posted on Jul, 23 2010 @ 10:03 AM
I have been a member for many years, and have posted on other boards on numerous occasions, so please take the below statements about my dream as my
RECOLLECTION of what I saw/heard. I am not big on the whole "apocalypse" thing, I do not do any drugs, haven't drank in 14 months, and do
not smoke. I consider myself weak agnostic, and if anything, dreams to me have been nothing more than my subconscious throwing out needless thoughts
and funny memories. However, I had a very vivid dream last night that I can only describe as "prophetic", and pretty scary, and truthfully I am
still shaken from it. Here is what I remember:
I remember that, in my dream, it felt as though I had died. I can't really describe it much more in words, it's as if I had let go of the physical
world, and I was aware that I had, but I wasn't scared, it was like fear did not exist in this place. Physically it was a real place, a sort of
"in-between" if that makes sense to anyone. (Gosh this is harder to explain than I thought). Very strange feeling. So I am in my office at work,
alone, and I get a phone call. It's my mother. She says "Well, North Korea started the war". At first, I thought she was joking, or she was just
playing, for whatever reason. I asked "How do you know mom?" and she replied "Look at the news". In what I can still remember as vivid as real
tv, CNN had video playing of a huge war ship, sending planes off it's runways, with "North Korea Strikes Huge Blow, Many Casualties" on the
breaking news blurb. I said "Mom, that's on the other side of the world" and she replied "No, (my name), they did it in the United States." She
told me to pray, which I just replied OK to, and told her I'd be home soon (no idea why I said that, I am 3 hours away).
All this time, I felt/knew that I wasn't in reality, I KNEW it was not real and I could change it any moment, but it felt as though this information
was coming from somewhere else, some other place. I was taking this information in, the TV, Breaking News, and wondering what type of changes to the
world this would make... But it did not matter... It was the weirdest feeling, as if I knew bad things were coming but I thought "well, that's the
order of it".
Then something weirder happened. I transitioned to somewhere else. I don't remember the actual transition, I just remember "being there". The
walls around me were almost mirrored/shiny, it felt as though I was part of everything, and my soul was more alive than ever. Again, knowing you're
in the "in-between" does not cause fear, you just ARE.. I was there for what seemed like seconds when I heard/felt a presence, and it said "Ladder
Aroo" (whatever that means I assume its gibberish, havent found anything on the net) and I was then shown something very strange.
I was shown how everything we think to be real is not. I still had on my "mind" the Korean thing my mom had said, and it was as if this "being"
or ray of light that was there with me knew. This "Korean" war conflict was going to trigger many many changes, and many people were going to
realize how we've been lied to for so long. I highly doubt in this reality that North Korea would do something so stupid, but this is what I was
shown.
It felt like it happened very soon, not years away. Aircraft carriers, jets, lots of fire, big waves, loud pops (but resonant pops not quick ones,
weird also I've never heard a pop like that), just an overall feeling of hopelessness was shown to me. But it was as if the earth was not even
significant, like we're in a hotel room while we're here, we stay for awhile, then check out and move on.. That's the overall feeling I got. No
fear.
I felt as though there was more to be told/shown, but then I heard "NAB YOU!" as loud as I could possibly hear, like a command, and I popped up out
of bed. I assume my mind was telling me "NAB BACK into Reality" or something. NAB YOU has never been uttered by me or my girlfriend.. but thats
what I heard.
I woke up in a sweat, running a 101.8 fever, and called into work today. That is how much I was shaken. I have no idea what the words this presence
was telling me, it might have been "mind vomit" and just words I thought fit the dream. It might be more than that. I have no clue.
If it's any consolation, a lot of my current thoughts have been "Why AM I here?" and things like this. I even told my girlfriend that I felt out
of place, like whatever I was doing, it was wrong, and I needed to find my way. So maybe my subconscious was trying to figure it out, but I'm not
military and I don't know what "LADDER AROO" or whatever I heard means...
Hopefully someone can give me some insight, I know you all know more about dreams than I do....
Thanks for reading.