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Originally posted by MarineSniper12Kills
Hello everyone, my name is Justin. I am 26 and have been struggling with alcoholism for a couple of years. I have been depressed since I was 13. This has triggered alot of problems in my life, and in turn I used alcohol to self medicate. 2 years ago I was drinking a fifth of liquor every night, sometimes a little more. I realized from my family how bad I was making everyone suffer, so I decided to quit. I went through DT's, about a week exactly of which I do not remember anything that occured. Time has gone by now, many changes in life good and bad, but I have resulted to the bottle again. My wife had to go to my sisters the other night because I went on a drunken rampage and put my pistol to my head and pulled the trigger. Nothing happened. I spent the next day in the E.R after realizing what I did and what I tried doing. I hate what I have become and I would like some help with this. I have an appt. With a psych on the 18th. Has anyone else ever been through this? I am losing my family and myself.
Originally posted by MarineSniper12Kills
I really appreciate it guys, thank you so much night. I did call AA and got a website from them, www.aanc32.org. that's the district I am in so I am going to go to a meeting tuesday at 7 am, kinda nervous but I will def let y'all know how it goes.