posted on Dec, 2 2010 @ 04:49 PM
It's funny you mention this because lately I've been having similar experiences with my dreams... First let me start here:
After I started meditating last year, I started having sleep paralysis. I had it a total of 3 times as a teenager but didn't know what it was... The
first time it happened was just after having read about it on a meditation forum and learning that it was a precursor to astral projection - it was
just the typical sleep paralysis with me terrified (even though I JUST READ IT WAS HARMLESS lol) and ending with me focusing every bit of will power
into jumping myself back in motion. However, after that night it started happening all the time - but with a twist: after being paralyzed and freaking
out, I experience some kind of consciousness expansion or merging, and then a rush of ecstatic energy consuming my entire being and exploding me into
orgasmic bliss that lasts until either I force myself to move again or it eventually subsides and I come to. One of the most intense "orgasms" I've
ever had was brought upon by the sound OMMMMMM first and here is what I wrote about it last fall:
"I again was full of energy and had some anxiety, trying to go to sleep. I fell asleep for a couple seconds, woke up, fell asleep a couple seconds
woke up, you know, the usual... Then during one of the times I fell asleep, which couldn't have been too long, I woke up, tired, switched position to
lay on my side, and I started to feel the same vibration coming from the 'bottom' part of my body start to move upwards.. then BAM- I was totally
overtaken by the vibration, too late no turning back, can't move a muscle. I am engulfed with fear and as I lay there letting the vibration consume
me I realize it is getting stronger. It gets stronger and stronger and stronger and then I hear this sound, a very soft sound, it seems to be in my
left ear, and as it grows louder I realize it is the one sound I always read others here describe, the sound I always wondered about, the sound I
never heard before- the so called fundamental vibration of the universe- the primeval OMMMMMMMM. And the sound gets louder and louder until it is so
loud it hurts- I feel as if my ear drum is going to burst and I will be deaf forever- And then it hits a maximum intensity and it starts to settle. As
the sound climaxes, I am by now totally and completely terrified, in a mild state of panic, and I scream out (mentally) the name of Jesus Christ- As
soon as I scream out this name I am flooded with what I would call divine bliss (I have never experienced it before and this is the closest thing I
can think of to describe it) my fear melts away and I am now in the same old familiar superconscious state of awareness I have experienced before many
times, full of ecstasy in this strange orgasm. I don't know how long it lasts for, but at one point I realize that if I continue this any longer,
then I might go beyond the point of no return or have a heavy duty overload - so I gather all my will power and force myself back to with a jerk of
the leg and then bam it's all over- I am back. I sit up, amazed, and then lay back down next to my partner and fall asleep, not to wake up again till
morning......"
Anyways after that experience I started looking forward to the orgasmic blissful SP lol. However, it started to wane last spring and as I had other
crazy phenomena and experiences to occupy my mind, I forgot about it. However after being here in Florida since July, I started wondering about what
happened to it. After my birthday (October 14th) it started again only it seemed a little different: the "orgasms" were now more intense, kind of
like it felt so good it was unbearable and...scary. Then finally I graduated: I started to pop out of my body after the initial ecstatic energy
surges...
So now to my point, these OBE's are confusing because I will pop out of my body, but then I will come back to and "wake up" but the waking up I
find out to be a dream after I really wake up. Sometimes my partner has been part of it but doesn't remember anything happening upon waking and/or
certain things around my environment are different than when I wake up - so at first I thought it was just crazy dreams but I am convinced there is
something more to them because the experiences are very very real and I can feel everything even clearer and more acute than in reality.
Just last night I dreamt that I was sleeping with my partner and I would get those energy rushes and orgasms and even project myself within the dream
I was having...
I have read stuff on "ascension" and different timelines diverging and it really makes me wonder if this is true? Maybe I am on a higher dimension
or visit different timelines while I sleep?
What do you guys think?