posted on Jun, 11 2010 @ 12:23 AM
Being conditioned from a early age from watching tragic event after tragic event played on tv, most of them live tv, I sorta become immune to these
kind of events. I was still in high school when 9/11 happened, for some reason I skipped school that day and was watching the news when the first news
reports started breaking, I remember at first they weren't exactly sure what size plane hit the building and they weren't sure what caused the plane
to hit the building. I remember thinking this is kinda odd and it didn't make sense that a plane just flies into a building then outta nowhere the
2nd plane hit and that fire ball went shooting out. I thought I was seeing things at first or watching a replay of the first plane, but it gave me the
chills and the news anchors said something is going on here a 2nd plane has just hit the other tower. I remember thinking this is not normal planes
just don't fly into buildings like that, it was like it wasn't even real at first, then reports came in a plane hit the pentagon and another crashed
in that field. I was in total shock thinking this can't be happening, my girlfriend started sending me texts from school freaking out, our school was
watching the events on tv and she wanted me to come pick her up because she didn't feel safe there. During all of that I just remember feeling like
anything can happen now this may not be over yet in a constant state of alertness and some paranoia.
Growing up I've seen so many tragic events played out live on tv, watched the first shuttle explosion, baby Jessica in a well, which ended happily,
SF quake, the first gulf war, waco, columbine, north hollywood shootout, and numerous other events all live on tv, I know there are a few other events
in there that I'm missing but its getting late and these are the ones just off the top of my head. Seeing all these events desensitized me to some
degree, when a related event would happen the shock value just wasn't there anymore, until 9/11 happened, it was like all those events rolled into
one x100. I don't know if the feelings I felt on that day will ever go away.
[edit on 11-6-2010 by InvisibleObserver]