Fear-The Conspiracy

From an early age I've learned to live in a constant state of fear. Fear's grip can last for decades; after growing up for most my life like this. Constantly watching and aware of my surroundings, my words, my movements enhancing and decreasing a chance to avoid harm. A fear, which I knew so little about was my master. It sapped from me my strength, my will. Where others strode, I stumbled and fell. It was in this state that the ultimate impression could be made, the ultimate imprint of will. With my defenses down I was vulnerable, a brittle shell. A cell without a membrane. Anything could permeate it's way into my mind. And it is in this state you are.