i give up ..almost

do i have a mental disorder ?probably
at times i am somhappy then i get insanely frustrated
have i recieved help from docters?
no they want to make money,and could give a rats ass if u,or me,in this case, gets better or not

that being said,im gonna go ainto rant mode

im so angry at this girl that i went to bed with
im way to sensitive,drawn to addiction,and so on
to ever behave in a normal way,but i dont care its just me ,i gues
i went to her house yestetrday
there was an other guy ,i kikched in some things,now i want to die
why cant my life be normal
end rant

so i went over there after not talking to her for a weak since i lost my phione again
she didnt answer the bell
so i ;gently pushed lol; the door and somehow it opened
so i go into the flat and ring at her front door
i hear her and a guys voice
srr im going mental
i told her to open up
she didnt
i went down kicked in a glass door
then quicly ran


so was i wrong or is she?

alright its me ,she already told me she didnt want a relationship,
she does just not with me obviously

i wish i was a better person thanks for listening

Sounds like you are having an emotional time. I would move on and leave the glass doors alone. Got a good conspiracy? Those always seem to take people's minds away from romantic drama.

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Yes I think you were in the wrong by letting yourself lose control of your emotions.
Also because you entered without permission.

If it was a guy friend and he didn't answer the door and you did the same thing(just walking in),what do you think would happen??

Temper temper my friend.
Good luck with your situation.

Do you have extreme highs and lows? You said you are happy one minute and frustrated the next.....you also have emotional things happening at the same time. I don't think you are crazy, it could be you are bipolar....I have a good friend who is bipolar....before she went to the doctor, she could barely control her thoughts....but she went, and they got her on medication, and now she's doing fine. All it is , is a chemical imbalance in your brain, and many people have it. Another thing, you admit you use drugs, this could be a contributing factor that would aggravate the chemical imbalance. Many people with bipolar disorder take drugs to self medicate to feel "normal"....but what it really does is make it worse. Please see a doctor and tell him/her that you think you may be bipolar and could they check into it. I wish you the best of luck, and don't give up! As for the girl, just move on. She is not worth you going to jail for breaking and entering....if she is with another guy, forget her...someone better will come along one day. Right now, focus on you.

Originally posted by icecold7
im so angry at this girl that i went to bed with

Oh boo hoo..

Imagine how SHE feels...

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i do
but i havent told u guys vrything
and i wont thankks for ur reps
case closed

reply to post by icecold7


Hi....I was just wondering if you are ok...

wait your mad cuz she gave you no strings attached sex?


dude, go play wow.

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