posted on May, 8 2010 @ 05:22 PM
I feel where you are coming from bro, I have to pause too sometimes and quit immersing myself in doom and gloom. When I first joined ATS I was going
to use WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE for my member name as both a humorous and accurate representation of how I feel these days. I have wondered if these were
truly historic tribulations, especially in terms of frequency and ubiquitousness, or is our continued increasing connection to each other and events
via technology, brought us more "in your face" reality than we are accustomed to. I have pulled back to examine this objectionably and it is in my
opinion that there truly is more going on AND we all see it happening faster thru our technological senses. Given this, you are still right in that
we can't all freak out. Survivors of tragedy are usually the ones that can remain calm, collected and sensible.
The notion of spreading this vibe is unsettling too. Not that I don't appreciate/desire being informed, but keeping the awareness in check within
myself, and not letting it be the beginning of every conversation I have, is important too.
I find it strange, and I guess somewhat human, that there is a part of me that subtly cheers inside, for catastrophe(excluding loss of lives), so that
a new paradigm may arise, unite us, and put us on a better path. Hmmmm, does that sound a bit Zebrinski or neoconish? I did say catastrophe
EXCLUDING loss of life. But hopefully you know what I mean. Anyway, I think this internal desire for drastic change sometimes fuels the frustration
and conveyance thereof.
Additionally, I believe there is the angle of vicariousness with people too, as spoken by Mahnard of Tool:
"Killed by the husband" ...
"Drowned by the ocean" ...
"Shot by his own son" ...
"She used a poison in his tea,
Then (she) kissed him goodbye"
That's my kind of story
It's no fun til someone dies.
Don't look me at like I am a monster
Frown out your one face, but with the other (you)
Stare like a junkie into the TV
Stare like a zombie while the mother holds her child,
Watches him die,
Hands to the sky cryin "why, oh why?"
Cause I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.
Why can't we just admit it?
Why can't we just admit it?
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
Neither the brave nor bold
Nor brightest of stories told
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
I need to watch things die from a good safe distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so why can't we just admit it?
Blood like rain fallin' down
Drum on grave and ground
Part vampire, part warrior,
Carnivore and voyeur
Stare at the transmittal.
Sing to the death rattle.
La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie (x4)
Credulous at best
Your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men.
But pull your head on out (of) your hippie haze
And give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again
The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive
So it is, so it's always been ...
We all feed on tragedy.
It's like blood to a vampire.
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I.
Peace
[edit on 8-5-2010 by speculativeoptimist]