be ABLE to analyze the data. To judge their intent before I held the correct amount of information would have made an empty accussation. I care to much for their "well being" to do that.

If I am wrong on any of this information it will be within the belief that they are able to see the light after this many years of trying the same thing. They are aware of how many humans are "waking up" "to use the human terms" (because they will still really be sleeping just aware that they are waking up not awake), and are getting desperate to reach their goal because they know that time is running toward the finish line. If they are to reach their goal before one human realizes the true power within then they are about to get extremely sloppy and dramatic which has already began.

Still they are acting under command from the same simulator as we are as well. If they can come to terms with the same thing that the humans will have to accept, then they will see the light and realize the lesson and learn it. If they learn it, then the things Ive said for them to do, will show it. Actions speak louder then words and their words dont speak at all. They will then join us back home and wipe the sweat from their brow. If not then the simulation must go on and will come to the end of our educational carrer forcing its main lesson on everyone inside.

If we are to learn that lesson then the underdogs(us) will have to rise up an accept our birthrite by removing our chains(them). If the lesson isnt learned by then this simulation is programmed to remove the "in between main lesson time" and only repeat the same lesson over and over and over. Realitys loop will be completely obvious and the lesson will be forced down everyones throat. All we need is one human to learn it and the rest will follow. The only reason that no one has, up until this point, is because we were divided and conqured a long time ago. If we never accpet the truth of this and the fact that it happened then we can never rejoin from being divided.

One can not reach this goal without the use of family. Alone the lesson is useless but with family it make all the difference. When I was weighing out their intentions I neared the end toward a conclusion. I am sad to say that the positive intentions ran out completely before the negative intentions even began to run low. The end of my evaluations was not wether they meant well or not. It was which negative intention was it going to be.

I used to believe that they were here to protect us but of course then I was just using FAITH (something they wanted). Come to find out that they werent the ones that deserved it.

Unless their goal was to have this choice eventually to be presented to them by one and then many of the slaves so they could join us and treat us like kings and queens all along, then their original intent was negative for the humans. Trust me when I say that I do not care if they knew or not. Their method still has sluaghtered my kind for centuries and is never the right way to do things. Its either do that or be made an example of for the rest to learn the lesson.

I dont care how they join us but I hope they do with pure intention because the only other option at that point is their termination......


and this time their emotions are just as fair game as our own so they cant hide from those who know what it takes to hide them. They will be wearing their truth on their sleeve to those people and those people will lead the way keeping the peace.

Sorry I forgot to sign out last night so even though I was logged on I did not see your post until now. We all need that nightly reminder that we are still in a dream state.

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I have had exactly the same thing - thought I woke up but I was still in the dream - this happened 2 times in a row - very frightening at the time as I thought I was never going to get out of it

Have also had lucid dreams where I was aware I was dreaming - but not recently