I never believed in Magic, Dieties, Sorcery until

People I used to believe this reality is a digital world. I used to be able to close my eyes as a child and after several minutes be able to see clearly with my eyes closed a world that I created. I have no case of mental illnesses in my family. Background is hispanic/Latino but I have thick, frizzy hair like black people.
Im a rapper and am taking child developement....now look

In 2008 I started keeping a dream journal. After I wrote down my 1st dream the next night I have my first LUCID dream (WHere you realize your dreaming and can take control).
Very exciting I kept writing them and becoming lucid. THEN:

I had a dream that I was on the highways on the east coast like in virginia with two lanes one way, the middle part grass, then 2 lanes the opposite. A black dude gets on the hood of the car while the car is going 60mph. Im in the middle backseat in a 5 seater car full with friends. I see a black man chillin on the hood of the car and start triiiipin out. "Do you guys not see a @*#&ing guy on the hood!" I yell. None do, so I seem crazy. Im crying so hard snot is coming out my nose I mean this dream is REAL. Tell me why the whole time the man on the hood has a smirk on his face. He finds it amusing Im NOT lucid but the dream just feelsall to real. He disapears and then we pull up to a funeral passing by with people walking down the street holding a casket. I look at a news paper and see my X girlfriend (was my girl at the time) committed suicide. I get out the car and see her standing in the middle of the road. I give her a hug (I just farted silently right now and my uncle farts LOUD in the other room at THE SAME TIME! Why are things so synchronized) anyway then I weak up...

Now be patient it will all add up and please put yourself in my shoes,

1 year later I move across the country, and I have a dream Im going back to the east coast and I get on the plane. There are tornadoes outside and the weather is bad. The plane starts to wobble and then goes down. Everything goes black. I awake to see my parents at a table talking but not about me. I try to include myself in their conversation. They do not see or feel me and react. IM DEAD. Theres the black dude standing by a doorway of pure white light. This time he has dreadlocks. I am sad so I dont care for him I just walk through the door of light and oooouuuu STILL ON EARTH! Not much technology there.People are flying and I start to fly. I go through the mountains and they have waterfalls. I end up finding a woman on her knees crying. I land and walk over to her, she lifts her head and starts to scream at me..then I weak up!

Now I met a witch a few months after this 2nd dream and I learn magic spells,mainly consisting of circle magic and the 5 elements. I dont wanna give to much of that away if you are interested then persue it but thats your journey. I have done some spells and MAGIC WORKS.back to my story

Im in Child developement and make a doll of "black jesus" and my CD teacher says "I dont believe in dieties"..HEY i never thought of that! Hes a diety. So I call the witch woman up and ask about this certain diety and she immedietly starts questioning me hard. Well well, I get to her house she pulls out a book of spells and dieties and in the back and

PAPA LEGBA
Ruler of Highways
Ruler of the Crossroads(Death)
Stands by doorways
Loves Poetry and Children (Im a rapper and am taking child developement as stated)
Number is 3


Was a god braught from the African Slaves. I feel honored. And happy. Seems this reality has hope! Meditate and get into the astral! There is something larger going on and if we really want to play we need to meditate or find ways to get into the astral plane. Call me a liar but all I came to offer was my experience as a human being who cant seem to cope with the big question "WHY?" and maybe this reality still is digital. But theres a twist (to MY perspective)



Heres a song of mine...I also make my own beats
Open your mind!

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Originally posted by SKIN-E
I look at a news paper and see my X girlfriend (was my girl at the time) commited suicide. I get out the car and see her standing in the middle of the road. (I just farted silently right now and my uncle farts LOUD in the other room at THE SAME TIME! Why are things so synchronized)anyway then I weak up...

I'm sorry but that made me laugh, really hard. Interesting post though, will watch video now...

Originally posted by SKIN-E
Open your mind!

It's unfortunate that most people define the "paranormal" as something gross and simple, most likely because they learned about it from TV, or maybe priests or preachers who are either ignorant of the truth, or have their own agendas. After all, "magic" is really just a matter of adjusting your perceptions to see particular patterns you hadn't recognized before, "demons" are actions and reactions in the world around you that suggest an ordered intelligence at work, "dieties" are reflections and recognitions of your own ability to make things happen and bring an order to a chaotic situation.

These things are subtle. They gain meaning through your perceptions. They can be measured and studied, but not statistically, like weighing a potato. But as case studies. Some people feel that in order for something to be "real" it has to be consistent. It would be nice if things were "really" like that, but they aren't.

I LOVED the rap!

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I like the rap. Good job.

Definitely an interesting experience, dreams are an anomaly that we have only begun to understand. I have been trying to make it a habit to write my dreams down after I wake up in the morning, because I always seem to forget them completely 5-10 minutes after I am awake.

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Mystery school was my thing. I need to clear my energy though. Ive had MANY psychic experiences and Im not all preachery. Im just a normal dude who fell for the 7 sins. I know now that there are higher powers at work. This isnt the only one whos came to me. The other one actually tried to get into this reality when I called upon him. VERY POWERFUL FORCE!! I dont want to say his or her name because you will judge.

Originally posted by SKIN-E
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Mystery school was my thing. I need to clear my energy though. Ive had MANY psychic experiences and Im not all preachery. Im just a normal dude who fell for the 7 sins. I know now that there are higher powers at work. This isnt the only one whos came to me. The other one actually tried to get into this reality when I called upon him. VERY POWERFUL FORCE!! I dont want to say his name because you will judge me.

Honestly, I also have to say. More and more have I been noticing how synchronized things are. Literally about five times throughout today I would be thinking of a word or even a series of words - and my girlfriend/the television would say those words just after I thought them - or even as I am thinking them. Same goes with reading things on the internet. My girl is convinced that-that is us experiencing the fourth dimension, and to be "psychic" is being able to intuit it's existence often.

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yes being psychic means being very aware of the situation in Whole. I guess what it boils down to is the idea that we are one!

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I have been doing some homework on what makes us unique when looking at the universe as one. A good theory is that what gives everything symbiotic balance is that we are all separate vibrational patterns. It is kind of like a matrix, we all have our own codes. Everything does. These vibrational patterns or "codes" all work on certain wavelengths. These wavelengths differentiate the dimensions, those that we are aware of and those that we aren't. I'm not sure if I've broken it down correctly, I have only just been looking into this.

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yea thats what ive come to found as well. This experience makes me question zues and the gods. Because I find myself leaving offering on mondays for Legba. O see noW WHY THE GREEKS BUILT TEMPLES FOR THEIR GODS! Its astonishing. To me it seems the test was technology interfering with my belief system. Eversince the playstation 1 I stopped using my imagination as I did. Start writing your dreams down bro if u already dont..

really cool tune/video! keep rollin'

upside down cross, Illuminati tunes, and to think people still debate if illumnati is real lol, although your more like a pg version on there rated R scene though lmao good jam though

reply to post by gateway30


Yes, those who know the power of influence through the entertainment business. Its not worth being famous having you told what to say and do. I know my own "witch" talk through my own personal experiences and create FREELY!

reply to post by SKIN-E

I have done some spells and MAGIC WORKS

Umm... No.

Magic would violate pretty much everything we know about how the Universe works so excuse me if I don't take your word for it. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence however here on ATS usually some ordinary evidence will do for most people. You've provided no evidence of any kind whatsoever.

Having weird dreams or even having dreams that predict reality is not evidence of magic, deities or sorcery.

Call me a liar but all I came to offer was my experience as a human being who cant seem to cope with the big question "WHY?" and maybe this reality still is digital.

I wouldn't call you a liar. You probably really do believe in sorcery, magic and deities. That doesn't mean those things exist of course. I have younger siblings and a nephew who still believe in Santa, I don't think they're lying when they tell me their stories of hearing reindeer on the rooftop on Christmas Eve. They believe its true.

Meditation is not a way to know anything however can be a good way to gain introspective insight or relieve stress.

I have no doubt that your personal experience is meaningful to you but hope you understand such experiences don't actually prove anything.

Thanks for sharing

I completely get you. It is always interesting how personal the development or should I say unfolding is. Off the shelf religion is a second best option. Anyway I will U2U as their is an unacknowledge aspect to all of this.

Rgds
T

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Yes you stand correct. What I question like the synchronisity of me farting at the exact same time my uncle did, things are lined up! There are no such things as coincidences, only connections.

As far as evidence for the diety why is it that both dreams he came in were about death? Why does he STAND BY DOORWAYS? In both the dreams and stated in the book. I am very well aware of the superconscious mind but how may I have recorded the information and did this upon myself? I truely dont know how connection after connection add up. People have Buddah or Jesus come to them in their dreams after they believe in the bible, me...it was braught to my attention. So YES I could be here tryna pull a personal hoax, maybe to get my music heard, but..this is my experience. The evidence has been stated its just up to you to beeeeliiieeeeeveeee...

What it boils down to for me is bloodlines. I see the connections

Dunno what the heck you were saying in that song, but I quite liked it and it had a good beat and you can dance to it(ok maybe not) But it had something...I liked it...Welcome to the path of higher learning.HAHA!

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Song sounds familiar. Were you the guy that said he was Maitreya? Not that I care, I just recall something like that. I like the song though.