posted on Oct, 16 2010 @ 02:37 PM
i take 1800mgs of neurontin, 200mgs tramadol,60mgs cymbalta,20mgs remeron,200 mgs vistoril.
smoke alot of medicine, drink heavily. and my life is defined by pain.
when i hit 50- shingles, more than a year of that , from left ear down the arm. then the postherpetic nerve damage.
then the bundle of nerves in the prostate, pissing clots of blood the size of a lucky strike. hernia operation.
still spinning out of control, suicidal..
add in congenital spina bifida occulta, major head trauma, arthritis.
spasms,twitches,exhaustion,sensitive to cold ,sound,light.
havent been able to work in 4 years, this is year 2 trying to get disability.
So what i figure i have now is fibromyalgia , insular cortex is rubbed raw.
misinterpretation of signals in the anterior cinglate.(brainpan)
pains in the solar plexus,lumbar plexus, all over, non stop.
you have to steer your own treatment is what i've found.
and become your own doctor.
neurontin helps me alot, as does tramadol.
if you have chronic severe pain then you'll throw anything at it.
my brother in law is crippled from the bends-diving accident..
morphine patch, electrodes in the spine, you name it. not much help.
he's on year 10..also suicidal at times. can't blame him really.
well- lotsa luck .. live young-die fast.