thought reading and voice to skull mental torchure

This is a horrible experience to go through, but with me it was demons attacking and not some technology.. They were attacking a lot of people, not just me... It is so bizarre though, and shocks your entire world view... You keep thinking there is no way this can really be happening..

I also heard it coming from the noise a fan makes, or even water running... could hear evil sounding music and cursing on a scale never before imagined... This only lasted for a few days and has never happened since then around 1995...also experienced the same telepathic effects ... In my case I could also see the entities .. It was not something I ever wish to have a repeat of. At first I thought it was some high tech thing happening.. maybe it was, but all things point to a very evil source and not a human one.

Originally posted by GENERAL EYES
reply to post by trutherman

 

Sound slike you have young gameplayers targeting you.

It's a form of role playing, almost an initiation of sorts.

It's a matter of whether or not you really want to walk through that door.

Next time they say "you're under arrest" ask them "what's the charge?" and see what they say.

come on here? you are trying to convince an ill person to talk to the voices in his head? seriously, this is not funny, if you think this is not a mental illness, please at least dont encourage him to talk to the voices he hears from the air conditioner. This is disturbing, people encouraging an obviously mentally ill person not to seek professional help. What if he ends up being "told" to hurt himself or others and does so?

I love this site, im on it practically every day, but i hate to see people do this, the poor guy, and i mean this genuinly, needs help for a doctor, not from us

Originally posted by thedarktower
why the hell would they use such a technology to say things a 13 years old kid might say?

Anxiety induction. Easier to use base terminology to instill anxiety than it is to be verbose about it.

As well, if the voices are on a level that is beneath the cloak of external noise, than it acts as a kind of subliminal - and subliminals intended to induce anxiety have a higher chance of working on someone who is already anxious than a person who is not and vice versa.

As for why him?

Guinea Pigs...why go for a high profile guinea pig when one is more interested in whether or not it works as well as maintaining secrecy?

Remember, not everyone leads the same life and based on a few aspects presented here, I am inclined to lend credence to this story...

reply to post by MemoryShock


im more incline to say the world in secretly run by 12 foot, shapeshifting retilian baby eater, from the planet x or whatever it is. Doesn't mean its true.

Look i get this is a conspiracy site, infact the best one out there tbh, and its great to discuss alternate subjects here and all, but come on, he is hearing voices from his air conditioner and the fan in his computer telling him silly little insults, now he thinks he is a CIA test subject.

If someone in the street instead of this website said this to you, what would you do? perhaps a close friend? would you not suggest a doctor? if their meds didnt work would you not suggest another doctor or different meds? He is getting advice like climb in your fridge, wear a tin foil hat, this is not funny

reply to post by thedarktower


good question, wonder that myself. but they sometimes say things in reply to my thoughts to them, then at the end say "be quiet and listen" then repeat your under arrest over and over until i think or say something else, they then respond like another person might respond. Its not like im talking to myself and having full conversations with long gone relatives, which i met people like that in hospital.

reply to post by thedarktower

You really should read some of my threads...

For what it is worth, I may be crazy as well...but you should check them out and perhaps read through a good portion before reaching any conclusion, if at all.

Sorry to derail, trutherman...

Originally posted by trutherman
reply to post by thedarktower

 

good question, wonder that myself. but they sometimes say things in reply to my thoughts to them, then at the end say "be quiet and listen" then repeat your under arrest over and over until i think or say something else, they then respond like another person might respond. Its not like im talking to myself and having full conversations with long gone relatives, which i met people like that in hospital.

ok, you aren't having full blown conversations......yet. Keep listen to the advice of some folk on here and you will be. Do not reply, do not climb in your fridge, do not wear a tin foil hat for Gods sake, and please just go see another doctor, tomorrow if possible. Just explain, tell him you were put on meds, they made you feel ill and the voices continued. There are more than one type of medication out there, im sure they will, perhaps with some help from a professional physchologist, be able to stop all voices. Not me, not one person on this site can help you. Only you can help yourself by going to another doctor. I am feeling your pain here, and i wish you all the best, that is why i am asking you to please see a doctor

reply to post by MemoryShock


i am open minded to almost anything, (except the reptilian thing tbh), but honestly when i see a guy say he hears voices it just points to one thing for me. I can only give him the advice id give to a friend or relative and thats go to a doctor, if it doesnt help, try another. I had a girlfriend and she had mental health problems and they were going to put her on lithum. I check up the side effect and said no chance, it had a 50 / 50 chance of helping and took 2 years to see if it did work, plus a whole load of other nasty thing could happen to her. I know some doctors are wrong, and some drugs are wrong too, but i also no some are not. She eventually went to a psychiatrist, not a local G.P, and he gave her something much more mild, and after about two months she was fine. Ok, she wasn't hearing voices, but she was extremely depressed and otherstuff id rather not go into. My point is she got help and is fine now, the other person I mentioned earlier who is schizophrenic is also fine, he is on meds and for the first year of knowing him i had no idea he had 3 personalites and heard voice at one point. Not all medicine and doctors are wrong, but yes, some are

Originally posted by thedarktower


come on here? you are trying to convince an ill person to talk to the voices in his head? seriously, this is not funny, if you think this is not a mental illness, please at least dont encourage him to talk to the voices he hears from the air conditioner. This is disturbing, people encouraging an obviously mentally ill person not to seek professional help. What if he ends up being "told" to hurt himself or others and does so?

I love this site, im on it practically every day, but i hate to see people do this, the poor guy, and i mean this genuinly, needs help for a doctor, not from us

im not going to hurt anyone, in fact i made the mistake of using the word revenge meaning i was personaly investigating the gangstalkers taking pictures and filming them in passing, once they noticed me filming the stalking died down. Im not a violent person in anyway and I can forgive my enemies, im not schizoeffective or paranoid, if i were i would be cowering with a tin foil hat..which doesn't work btw. I have concise evidence of stalking (liscence #s, car descriptions, locations and time lines), people around me at the time like my boss who i told, police who i reported it to, oh yeah and i still have the magnetic light device, 2 magnets and 2 batteries, more than an average toy. So what i am doing darktower is relating the fact that if i was being physicly stalked, the electronic stalking came in midway to kick the hammer into the nail. the nail being me.

[edit on 31-8-2010 by trutherman]

reply to post by thedarktower


you are full of ****. You are the one giving him wrong advices. To me he seems sane in his posts. Of course i can't say only by reading him on this forum but telling him to go on drugs, he might really lose it and be interned. There is nothing wrong to investigate more these "voices" out of nowhere.

You say you come on ats almost everyday? Then you should know mind reading/control is not a fantasy, this kind of technology already exists. See delgado's work. I don't see why you are giving him such wrong advices. I'm forced to believe you are the one who is paranoid and you really don't want to believe that such technology exist. If you are afraid go back to an ignorant life. "Ignorance is bliss"... for the weaklings.

>>>trutherman

Don't lose yourself. If you start talking with these voices to see what happens, keep in mind it could be unreal. Even if its most probably an experiment of mind control. Im highly interested in the subject because it could happen to anyone and we dont know how far these "mind devices" could go.

Originally posted by thedarktower
come on here? you are trying to convince an ill person to talk to the voices in his head? seriously, this is not funny, if you think this is not a mental illness, please at least dont encourage him to talk to the voices he hears from the air conditioner. This is disturbing, people encouraging an obviously mentally ill person not to seek professional help. What if he ends up being "told" to hurt himself or others and does so?

I love this site, im on it practically every day, but i hate to see people do this, the poor guy, and i mean this genuinly, needs help for a doctor, not from us

Actually, I am encouraging this. It's a form of cognitive therapy. I use it myself - diagnosed as Schizoaffective 15 years ago - along with medications and monthy therapy sessions.

The medications help regulate certain factors of the condition, but it doesn't STOP the voices by any means.

IF these voices are an internal manifestation of unresolved issues within the subconcious, in effect - we are "talking to a part of ourselves"...what's the harm in using internal conversation as a coping skill?

I can't prove all the voices I hear are internal, in fact, there are a host of them I am firmly convinced are from external sources - mainly because I simply don't cognate in the same vein as some of their prompting.

I can't tell you how much the coversational therapy has helped over the years. I'm no longer receiving the same looped prompts anymore and I've actually gotten a fairly open conversational dialogue running with the voices these days.

It's helped me immensely - and also taught me the value of looking for constructive solutions instead of sitting back drugged out of my mind while various groups profit off my Medicare payments for no good reason.

Believe it or not - there isn't much in the way of actual real world therapy out there in a lot of areas and their mental health care facilities.

Too much of it is completely dependant on drugs, and that only supresses the problem...sweeping it under the rug, so to speak.


*edit to add: keeping logs of conversations helps, and I highly advise working with an experienced therapist in conjunction with this methodology.



[edit on 8/31/10 by GENERAL EYES]

it is a form of mindcontrol in my view, part of the 'game' is to make one believe you are being followed constantly, that there are hidden devices planted everywhere you go, that you go see the quack or give yourself up to authorities, to play on your fears until it gets too much and becomes so believable that you need to act on that advice given. be careful and think things through before commiting yourself.

don't play the game, don't listen or believe everything you hear, for what purpose you may or may not hear I couldn't know but they can be within you, through thought transfer to and from.

maybe as said, it is a secret technology, being used by a random pick of person through satelite, or for reasons only known to yourself and of which, allows one to hear these voices outside of self, otherwise they are there, through mind and body, always waiting, watching and listening.

stay in control, don't obey and be like friends, not as an enemy.
drugs may help but do effect actions of self, but the main goal is to stay focused, not to give in or play the 'game' of fear, that can hurt you or others around, including those who play within.

Now, since you state that you keep hearing the same words over and over, "You are under arrest". This may be your subconscious trying to tell you something that you refuse to acknowledge.

So the first thing you need to do, is call your local sheriff's office and determine if a warrant has, in fact, been issued for your arrest. If that is the case, then find a lawyer and take care of it.

Please report back with the answer. If the answer is "no" then I will offer more suggestions.


On a side note, back in the early 90's I was hearing things in my head that would not stop.
It sounded exactly like this. Skip forward about 45 seconds.
www.youtube.com...

It eventually stopped, but I hated it almost as much as line dancing.

J.

Well i am currently hearing the same thing i did while on drugs in the hospital, the voices were telling me to lay down and be scanned and they would get me released, i sadly believed them, i layed down on the floor, the voices told me to hold my breath for 1 minute, I started to hear a tone, it seemed to dissappear as it moved from my head to my toes then came back to my head, except i couldnt hold my breath for a minute, so they said do it again, they were messing with me. Well i just heard the same tone, it was louder this time, and in the background of the tone was the repeating of your under arrest.
I wonder if i report this to the FCC what they might do? hmm probably nothing. I plugged my ears to see if it was in my head, it was not i didnt hear anything. by the way i am a musician and have done extensive recording of audio, i know when it is my thoughts and when it is not.

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if you want to insult someone go somehwere else, im the only person giving him really advice

Well here some interesting news for you all pertaining to this thread. One of my relatives found a letter in the door today upon arrival home from work. It reads as follows. I was shocked!

[To (my name)

This letter has been delivered to you because I know who you are and have in part been one of the voices you hear. The reason i am revealing this operation that has followed you for over a year is due to the fact that my former colleagues had someone close to me killed for doing what i am doing for you. Since then I have tried to contact as many targeted individuals as possible before they catch up with me.

Know this, you do not have schizophrenia, and i am sorry you spent time in the hospital because of my wrongdoing upon you. I worked for a secret organization funded by the military and several corporations with ties to private citizen groups and law enforcement. By use of satallite technology you have been tracked using infra-red, thought pattern translation software and advanced long distance voice to skull technologies.

As you read this they will too, and know who I am. Which is why I cannot help you more than this. Again I am sorry for the pain they and I have put you through with the activation of citizen stalkers and electronic attacks. I cannot stop them as they have over reaching power. I have seen your online activity and read a lot of your blog posts and other writings of which I as of recent find myself in agreement as to your many viewpoints.

I know this is cryptic but it must be this way, this letter may help you get out of your commitment with the hospital and state. Please dont be afraid and stay vigilant and again, I'm deeply sorry for my part.]

SO yeah i found it strange and scary, im kind of fearing for my life at the moment, if they killed someone working for them for informing a T.I. then what might they do to me? Hopefully they will back off, as I sit here and type this they are sending me warnings and threats.

I would like to post here and add my own voice to the 'you can get help' side of things.

Please don't try to fix this by wearing a tinfoil hat, or climbing in your fridge, or videotaping strangers walking down the street.

What reasons do you have not to consider talking to a different doctor? Why are you unwilling to acknowledge the real problem you have, for which you can get real help, when you are clearly suffering and seeking solutions everywhere but through psychiatric help?

We are not trying to invalidate how you feel; we are trying to offer the only genuinely helpful advice to be found in this thread.

You are suffering needlessly, and there are others in this thread who are making fun of you in an underhanded sort of way by playing into the beliefs your condition causes you to have. Do not listen to them.

It saddens me greatly to see a person unable to seek help because of the very condition which is causing their pain, and I genuinely hope that you can conquer it long enough to secure the assistance you need.

Good luck.

Tell them you arent participating in this anymore, and it's obvious they made a mistake and have the wrong person.
Tell them if they dont stop youre going to report them to their supervisor, and if they get sassy with you and say they answer to no one,
let them know you have someone who will contact their boss directly.
All I'd like to know is state and town name.
I'll check to see whats going on, if anything, in your area, and make the call if need be.
There's some real idiots with some tech devices they shouldnt be abusing running around starting crap, and it is an issue.
If youre interested let me know, I'll do what I can.

reply to post by The Parallelogram


Sure buddy, but you might want to read my last post, just one above yours, it might open your mind up just a bit, and by the way, im not suffering, its annoying to hear them blasting me everyday, im not paranoid and im not suffering. ANd btw i tried once putting tin foil over my computer fan and hanging them up in sheets around my sitting area, it somewhat worked, I could still hear an oscillating noise but no crisp repeating voices. And tell me this, is it psychosis when I only hear the voices in certain area of the house like my room, or outside, but for instance my kitchen, no voices, the bathroom, no voices, and since my last post about the letter I got today, the voices are not audible to me anymore as i type this to you. And if some random stranger wants to get their jollies off this thread, let them, i know whats wrong and its not in my head.

I'll only say this;
voice to skull technology is very real, it's been around awhile now,
the alphabet agencies do have it, and it does get abused, by bored idiots who draw paychecks just like we do,
it was originally designed to scare and confuse men in battle, to project voices and commands into their heads,
the voice of god weapon,
I know people will say bunk, but I dont need convinced, or need to prove anything, I know what I know, I've seen it work and to hell with anyone abusing it, or knowingly denying it.
Damn young fools!