greetings from Germany. (will be hard for me to make my point in English but i ll try my best.)
Is there any chance that a new member can see how many predictions came true that were predicted here?
I am really getting pissed that since i am interested in all that stuff not ONE big prediction that would have made an effect came true.
So i am asking: how can someone who is here for a long time still be able to be open to that stuff and star and flag any kind of prediction. I mean:
people that are reading here for a long time MUST be blunted or bitter or just hopeless. I would be. As i was the most optimistic guy in terms of all
that changes that were fore-casted but right now i am just getting a bitter, adapted individual that does not believe in any big change anymore maybe
because i was hoping for so much stuff really strongly that did not happen.
Ok to be honest still i can not stop hoping that the predictions just delay (for example the BIG ufo Landing today or blah) But on the other hand
right now when i read "news" from people like benjamin fulford, poofness, sheldon nidle ,that Norad Guy or people here making predictions i just want
to observe this people and debunk them as there is a growing aggressive feeling in me that these are just crazy people with a big neurosis that forces
them to lie to get attention or maybe people that are really in a psychosis and get respected by guys like us because in a way we are the audience
that give people with a psychosis respect as we WANT TO BELIEVE.
Still i find that whole phenomenon really weird. Sometimes i feel like ATS and other people who are interested in all that stuff could be in a kind of
mass psychosis. The selective perception that made me a totally different being after becoming interested in all that ufo, channeling, awakening,
spiritual, nesara etc stuff is really strong.
I mean: we all know that we are constructing our reality with our focus and the way we interpret things but than i ask myself: do we sometimes go to
far?
Last year i was absolutely sure that the presence of ET would have been disclosed until NOW. 3 years ago i was absolutely sure that i would be
awakened and enlightened in a short time (i am still not).
7 years ago i was sure that i would be able to make contacts to my spiritual guides and beings from other planes (i still can´t).
11 months ago i was sure that nesara is already happening and the interim government would be installed (i don't think so).
Since 12 years i am searching but never did i make any experience that gave me a direct knowing of the things i read about and believe in. I would
call all my "knowledge" the SOUP OF THE SOUP.
SO the question is: in all that time did any of u have an experience that was not just a product of interpretation and selective perception or second
hand. An experience that told u: all that things u believed in were true and now u KNOW (not guess) it.
edit on 13-10-2010 by kauskau because: (no reason given)