posted on Feb, 1 2011 @ 01:32 PM
hello
I am 36 years old and I am on this board since 2009, I came by chance, I seek information on pyramids and I came across a post and that's how I
registered.
I have an interest in the stars and space since childhood, I was very lonely dreamer, I always imagine a planet other than Earth with different
people.
child, in my dreams I met men and women with very white skin
and equally white hair and deep blue eyes, children in large black eyes and snake man
Once I even talk to a man with features close to the cat.
teenager i was studying music and I wanted to paint and make music and nothing else.
and eatch time I saw a movie dealing with space was taken by a deep melancholy
I did not have a lot of friend and the one i had was obviously diffrent he was all the time talking about
ufo and ET he passed away few years later and i was feeling so alone like i had lost a brother.
teenager I had a dream where I walk with two men with white skin in a giant drill and stand
a pyramid and one of them tell me in a dream or feel it because he did not open his mouth "this is your home".
I grew and I ended up forgetting all this sory,this dreams.
I get a job and built my life as I could.
until 3 years ago, this vision of the pyramid haunted me every time
in my dreams in my memory I have kept the pyramid as an image.
Today I feel that I am completely disconnected, but really, I was scared at first but the more time passes, the more I feel more confident, it all
started when I realized that I could control my dreams, I could do whatever I wanted, it was very exciting, I always wanted to go further, one night I
fell asleep on the sofa and I dream that people enter my home I could see dark shapes weird but this time I could not move, I was stuck on my couch
... one of the forms came to me I was not really afraid I was actually quite curious but took my face I really felt her hand and she transmitted
something like an idea or feeling ... fear, and I started without being able to be controlled very scared, screaming, crying, but nothing comes out no
sound ... this person was telling me we must do it, this is the only way to change you, we will change your DNA fear change your DNA ... I woke up
sweating on the sofa at 4am.
Until a few years ago I was someone who went out I had a social life and I loved having the latest fashion items and has since that day, nothing is as
it ... I had the urge to leave town, the desire not to go to work, I shut out the world because I can not take it, I sold all my stuff and keep only
what I needed I stopped eating as before, even tap water disgusts me, full of food make me sick even vegetable have a strange taste like chimical, I
dont sleep like before, I find sleeping uninteresting, so i stay awake and i do music and painting, i read i watch documentary i sleep 2 or 3 hours
per day and i feel fine ... I have this feeling never leaves me for 2 months this feeling that I must prepare myself it's time ... I'm crazy maybe
... but I hear this voice comming from my heart screaming louder, you really to prepare it's time ... I decided to write this message because 1
week ago I have a dream or these same dark form came back and this time when one of the forms approached
I saw his face,it was a woman, but not really, because it was not a woman I just felt it, she whispered something in my ear, I understood nothing ,
just the last two words, your DNA changes is the time ... and smoking gun.
I just wanted to share my story ... I know I'm not alone ... and there are people who understand me ... experiencing the same thing as me ... if you
had this feeling very present in you, that we are very close to something huge, so let me know, some thing that nits the heart more and more every
day, as someone who is calling you ...
initially i was afraid or ashamed to talk about my story but I do not care about the criticism I am who I am ... and I trust that voice, in my
instincts, I'm on the right path ...
Respect and love is my only weapon for survival.