Thank you! ^^ I might do 2 posts, like.. every 2 days, so it could take me like 20 days, unless i get flamed for some reason
lol then i might
post more! but im in no rush, there is more to read here then to write i think ^^
but dont worry, all the issues of my childhood are no different in a sense to many other people's entire life, I mean, i like to think the scary
things are what make me as i am today. Weather they are stretched out over a period of 60 years, or all compacted together in a few short years; we
only come out greater. My parents did a lot of drugs too, and that probably didn't help me any, it sometimes takes me an hour to write a post
because of my dyslexia, so i wont do it often as i suffer terribly to the point i see entire rooms backwards and feel lost until i close my eyes. and
i probably wont even read 10% of the threads posted here.
I am not against drugs at all, if you feel so lost you need to expand your mind using a substance rather then wait until your body does it naturally,
then that rush into knowledge leaves you with a child you have no clue how to handle... I say just be expected to pay the price whatever it might be,
It was probably harder for my mother then it was for me. If one is not ready for children, having a child with many disabilities, is going to be
ALOT harder.
But that is exactly how we expand and learn, as awful as it is to be a child for many children in this world, we can learn unconditional love,
every-time someone hurts us, be it the government, or a parent, or a friend, it gives us a chance to think of them as like us, and to forgive and grow
in understanding and compassion,
Every awful person and thing in this world Its only a blessing in disguise really!! You might think im am only fooling myself and trying to think
positively about a dire situation to get through my life, but that is also the disguise, i think quite negatively too, sometimes i feel nothing..
just at this moment, I do not,and really this moment is the only thing important to me this moment! lol