posted on Aug, 9 2010 @ 03:07 AM
Once I tossed a thread out there that described being molested as a child, in a hospital.
Doctors were playing with my mind and body, I even gave a name based on well known photos. It was the most important thing I have said, this side of
God. Instantly deleted. It happened so fast I that I ceased trying to publicize it. In fact, for once in my life, once the initial fear subsided, I
considered that I may be mad...except...except...even the name of the hospital is the same as the last name of the director of black ops, back in the
day. What I experienced was traumatic..and it's the only thing I remember at that age in my life, being 4 years old, around the time of the Prince
William Sound quake.
The doctor was a heavy. I laid it out that there are now OTHERS in control of the technology involved. I remember thinking 'should I push the
button...should I???'
I did. I was too naive to consider a screen shot. All I could think is that 'that must have hurt someone...bad.' Then my life spun away as I
considered I may not have a future, and I started looking earnestly for the original source of quantum mechanics..that of the Creator, which, although
I may never get close, I simply MUST believe for my life.
Today I know I may never reveal what I already stated. I don't want to join a club that oppresses others, but yet I am threadbare in material
existence with no end in sight.
It occurred to me that the pull might have come from the direct source, and not from ats. A heavy can do stuff like that, even set up a fake page that
you believe is going public (I have seen this repeatedly on political boards). Literally, a page that only appears on your personal computer, but is
not at a library terminal. Odd as it may sound, when I ripped palin a new hole, after the election, I saw this happen on CL a few times. Then I
realized they have plans for sara palin. I ought to have bid on her red monkey high heels on the bay. A mere 3 grand would have netted ten times that,
I figure. I don't even need to say who 'they' are at this point. Was it the owners at craigslist? Probably not. Someone could have
intervened/intercepted.
It's a rat trap, Jimmy. We are trying to help but in the end...it's just data, and arrests waiting in the wings. Can the site owners be involved? No
more than any other 'database keepers' can be involved, I guess, by force, or intent~who knows?? The stark truth is that tptb have access to it all,
independently of the site owner's intents.
THX for your boldness. Lot's to think about.
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