My personal and spiritual experiences of being god.

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Feeling joyful and loving is what makes me feel connected to the divine. I feel like I have to be connected to the divine and then spread joy, love, and motivation to others. So, I'm being positive and as a result I'm spreading it around the world, so I am affecting the wider world. Personally, I feel like evil can be destroyed by positivity. Have you ever watched that movie called the singing revolution? Hitler and the Nazi's invaded Estonia, and then Stalin and the Soviets invaded and they never fought back. They didn't have an army or weapons. They just connected to the divine by singing and eventually they got their freedom.

I helped people who felt suicidal, I helped people overcome their false beliefs that they can never make it and actually get their dreams. So I am helping the world a lot.

Just go with whatever your heart tells you and you'll be good. If you feel like you can't do it passively then it is good that you are taking action.

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
Hi.

In 2005 I was admitted to a psychiatric ward for a couple of weeks following what the medical world labelled as a psychotic experience *SNIP*

Ummmm

Please tell me you escaped and were not released....

You do realise that you are about the 40th person this year who claims they are a prophesised messiah, or messenger of god or god himself

holy crap.........

Not another one of these messed up people ?!

I swear someone left the gate open somewhere . . .

Originally posted by OzWeatherman

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
Hi.

In 2005 I was admitted to a psychiatric ward for a couple of weeks following what the medical world labelled as a psychotic experience *SNIP*

Ummmm

Please tell me you escaped and were not released....

You do realise that you are about the 40th person this year who claims they are a prophesised messiah, or messenger of god or god himself

Wait until the carrier of that so called message had no idea it would be interpreted as anything but ramblings until it winds up in a movie that an "eccentric" yet very influential movie director who has been given craploads of funding to make very important sci-fi films over the years made without the speakers knowledge at the time... and then they bring it up on this forum.

reply to post by nakiannunaki


You've experienced a deep illusion created by Devils/Jinns.

The drugs are the best way the devils use to possess the people . It's as if you break your own system defense and let the ennemy take the control of your brain and your senses.

Take it as a certainty, God does not manifest that way. I have no time for the details, but there are so many points you've evoked that lead me to this conclusion.

You'll better know God simply by having a righteous life: no drugs, no perversion, no adultery, no unjustice, no lie, no violence, no corruption, no cheating, no hatred, no mockery... , and by thanking God for each one of his gifts on a daily basis, by obeying his last Revelation :the Koran.

The other paths are just paths or perdition.

Originally posted by OzWeatherman

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
Hi.

In 2005 I was admitted to a psychiatric ward for a couple of weeks following what the medical world labelled as a psychotic experience *SNIP*

Ummmm

Please tell me you escaped and were not released....

You do realise that you are about the 40th person this year who claims they are a prophesised messiah, or messenger of god or god himself

I don't consider your post to be in the slight bit funny.

Your opinion is your own and yes i am aware of the many people that have stepped forward proclaiming the same things i have touched on. But like my earlier posts indicate , who are you to say who is and who isnt the messiah?

Your opinion is no more or no less important than anyone elses and therefore is not a ruling opinion so please stop acting like you are above people. The same goes to the other idiots who posted after you.

Im as tired of listening to your cra* as you are of seeing these posts... so why dont you just jog on if it bothers you that much.. normally that's what i do to people like you.

Originally posted by TheTruthIsFromGod
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You've experienced a deep illusion created by Devils/Jinns.

The drugs are the best way the devils use to possess the people . It's as if you break your own system defense and let the ennemy take the control of your brain and your senses.

Take it as a certainty, God does not manifest that way. I have no time for the details, but there are so many points you've evoked that lead me to this conclusion.

You'll better know God simply by having a righteous life: no drugs, no perversion, no adultery, no unjustice, no lie, no violence, no corruption, no cheating, no hatred, no mockery... , and by thanking God for each one of his gifts on a daily basis, by obeying his last Revelation :the Koran.

The other paths are just paths or perdition.

I hear what you are saying but you must realise that anyone predestined to be a prophet will undergo hugh metaphysical changes.

People only lable these as evil enteties because they do not fully understand what is taking place and through not understanding and fear they give these happenings evil names.

I agree we must all live our lives as you described and yes it is the best way by allah, god and whoever we all believe in but the world must change or be destroyed and without a messiah it will be destroyed. It is simple really but only if you see the real picture can you understand why certain things must come to pass.

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
I hear what you are saying but you must realise that anyone predestined to be a prophet will undergo hugh metaphysical changes.

People only lable these as evil enteties because they do not fully understand what is taking place and through not understanding and fear they give these happenings evil names.

I agree we must all live our lives as you described and yes it is the best way by allah, god and whoever we all believe in but the world must change or be destroyed and without a messiah it will be destroyed. It is simple really but only if you see the real picture can you understand why certain things must come to pass.

Sorry, but you get it all wrong, God does not act like that with his Prophets. God's method is the opposite of Satan's one and what you've described is all about devils/occult.

I have a definite knowledge concerning these entities (I am neither possessed nor in contact with one of them), no need to enter into the details, but your whole story does not smell good.

The world will be destroyed, that's planned for long, not by us, but by God, we have God, the Koran (which is a perfect guidance), only those who are fated to hell still need a Messiah.

There is no Messiah except deceivers.

If you are really honest, if you really want the Straight path:

Just take God/Allah as your ONLY Savior, worship non but Him, consult none but Him and obey Him by obeying the Koran...do not accept anyone as an intermediary, partner or helper of God. All the true believer need is his Creator and God.

So you are denying the Imam Mhadi then?

This means you are also denying part of the Koran and part of Allahs words, no?

Please explain...

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
So you are denying the Imam Mhadi then?

This means you are also denying part of the Koran and part of Allahs words, no?

Please explain...

THE KORAN NEVER MENTIONS ANY MAHDI, ANY MESSIAH, ....

You're confusing the Koran with the teachings of Islam (mostly based on Hadiths, which are not the words of God, like the Talmud for the Jews)

Who is to say that world messiah is not you or me?

A person who is in touch with reality?

Thought Disorders can often take the path of grandiosity or religiosity. Put those two together and you usually get Jesus Christ, but in this case, God. People with Bi-Polar Disorder are famous for discontinuing their medications because they enjoy their "highs" too much, those of which, of course, are made calm by medication in most cases. To have the grandiosity extinguished; and learning that you are quite ordinary, can be depressing. Why not stay in a delusional state and be "God"? The high is compelling. Having delusions and the products of a thought disorder come into focus for what they are can actually be quite liberating.

As long as one enjoys the delusional state so very much, they will continue to cling to them as a type of fantastical reality, and resist letting go of them. One is usually not able to achieve much success in life while clinging to these delusions. They put people off. Additionally, the patient will "crash" at some point, and this can be extremely difficult.
Typically what follows is a very hard, harsh depressive episode.

This is the course, and I'm sure no one is more aware of this than the OP. This episode too, shall pass. As you very well know.

The "pearls" you obtain during the episodes, may be such to you, because they are a product of your own mind.
While they may be lovely, it's not the real you. They are delusions. I believe you are aware of this or at least suspect that it is so. They prevent you from engaging with reality....who you really are. This is the reason it is damaging.

However, as long as you are doing yourself or no one else harm, as long as you can eke out a living, then go for it. Be deviant. But don't expect others to accept your delusions. They won't. Don't expect the dialogues to be accepted as divine wisdom. They won't be. Because they are not, and people who are in touch with reality can see this straightaway.

Peace.

Originally posted by nakiannunaki

Originally posted by OzWeatherman

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
Hi.

In 2005 I was admitted to a psychiatric ward for a couple of weeks following what the medical world labelled as a psychotic experience *SNIP*

Ummmm

Please tell me you escaped and were not released....

You do realise that you are about the 40th person this year who claims they are a prophesised messiah, or messenger of god or god himself

I don't consider your post to be in the slight bit funny.

Your opinion is your own and yes i am aware of the many people that have stepped forward proclaiming the same things i have touched on. But like my earlier posts indicate , who are you to say who is and who isnt the messiah?

Your opinion is no more or no less important than anyone elses and therefore is not a ruling opinion so please stop acting like you are above people. The same goes to the other idiots who posted after you.

Im as tired of listening to your cra* as you are of seeing these posts... so why dont you just jog on if it bothers you that much.. normally that's what i do to people like you.

FTR, I was being serious. I'll pretend like that wasn't directed to me.

I have no intentions of keeping my own mouth shut about seemingly crazy experiences in my life if I feel like talking about them just because a couple people on here try to nip things like that in the bud. It might be different if his post was full of obvious lies and he appeared to be trolling but so far, he seems to believe it himself.



EDIT..Oops... I meant "you" not "him"...forgot who I was talking to.

nakiannunaki, don't let these people bring you down. Some of these people came to this thread in order to promote their own religions and agendas. You know the difference between feeling ultimately evil and ultimately good. You know when you have negative energies flowing to you or positive energies flowing to you.

Originally posted by arpgme
nakiannunaki, don't let these people bring you down. Some of these people came to this thread in order to promote their own religions and agendas. You know the difference between feeling ultimately evil and ultimately good. You know when you have negative energies flowing to you or positive energies flowing to you.

You're speaking about the people who act just like yourself. Your New Age beliefs are pure perdition. Neither me, nor you nor anyone will have an influence on nakiannunaki's life. Only God guides or loses the people according to what they have in their heart.

Originally posted by TheTruthIsFromGod

Originally posted by arpgme
nakiannunaki, don't let these people bring you down. Some of these people came to this thread in order to promote their own religions and agendas. You know the difference between feeling ultimately evil and ultimately good. You know when you have negative energies flowing to you or positive energies flowing to you.

You're speaking about the people who act just like yourself. Your New Age beliefs are pure perdition. Neither me, nor you nor anyone will have an influence on nakiannunaki's life. Only God guides or loses the people according to what they have in their heart.

trying to give someone advice is a far cry from blatantly labeling the guy as crazy... far cry indeed.

Just to clear the matter up in the event you werent sure where i stood. Yes I am what the world will one day refer to as the World Messiah.

There are many people who frequent ATS who already know this but they will not step forward as the ball has not yet started to roll.

This being said i do not need to validate my credentials for this role to anyone. Life as we know it will show to the people that which needs to be seen and yes God/Allah will guide us all, afterall we all do his will.

You can point the finger at me and call me an occultist, a quack or any other name that makes you feel safe but the truth of the matter is that soon it will no longer matter.

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
Just to clear the matter up in the event you werent sure where i stood. Yes I am what the world will one day refer to as the World Messiah.

There are many people who frequent ATS who already know this but they will not step forward as the ball has not yet started to roll.

This being said i do not need to validate my credentials for this role to anyone. Life as we know it will show to the people that which needs to be seen and yes God/Allah will guide us all, afterall we all do his will.

You can point the finger at me and call me an occultist, a quack or any other name that makes you feel safe but the truth of the matter is that soon it will no longer matter.

ok, why is the ball not yet rolling?

I mean, what makes you different than other people who have had profound spiritual experiences? Not saying you're making it up and like you said you do not have to validate your credentials but obviously you want people to hear your story or you wouldn't have started telling your story to begin with... but again, when does the ball start rolling? If it is not you who stands up to own what you are claiming by revealing how this unfolds... then who? when? Why not right now? what needs to manifest first before this begins?

Scripture talks of a "falling away". When you understand the mechanics and metaphysics of this change you will begin to understand why the event is yet to take place. For your understanding we can use a metaphore to explain the current situation. Take for example the magma and larva at the bottom of a volcano slowly building in intensity. It cannot come forth from the volcano until the pressure is enough to push past the top cap of the volcano. In the same way the arrival of the Messiah is simmering beneth the surface awaiting it's time. When the cap is removed the Messiah will come forth.

Originally posted by nakiannunaki
Scripture talks of a "falling away". When you understand the mechanics and metaphysics of this change you will begin to understand why the event is yet to take place. For your understanding we can use a metaphore to explain the current situation. Take for example the magma and larva at the bottom of a volcano slowly building in intensity. It cannot come forth from the volcano until the pressure is enough to push past the top cap of the volcano. In the same way the arrival of the Messiah is simmering beneth the surface awaiting it's time. When the cap is removed the Messiah will come forth.

that's generalization that can be applied to many concepts and can be applied to many people.

I'm talking about YOU... who are you in all of this? Why are you different than anyone else? I'm asking you specifics of how your life had indications that you are the coming messiah. With all due respect, I'm not looking for generalizations of mounting energies. I understand these concepts pretty well. Try not to make the mistake of assuming that no one can understand what you are talking about. Don't assume that no one else is spiritual. That is an indication that you are lost in yourself from introspection, not that you are connected to the world around you. Building energies in the world can very well indicate a coming messianic figure but there have been mounting tension that did not result in such things throughout history. Not to mention the fact that even if it were true that a messiah is about to be revealed, it doesn't mean it will be you. You may just be tapping into that energy like some kind of spiritual feedback. A lot of people are feeling strange things.

I'm asking you something very specific here. Please try to concentrate on those specifics if you really want to clarify your belief and your claim. I'm sure that you don't want to make a claim like this based on mere feelings and things you have noticed in the world because this is something that anyone can do, most simply do not dwell on a lot of it because if you start looking for signs, you will start seeing them everywhere. Every little thing you see can turn into a sign and while it's important to sense that all things are connected and meaningful, to get sidetracked on little symbols and signs that aren't even very strong means that you are putting energy into it. Most people simply don't dwell on these things because they have actual things they need to accomplish in life.

I want you to tell me how you, personally, are connected to the world around you in a messianic sense.

Why YOU? Who are YOU? Why are you different than anyone else?

If you do not understand the questions I can reword them. I'm trying to tell you that if you truly believe this without great signs and indications, you could unnecessarily martyr yourself for the pain of the world. Do you have any idea of how many people have done that? Do you know how many people in this world think they are God? You might be surprised at how many people have made this claim so I am asking you to make me believe what you are saying by revealing yourself as the messiah. The coming messiah is not supposed to be martyred again... it is supposed to be different this time, with war and angels and armies of hellish forces and a feast on droves of the dead who did not turn to god, follow by raising the dead over a course of 1000 years and then the rest of the souls after that time who are not raised will be cast away. I am not even going to pretend that I know if or how that will unfold but as the messiah, you should be able to give some clue as to the part you play in this.

maybe it could be completely different, maybe prophecy can change but if so i would at least think that the coming messiah could invoke great change by who he is and what his existence means for the rest of the world.... so who are you? How are you different? Why are people going to take notice of you specifically aside from any other person and how will you be this catalyst for change?

By questioning you, I'm giving you an opportunity to answers those questions and surprise us all.
it's up to you whether or not you really want your side of it to be heard. It's up to you whether or not you will make it happen.

make no mistake, I am in no way asking you to prove yourself as another martyr by hasty actions. I believe that through understanding and elaboration, your claims will best be heard and could make the most change if what you say is true.

i understand your need to have the matter specified but to what end?

I am not here to be ridiculed. If people cannot accept what i am putting forward then the issue rest in them not in me.
That said, i feel i have put enough forward for you to make your own assumptions.

I have a catalouge of songs i have put my heart and soul into. If you like that is a token of my soul, my art, my message for the masses. You have the links, sit through the 13 tracks, listen to the story, if you have not done so already.

I do not need to make assumptions i react instinctivly to the energy before me. If you choose to see it as me assuming things then that is your persepective and your perogative.