Originally posted by Ben81
thank you for sharing you thoughs .. its greatly appreciated
and yes the goal of the thread is to resonate peoples soul
Is is possible to share what you have learned ?
who told you that you have a old soul ?
how can you say that this will your last life on earth .. is it because of 2012 ?
Sorry for my late reply, but i had alot of work the last days...
Okay i will try to answer your questions as easy as possible (but i have a feeling this will be a long response... @@: )
Well, let me start with the question, why i know i have an old soul...
When i came into this live i had from the beginning on the hard feeling i forgot something very important i had to remember...
There where different occasions when my mom wanted to explain issues like death and the believe in heaven (no, my fam wasn´t very religous, but she
was kinda infiltrated by the common beliefs...) to me.
I just answered that what she wanted to explain me is wrong and that it is so and so... (How would you react if you hear this from a two to three year
old boy?)
Btw, you should know that i never had a hot feeling for my parents. It was kinda like i felt adopted (what i definitly not am( i have two younger
sisters that look very similar to me!). But there was no emotional bond between them and me... I never felt like the guy that they saw in me!
Okay then i always had a weird feeling when i learned something "new". It was always more of a feeling like remembering how it goes and i always had
several "visions" of different kinds and scenes when i did... (i.e. learning reading, languages, history, maths, etc... sometimes even when reading
old storys and books...)
I was veeery quick with learning. For instance i read my first book (original Robinson Crusoe by Dafoe) at the age of four. When we had something new
in school i understood it in realtime and was even doing other things beside it ( mostly more concentrating on this things)
In school i was really bored by the stuff and my parents where even thinking about to let me overjump one or two classes. But as i came to the first
grade with five years and i was really small they decided to let me where i am for social issues ( what a big error!...)
Okay i came to the spiritual subjects at the age of seven because of a nightmare that followed me every night for about two month... I wanted to stop
it by will. So i learned to control my dreams within a half a year and it stopped soon after starting with it.
Now i was initiated!
Since this time i studied all the different stuff you can find in the world and practiced many different subjects.
And as usual i was very quick with it and nearly everything worked for me!
And again, always when i learned something new i had several visions that accompanied the themes i just studied...
There was so much stuff i practiced and even mastered i think many won´t learn them in their whole lifetime...
And i did all this beside the school, beside my family life (what was not much) and even beside my hobbys (music, many different sports)... The most i
learned between the age of seven and eighteen.
I started to meditate on a daily basis at the age of ten and went there also through many different teachings. I would say i took the best for me out
of everything (and what felt right) and did it since then...
Tho, when i was fourteen i had a very good friend and his dad was a psychologist and he was also practicing hypnosis for regressions. That was the
point i started to get into contact with my former lifes.
After the first session he was so amazed that he wanted to go deeper with me for free, under the permission he could use my tapes for his research and
maybe even as quotes in his books.
I dont want to tell all this stuff in public, but i can tell you that we went very, very far back, he even didn´t believe that it was possible for
humanity!
And i can even say that the first life i had, didn´t even started at this point of space...
Okay dont want to go deeper in public!
At the time of my regressions i couldnt remember them so i was not intrigued by the things i digged up later. (That was my wish!) All of this came
back to my memory at once, when i was ready for it...
Okay, during the next years (16 - 18yo) i wasn´t much influenced by this and had many weird experience regarding the occult, magical, spiritual and
much more.
There have been different spirits that told me i had a very old soul and some of them even went further on and told me things only i could know (
and/or i impressed them with my knowlege). Few of them where a tibetan monk, an old lady that had (possible) contact to angels, two different shamans,
an indian medicine man, a high degree mason...
Tho, since my early time i had contact to what others call the higher self in astral levels and dreams (that where always lucid if i wanted to do it,
since my dreamwork experiences).
I learned to work toghether with my subcon and because i always tried not to harm it by outside influences, i got acces to it and gained alot of
knowlege about myself.
My higher i helped me always with getting to the next level and gave me more than once hints in daytime awareness what i should learn/read/do next or
what i shouldn´t do.
(saved my life more than once!)
When i was seventeen i was ready to rework my karma and did it through several things and got all back i could... Was a very hard time for me...
Oh and i should maybe even mention that because i was so initiated to all of this i never could enjoy the so called "wonderfull inventions of modern
civilitation" like computergaming, sex, partys, drugs(incl. alc) and so on... and always felt weird about why so much spirits could enjoy all of this
what harmed themself... Now its not a riddle for me anymore but i couldn´t understand how so much people where so addicted to this system... wont go
in my head... But i´m drifting...
Well, at the age of nineteen i decided to start a worldtrip by backpack. And i did. I have been all around the world, saw and met wonderfull spirits
and saw also the dark side of this planet...
To get everything into this post i experienced, would let this post explode...
But here is a link to one very enlightning occasion i had in switzerland in a crystal cave...
www.abovetopsecret.com...
Since then i remembered my past lifes and even much more...
I was able to see the energys flowing and even to control some of them to a certain degree... but i paused it as it was too much for me at this
moment...
Short after that i was in spain and had a deep connection to my higher i. With this aid i went through a subject what i only want to call "to get
reborn like the pheonix from the ashes"... It is a kind of embodying the higher self, let the ego die and built up a new one within the realm of the
higher self and your subcon. (But to describe this i would need a own thread. I only want to give this now to you for your inspiration!)
Since this time i was living in full harmony and resonance with nature...
Now, to answer your question, why i know this will be my last life...
I reached what i once had planned for me, what is the goal for every spirit and what i wanted to reach at this point! I did what not much people did
before and reached a level where i could consiously leave if i wanted to do it... The old angel lady once described it like this: I have reached the
level of an archangel but didn´t want to leave as soon i didn´t have fullfilled my mission...
And that is what i am now doing...
Helping others to evolve, bring up my children and get them to a certain level and to follow the call i have heard once...
Well, and now for the 2012 issue...
I came to this stuff at about ten years ago during an astral travel. I was doing what the people call the aksha chronicles and i wasn´t able to go
further to 2011.
During this time different synchronities led me to the knowlege about wormwood and a particle beam that will hit earth at around 2011/12.
Quickly i came to the knowlege about the sun and "his" relation to this events.
Since about six years i tried to write and publish a book that includes all this issues in a fictive story to warn the ones that will understand,
BUT...
Since i am at this level it seems that i play the game at the very fronts, between light and dark.
Few times the book was erased, stolen, and i once even gave it to dark spirits, because they would have killed me if i haven´t done it...
Now i am aware what i have to do for the mentioned time but some things must be done before i leave, tho...
I am still here to help everyone that seeks my advices and try to do as much as i am able to...
If there will follow an age of light i cannot say... But i hope so...
I know for everyone will very soon come ( if not actually happened) the time to make THE decision...
We head into the final battle between light and dark that started with the fallen ones...
It will either decided by the human spirits or it will come to an open fight between the two powers!
What will come isn´t even written in the stars...
Interesting times indeed and i really don´t want to miss that...
I am happy about to be here and now and this you all should be...
Decide! Now, better than then...
It´s your choice...
Peace, love and light,
let u guide by higher i
Jim
edit on 15-9-2010 by JimIrie because: for spelling