Greetings from Home! (Paop420)

Hello. My name is Launi/Paop420.

I started reading ATS when I was 11. I am now 19. It was a major force in the formation of my beliefs.

At that time it was the only place on the internet that was easily findable that didn't make you feel crazy just for 'believing in something else'.

And the people here don't follow you on 'blind faith'... thats the beautiful and exhilarating part about the experience. Some whine about this, but I think it is what makes us great.

My ego has went through many 'digital avatars' for this site... and each of those avatars helped me grow. In the end it was simply life that prevented me from keeping the same account. (forgot pass, no comp etc)

I am working on a book, and would love for you to comment!

abovetopsecret.com...

Here is a link to my blog:
Personal URL reomved
This thread in totality explains my spiritual beliefs:
www.abovetopsecret.com...

If we get to know eachother, I would love to add you as my FB friend!

I'm open to questioning etc if desired... reading those links will explain a lot about me really.

Welcome Home!












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Welcome to ATS

8 years of lurkin' turned member, good deal! Looking forward to your threads, interesting blog BTW...

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Thank you so much! lol, heres how it went down.

Step1. Always played an imaginary game w my friends where we would develop 'alien' civilizations... constitution, income sheets, newspapers... and we would act out when we were together in total complete detail. We were all SO into it... we never broke character whenever we were fantasizing. This led me to think about aliens.

Step 2. Dream about aliens rofl

Step 3. Develop my 'society/alien-race' further

Step 4. Dream about 'my society'

Step 5. Look for validation of the existence of 'something more', yearning for the inherent beauty for true equality for all. With emphasis towards EXTREME rehabilitation if someone breaks such a 'just' societies laws (of course, with imaginary technology to help a lot) (not brain washing, but like (towards the end of development, my constitution included equal rights for cyborgs) Everyone gets free education at every level. And this ensures no societal collusion. Nothing is allowed to be kept secret except for descriptions of weapons or advanced tech unique to the civ, not tech it discovers of other civs.

My [ideal] civilization publicly acknowledge(d)s that it 'steals' technology, but once it does, unless weapons related, the findings are immediately analyzed and shared with the society as a whole- as in the entire species. Defense tech is also shared with all.

This pissed the sh*t out of my friends, one even went so far as to develop a sub-space communication blocking technology so he could maintain his dictatorship.

We had a board that issues news to the entire species, an internationally funded board with ridiculous amounts of oversight. If any person in the entire world can prove you have intentionally lied (which is easy to do in this advanced of a society), you are forced, again, into EXTREME rehabilitation. This rehabilitation board is also set up similar to the news board.. all things have to be approved by ALL nations when comes to psychology, because of societal differences. (except the dictator towards the end, because he withdrew from the 'league')

Religions exist exstensiveley, in the sense that the people beliefs vary in the higher realms of thought that still have yet to proven.

The last game we played, we established a 'techocracy' relinquished our anctient imperialist ways, set up a 'Prime Directive' based on star trek.

The entire time, it was agreed earth was within the borders of my civilization.

I wrote an entire notebook about how my people, who I fantasized 'loved' me, should deal with earth, how it should be changed, how we can do it... and make 'them' feel as if they are as grand as I believe us to truly be.

Very horrible things began to happen in my life. My family descended into alcoholism when my mom split from my stepdad of seven years... and I descended into my mind; and a deep depression caused by my fantasies and the lack of there manifestation in the real world.

I was even sent to a psychiatric hospital after I made a huge breakthrough in thought, which no one else could understand. I was ordered to stay there for 14 days, and they released only on a LRO, which forced me to take 800mg of Lithium, 25mg of Zanex for sleep, benadryl to prevent 'cognitive clogging' from the 5mg of zeprexa 3 times a day. and 10 mg of Trileptal to prevent the tremors.

The judge and the psychiatrist I was under the charge of added an uncommon stipulation to my LRO: if I was to take a blood test and there was ANY evidence I had lowered my doses, I would immediately be sent back to the psychiatric hospital for the remainder of half-year less restrictive order.

It was either I choose that, or stay in the hospital for the remainder of the six months.

This is when I lost faith.. not in our constitution, but those who trample on it. I wrote the ACLU before I agreed to anything, and called until I got through an talked to a lawyer. He told me he agreed with the judge an that my thinking, he was sorry to say, did seem psychotic.

This is what brought me to ATS, and this is why I will stay until this site is destroyed by those who would have us remain ignorant.

Which, if the general feel of what everyone has been posting lately is right, may happen sooner than we think. I want to help everyone understand what I know/believe to be true.

That is my goal, to # the current direction of the NWO.

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8 Year Lurker you say? What stopped you from joining earlier? There is no age limit on ATS. If you've been around this long, You must have quite a bit of wisdom on those young shoulders? I look forward to your posts, and hopefully we meet on ATS.

8 Years? Why the wait?

Welcome Launi!

Wish you a good journey towards truth in the next few years which I find crucial to mankind.

I cultivate myself in Falun Dafa and focus on cultivating Zhen-Shan-Ren(Truthfulness, Compassion, Forbearance) is good. How to become a good person is key to everyone´s future I believe. Virtue must be one of the most underestimated words of modern times.

Indeed, the meek shall inherit the earth as some wise man said.