First off,
Who am I?
I am, Anthony. Hello dear reader. The following inquiry is a statement that is being said from the heart of the youths in America. The youths that
range from the ages of 13-18, and beyond. I am not here to argue what generation is the most important to be taught at this time, but simply the
generation that is growing into adults words on what we care/think.
I represent the USA Youth, of only myself.
I do not speak on the behalf of anyone else but myself.
I do however feel as though i am talking for the more ignorant people if they knew how to present their own feelings.
Back to me,
Hi, My name is Anthony.
I'm 17 years old. And today is Oct 26, 2010.
Today if things played out as they should, i would be sleeping right now, or doing homework for school.
I am a highschool drop out. I feel as though i'm a failure to society. I'm not sitting here without ambition in hopes that 2012 will save my misery. I
know how i feel and that is that i'm well.. a failure.
People that talk to me constantly tell me that i'm intelligent. I've got a very logical thinking mind. I've figured things out before i was taught
them. And i feel as though i have some sort of gift of knowledge, or thought process. I dropped out of highschool my Senior year. I did not leave my
studies as a student, i left the repetition of a fake lifestyle. I look at my facebook every day just to see this repetition. Homecoming is the
biggest thing in their lives. Prom, again the biggest thing ever. Getting into a U, is the biggest thing ever. Never something beyond themself.
I used the be one of those "Popular kids"
The one that was loved by all,
The one that was nice to everyone, everyone knew me.
I went to all the parties. I was a highschool jock/prep whatever name you wanted to give me.
But during all this i was unhappy with it all.
This is a fake life.
I stopped being friends with all these people that i thought "loved me"
I stopped it all. I was heading into clinical depression because of how sad i felt when during a certain time frame i "Woke up" I don't want to seem
like i watch a "Wake up" new age video and all of a sudden i "woke up"
That's just silly
Although when people ask me how i feel i said "my eyes are open now" I started seeing the BS routine i was living. And i didn't want to open my eyes
one morning when i'm 60 and remember how i lived during this time.
I was fortunate enough to be born with a family that had decent wealth and loved me so much.
They paid for me to live in a new town away from them and live with my sister while she goes to college.
I will not go into detail about that but basically i felt that an escape was going to help it all.
What happened in this new town? I signed up to the best school around me. And well... I feel like i fell into a "Mean girls" movie. Or something of
that nature.
Everyone i met seemed to have an identical copy in my old school.
I visualized babies being born like in the matrix scene from the real world, with usb drives that had programs for what they would be and how they
would live their lives.
I saw myself as opened-eyed.
I saw them as Blinded.
Since my story goes as the following: I was what i hate now.
Then i have the experience that they are living through.
I have their eyes in the back of my mind.
I started to do their things, again.
I started to live that life, again.
I did this because i caved in so hard. I couldn't believe my reality.
I just had to follow the same thing that i was following before i turned around.
Here is what i have to say for the youth of the USA.
Here is what i felt like, but was unaware of. Here is me from before. Here is me saying how i feel when i was what i hated, a copy and paste version
of someone else in another school, just like every other school in the USA.[Public schools]
Hi,
I'm Anthony.
I've currently got a 3.7 GPA
I study hard and get good grades for it. I like to party on the weekend and get so drunk i cannot remember anything. An average year for me is very
repetitive. I do the seasonal sports and go to school. If you asked me what happened on 9/11 i would say this: "Those terrorists did a horrible thing
that day. It could have been the government but who cares? Its not patriotic to think that way" If i was asked if there are any Aliens on other
planets i would say: "I study at night, not fantisize about something that i wouldn't understand anyways"
If i was asked if i could change the world.
I would answer:
"I would lower the drinking age to 16."
What am i trying to say?
I'm saying, as a representative of the dumbwitted teenage population[the majority of the teenage population]
That i, and we don't care. We don't care what is happening in the middle east.
We don't care who is visiting our planet. We don't care about how things are unconstitutional with the federal reserve and other cooperations like
that. Hell we don't even know its a private cooperation. Not like we learn that stuff in school
We don't care the islam is being bashed because aparently "The Quaran says to kill people" and i wouldn't research it.
We care about
Our football games. Our women. And our beer.
[This is just a serious long run-on rant, but its a semi-good read for some people.
I DO NOT feel like what i said "i felt" in the last part. Keep in mind this is me "role playing" myself if i was asked what i felt like about the
world as i was before i felt like "i opened my eyes" anywaysi hope you enjoy it.]
edit on 26-10-2010 by Anttyk47 because: (no reason
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edit on 26-10-2010 by Anttyk47 because: (no reason given)