Question about some Odd things that I can do.

Ever since I can reamber I could flex the sides of my brains and hear some what like eletricity go all over my brain. One day I was watching tv and my mind start going crazy like coming to all these conclusions at about 6 words a second then i spazzed out and went blank for a few moments. a few months after that I got obsesed with a type of technolgy id rather not say. So I go to a nut hospital and they said theres a ? above my head. I could hear waves in my ears like some type of microwave was doing something to my brain ( before I went in I was pretty much a genus) now theres like this blockage in my brain that stops me from thinking and I can only talk in my concous . they put me on 600 mg of saroquel to take before bedtime to help fall asleep and it seems if i dont tell this doctor what he wants to hear he makes things worse for me. I could feel him controling me cause i couldnt move my eyes and i knew fake thoughts where trying to convince me the technolgy was not real. yes i sound schizo but this is real. I would walk up and down the halls and feeling them fix my posture and stuff its like im totally customizable. does anyone know anything about this iv being told im VERY special but idk what it means iv read a forum here that if you can make the sound and hear waves in your ears your chosen, a friend told me that I was devolping a power but the doctors put a blockage in my mind some how. I was keept at the hosptial 4 times longer than the average patient

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Well first of all, you do sound quite crazy. And if you aren't even going to tell us about this ultra cool technology I'm not interested.

EDIT: But please do expand on this:

I would walk up and down the halls and feeling them fix my posture and stuff its like im totally customizable.

EDIT: Oh, and also explain this in more detail:

So I go to a nut hospital and they said theres a ? above my head.

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reply to post by Johndeer1991


My friend.

You yourself have admitted to us that this can sound crazy.
There is no possible way that anyone here can really help you as it's an online forum and therefore, there is no possible way you can prove to anyone that what you say is truly not just mad ramblings.
Although you may well be genuine, and I won't judge you either way, your situation does resemble many cases of delusional paranoia, unfortunately. I know that doesn't help you, I'm sorry.

Have you considered speaking to another doctor or someone you trust about it all?
Have you family you could confide in?

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i belive it is nanotechnolgy everytime I say that word something bad happens its like its stimulating my body and somehow that controls EVERYTHING but if thats not it and it was all reverse physocolgy when I went in i felt so unbalanced my shoulders werent back like there suppose to be I know they did ALOT of brainwashing trying to get what I know out of my head but its not working I wana know how to get my mind back iv tried everything lucid dreaming I need someone with some power to please reprogram me it was like shutter island in there went in a genius came out pretty much retarded with a speech impediment its like im constantly blank mindined but obvously im still thinking I just cant hear it ;,(

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Hmm well I have this someone opend my door and I felt like i was being eating alive by nano particals and i got a scoop full of them and put under a scope and this is it tinypic.com...

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nanotechnolgy

Nanotechnology is real I thought. Can you be more specific? What did you know that was so dangerous? Can't you remember anymore?

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May I ask what was the name of the institute you were at?

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If ANY of you have acess to what ever the # k iv meet people on the internet that can change my face from getting on stickam its like im some sort of cyborg or something i dont really know tho i promise im not schizo maby a bit manic but i dont hear # or see # I have had people # with me telling me phone numbers to call in my head and i call and its a bunch of girls giggling and # so I know its sent by microwaves and some kid has acess to there parents technolgy all this started after i broke up with my girlfriend and herd a jet fly over my garage and saw black specs on my legs ;/

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its in west Virginia called the pavalion or something its a behavioral center and my doctors name is Dr. Hanley

reply to post by WhizPhiz


It can stimulate your brain and make you beyond belife a fast thinker. it can do anything to your body such as sculpt it. it can go in your eyes and act as a camera and view you see and act as mics and hear everything you talk and its used to read your mind

reply to post by Johndeer1991


Nanotech can be scary to think about, especially considering how we humans can be with power.

Why do you think you've been the subject of all this?
Do you also consider the possibility that you could be having a psychotic episode (more common than most would feel comfortable knowing about), causing you to experience all this, or are you certain in your mind that that is not a possibility?

Please do not answer if you feel at all uncomfortable with my questions.

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Dude, you are all over the place, and it's hard to make sense of some of the things you say without any more detail. We're getting bits and pieces of your complex and twisted story. If you want anybody to listen properly, you need to write it out, from start to finish, exactly how you got to where you are, starting with the break up.

EDIT:

It can stimulate your brain and make you beyond belife a fast thinker. it can do anything to your body such as sculpt it. it can go in your eyes and act as a camera and view you see and act as mics and hear everything you talk and its used to read your mind

Yeah, that's what I was expecting you to say. Most people will tell you such advanced technology doesn't yet exist, however nothing would surprise me when it comes to secret government research programs. But I don't want to add anymore fuel to your potentially delusional fire, so I must advise you just to get some rest and stop taking any drugs you may be on. Then maybe come back and explain your self in a coherent fashion.

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ok my x girlfriends dad is in the special forces one night she come to my house when she wasnt alowed and he got very angry so I was at my garage about a week later and hear a jet very low go over the garage and this cobweb # was all over the cracks of the door she text me "spider bite" then i saw little black specs and fibers come out of my legs so i come home and looked it up i found morgellons then strange stuff started happening so i looked into it more and saw morgellons is a cover up for nanotechnolgy. about a month later i find out they where sending me fake thoughts trying to get me to commit suicide. then I went to one of her friends house and i felt a sting on my leg like something was injected and they start laughing and I noticed the tv was skipping words so I take my phone put it on record and sit on my knee to watch what was going on. about 30 secs later i checked it and watched my entire face just freezing and my cheeks lifted up to my eyes and them talking about how they like it then i snap out of it and didnt even know what happend if not for the vid. then they pretty much give up on trying to get me to suicide and i was growing more and more dumber by each day till i had barly any mind yet i thought i was becoming a vegetable so i had no choice to get help. thats when the doc took me in and pretty much reporgramed my brain with some technolgy cause i went to a class where they talk about how you cant be controled and stuff and i herd a very loud beam in my ear and i thought to myself omg they have the technolgy to and it immidently turned off, for a week he said there was a ? mark above my head he couldnt figure me out and everytime i started freaking out in my mind they would call me to get ativans like they knew what was going on in my head he knows i know hes helping me its prob best i dont hear my paranoid ass mind from all this but i want it back so much if iv left out anything its because it was brainwashed out of me i just reamber not being able to move my eyes and fake thoughts going in my head while i was at the hospital then they give me a med with the side effect of like speech emparment and uncontrollable eye movment just to make me not think it was them but i refused to take it because I knew what they where doing trying there shutter island # finally they let me out once they whre convinced i wasnt suicidle and ALOT of meds for the first month or 2 but hes slowly decreasing it oh and they make you stupid till u belive nanos not in your body and slowly raise your speed up till u think its in you whice for me is very dumb cause iv just had to much proof and what i went thru

hey john deer dude i can tense the sides of my brain and hear static too... what is that $^*% im not gonna have a brain anurism if i keep doin it am i... i tense behind my temples... i dont think i can help you nanotechnology a bit over my head but i'll do some research and be back

"Ever since I can reamber I could flex the sides of my brains and hear some what like eletricity go all over my brain."

I can do this too

Originally posted by matthewm
"Ever since I can reamber I could flex the sides of my brains and hear some what like eletricity go all over my brain."

I can do this too

Me too, I believe it is caused by pressure on the inner ear.

hello. im a nurse in a psych hospital. I do believe there's a fine line between genius and insanity. There's also spiritual aspects to oneself, but thats for another post I believe. Having worked with various psychiatrists I guarantee you that no one can program you and make you posture. unfortunately most Drs would rather not deal with patients and are there for a paycheck. I honestly think you need a med adjustment if the ones you're on now are taking away from aspects of your personality. On the other hand, you're exhibiting signs of paranoid schizophrenia, and beginning a med regimen to help you clear your thoughts can be scary. No matter what you decide, don't stop taking your meds without your Drs help or you can have some negative effects physically and mentally. If you have special powers hopefully you can find the right med to help you focus. I'll pray for you. I understand what you're going through.