need help with something i cant do anymore

its been a long time since Ive posted something on this site.
i come back to ask for help for someone to understand and give clues to why im not doing this anymore.

i used to be able to astral project. only about 2 years ago was the last time i have done it. Ive watched myself sleep to floating around my property to seeing galaxies and stars up close with my own eyes. to experience complete freedom and not be restricted to things that i was told in school would always confine me like gravity or matter (walls ect). i have tried not to think about what i used to be able to do because it is too depressing. to not experience it again is too much sadness for me to take sometimes. i sit here and ask you why? does anyone know why its gone from me?

ive tried so many ideas to help, using crystals and even hemi sync. nothing works.

i would do anything to do it again.

[edit on 27-8-2010 by ucanneverdie]

reply to post by ucanneverdie

Hey ucanneverdie, you know you can get some of the best input here so welcome back.
I enjoyed this thread and thought it might offer some hope and help.

www.abovetopsecret.com...
It seems that once your body/mind had experienced it, the ability should remain but maybe retrieving the correct intention has been muddied.
I'm not sure but best wishes...
spec

If you truly believe you have been "out there", then clearly now is not the time to be traipsing around. Did you happen to see the article that our Sun is emitting some kind of new particle?

Here is a link Is the Sun Emitting a New Particle?

Also, as we near the Galactic Procession you might get lost on the other side of our "plane of view".

Another thought is that now that you have explored "up there", your real work begins "down here". Could be as simple as "you are ready"!

thank you speculativeoptimist

the think is is i can get to that sleep paralysis and when it comes to leave or going somewhere again i cant. im stuck inside unable to leave the body as i once did. ive tried increasing the vibration but i cant seem to leave myself anymore and its so frustrating to me now because it was SO easy before. i dont know why.

Know whats weird ??

I havent been able to OBE either ...

Well I never had to try, I've always had them spontaneously, but this last year or two, .... nothing, no paralysis, no weird episodes, .... nothing.

I've been thinking about manipulating my sleep shcedule to induce some, ... but its already jacked up. I've never had to try, I used to wake up paralyzed all the time, what is going on .