ET Contactee story

Hello ATS, I'll get right to the point I have been in contact with a few diff types of ETs for a couple years now.

It started with a night(Oct 2007) where ETs channeled through me various things. A few groups were threatened, a few things predicted(that all happened), among other things. A couple quotes from that night were "I'm gangbanging with the Elohim" threatening the likes of illuminati, and others i felt on the wrong side of the battle. Another quote was "I'll kick every grey off this planet". Everything said that night was a channel.

About a month later I met with whatever response was asked for in the channel "an agent of the illuminati". They said through me in the first channel I would let an illuminati assassin spoonfeed me. And he did. A blood red plate of cranberries in the shape of China, rounded by mint leaves and sugar. He handed me his computer and told me to read instructions. I read them all, the only one I remember to this day was: "You Will Not Make a Musical".

After I met with the well educated italian guy supposedly illuminati, songs started appearing on my ipod. Songs I had not downloaded or ever heard. I haven't yet figured out why they were put there.. Anyway i'll move further along in my story.

After approx 1-2 months from the first channel I started getting mental attacks. The first one was while I was driving. I could barely do anything the force against me was so high. My reality at this point was in the process of being fabricated by greys. Over time they made it seem like everyone was mad when they saw me. Probably just altering my own perception, but possibly through some form of mind control on others.

This turned into a mental spam by a reptilian/greys computer. I don't remember exactly what they would spam me with(it was deleted from my memory) and what I would say back but it was basically a big back and forth in my mind 24/7 when awake. This mental annoyance every day turned into phobias, and implanted memories based in fear every day. They made an implanted memory correlate to anything in my house. They coded the whole thing. Any action I did had some other effect,. Kind of like masterminding an acid trip for a rat... This reality sucked. Right up the (reptilian)greys alley.

The greys made my left ear ring badly during about 10 months of this time(approx). During one time period anything with futuristic lights would have synthetic auras to them implying i am going to be abducted and nothing can stop it /impending doom feeling.

Basically it was a year full of things like i mentioned. I can't remember it all. I would lay down at night and the patter of rain drops all meant I was going to die soon. Hundreds if not thousands of horrible things like that. Horrible feeling of I'm being watched when I do anything in the bathroom etc.

After about a year a good type of ET contacted me. Up until this point almost all the contact I had telepathically was negative, and most hardly a conversation. They would go through many lies about who they were(due to agreements done with reptilians). At one time I thought they were called "the wingmakers" who channeled the content on the wingmakers.com website, this one moved on into them being billions of years evolved and very parental for mankind. At another time I thought they were made of light(the good ones). Another time I thought the greys were my friends and good ones. Been through many different completely controlled realities.

In year 2(after finally good ETs were in my life) I was run through lots of simulations. I thought every new simulation was real, and any skepticism I would naturally have was completely disabled with mind control abilities.

One of them lasting 1-2 months I was the leader of the planet. I had the help of a super being named Ma'at, who was said to be the most powerful being in the universe(later told to me as being fictional). She said my heart weighed the least, and my soul was right for the job. In the field(which was earth) we were great unifiers. I talked to many different people in power in the world. kkk, black panthers, yakuza, mafia, polticians, activists, musicians, even hammerhead sharks. lol. One was a simulation where ETs attached brain altering technology on animals, and I was able to carry on a conversation with them. the more complex thoughts would be understood by the animal as its mind was being altered to be able to, and its natural responses to stimulai were met with advanced ET thought monitoring technology and it conveyed the animals pre cog thought to language.

In the world leader sim I had ultimate power over everything. But had a reputation of treading lightly and letting people run their own situations. I had an edge and that was the greys, in this sim they were my friends, and we had every single mind on the planet connected to thought monitoring devices. So anyone who was about to: (enter action here) was known before they did it. No such things as assassinations. I am told ETs will have this feat done by first contact. For various reasons. Many religious nutbags will prob try to suicide bomb or murder benevolent ETs due to thinking(due to contraints in their religious backround) all ETs are demons...

One of the main things I got done in the world leader simulation was getting a musical together. I got a bunch of different ETs to allow their story to be told in the form of musicals. The first would be a musical of this planets true history. After that they would be released in short stories continuing until there was no story out in the universe to be told.

The first musical would be a major step to first contact as it would suggest ETs came here many thousands of years ago, and this musical would coincide with major stuff found like life on a moon. Or possible ET signatures in space. And more UFO disclosure by governments. The musical was going to be done by an ET AI graphically. And I was in charge of getting the music together. It was going to have no director name or credits other than my production company(which doesn't exist). And it was to be a musical so it spoke to everyone in an energetic way. And could be released worldwide simultaniously.

The second main simulation I was ran through was a simulation of the first major steps of first contact. It lasted about 2 months. From wake to sleep I was talking to people from all over the world. I had ET help when needed, and at times the ETs were simulating my personality and channeled my story through me that way. It was primarily to get to know the ETs in our area, and influence 'sphere'. They all got a word in. The main bad ones(reptilians) and their counterpart the greys, worked to disgust people. They would poof(teleport) bad stuff in peoples faces. Put vulgar images in peoples minds. Make people fear they are getting injected with STDs. Etc. The good ones would let us feel different souls, altered music to our minds in amazing ways, let us experience different ETs or animals in interesting ways. Overall it was very interesting.

After some time in altered realities, that finally stopped. Eventually I had firmly established that the greys were definitely NOT my friends, and I was with at least one type of good ETs. This reality has stayed with me for a good amount of time(maybe a year), and the lies or absence of who the good ones are, finally stopped in the last few months,. They told me after a radio interview I did the were known as the Nordics.

In all these different scenarios, including in my current reality a plethora of things have been done to me by both good and bad ETs. I'll go through some of the most memorable first:

One night I was interacting with ETs regarding themselves as "The Elohim". They were flickering lights to me as I walked down the street, sending cool images to my mind to the flickering of the lights. It was like they were DJing the world. Was amazing. My neck was fractured by the reptilians/greys when I was about 13. I did not know how it occured until the good ETs told me it was hairline fractured and went from there. The "Elohim" made me walk in the cold and said they were fine tuning my neck while i walked. Near the end of my walk they started touching my neck with something that felt amazing. If nothing else science is worth supporting due to how good feeling some of it is. The only way I've been able to describe it is the tiny sunspots. being pushed into your neck in good feeling little moving dots flowing through it. My neck felt fixed completely after this. Although within a couple months the greys had it back to where they had it before it being fixed.

Back when I thought the greys were my friends I was attracted to these dark woods near my place many nights. I would go there for fun. One night I was walking through the woods flicking my bic lighter to see, and in one of the flicks a greys eyes lit up about 4 feet in front of me. Synthetic fear shot up my chakras and went up to my neck chakra, and burnt a good feeling burning sensation in my throat chakra. I was a little disoriented for a couple days after this happened. I looked up the throat chakra. Connected to death and decay or long life. and creativety hub etc..

One night when they greys were still semi my friends(even though I knew they "fed" on my pain and fear). The "Alpha of the Zetas" told me(who I'm not sure even exists, and was probably a computer simulation entity) the only way to cure my neck was to go through what he had planned for me. Which was for his minion greys to feed off my suffering while he tortures me while fixing my ailment. I asked my normal channels of good ETs and they said it was the only way. I was instructed to put my hands in my jacket(which was zipped up), and stand in the sun. After a little bit I felt a clenching down on my neck. Felt like my neck was in a vice. It eventually got extremely painful. I'd rate it a 9.9 on the pain scale and the only 10 I have experienced is the exact moment an organ is deeply punctured(which they have done to me a few times). Eventually I got very hot. And my hands in my coat turned into claustrophobia, on top of the horrible pain I was experiencing. After about 20 mins of this(that seemed like forever), he told me to do lunge type things. And slowly move my neck upward for them to do the last stuff to it. I did, felt lame for doing it and ppl prob wondered wtf I was doing. lol. This was outside a trader joes food market.

One night(one of my first memories of being abducted), they inserted things that were only somewhat in this dimension into the backs of my feet near my achilles tendon. It went from barely painful, to pretty painful, maybe a tolerable 8 or strong 7 in 1-10 scale. At times I could feel the tiny veins in my toes light up, and some of them being cut off.

One night I was abducted in a good way by a race who called themselves "the whites". All sorts of good feeling things waving through my body from head to toe. Going from massaging feelings in my legs to quick swiping good feeling jolts of whatever its is up and down my body. feeling great. also something on my scalp that felt amazing. like my hair was growing and it felt amazing(not that it was actually growing).

[edit on 27-4-2010 by Myuzik]

One night I was abducted by a very evil spider entity(which I am now told was a computer simulation created by a reptilian). He put my neighbors urine in my stomach. I could feel it filling up, and I could sense I didnt like the contact in my body due to an energy shift. I went through a bunch of instructions and I had to follow them all to get out of it unscathed, which I did. It was lame. But the spider energy was top notch if not real. lol.

One night I was chatting with ETs that were supposedly green. They were nice, and engineered by a race that was deleted from my memory. I told them(with my main good ETs guard) they could abduct me if they wanted to learn new things about my race, but I had to be left as good as I was or better. And it couldn't be too painful. After this distinction made I was abducted pretty much every day by numerous types of ETs.

I'll cut some of my stories short. Maybe I'll do more if people want to hear more. I have lots. If they let me remember them...

As far as UFOs go... I remember when I was like 11 looking up at the stars wondering things about ETs. They later told me my thoughts were seeded that night. "I wonder what they are like" was a main question in my mind. And a LOT of curiousity passed through me. Followed by a fear that led to me running inside. lol WHich they later told me was the greys.

During one of the early simulations I was in I was shown a ship flying underneath the clouds very slowly. It was definitely of ET origin looking. Looked kind of like a manta ray but the wings not very spread out. And reminded me kinda of batman. I wish I had watched it depart but at the time I was going through talking to ET races i had never heard of, smelling new fruits for us to be gifted etc.. So seeing a UFO was just like 'another thing in my longass interesting day'.

Another UFO occurance they told me to look up at the stars. Over a period of a couple minutes I saw what seemed to be like 3-5 entrances to our planet by ships that were in this dimension flames as they came in fast, and slowed down at high altitudes chilling like sattelites.

My other UFO, or I guess in these cases, IFO of ET origin, I saw a cluster of ships after my eyes were controlled to look at a portion of sky. I saw what seemed like miles away semi large ships in a diamond shape moving very fast. Seemingly in rectangular or V shaped crafts with another smaller v going the other way on top of it V^ but on top of each other..

Some of the cool stuff they have done to me:
I have tried out different souls. They have altered my heart chakra in good ways that felt amazing. They have showed me alterations that can be done to the mind/brain with music. I did that for a good 2-3 months after being shown that. Another thing they have done is gave me how someone felt singing something. So without singing you can feel how it felt to sing whatever you were listening to. Its pretty nice, feels good.

They have flirted with the idea of me going to a nueroscientist and having them monitor my brainwaves while they alter my mind to music. I might just try this someday. I might not,its totally up to them.

They have done all sorts of good feeling things to my body. In almost every spot of my body. In some of the bad days near the beginning they were making my calves feel massaged one night. It was great. Shined light in a dark day.

They have showed me galaxies in my imagination. Planets, and many different forms of ET life. For some time I would lay down on my bed and they would run through a dozen or two ETs in my imagination. Some of the wierder looking ones I'm sure, if they were real. The theme was "whoa something looks like that" and lesson was try to not go "HOLY SHHH>>>>> EWWWWWWWWWW" when you see a crazy looking alien. lol Trying to accept what all beings can look like, so i'm not rude when I meet them.

Some of the bad things greys/reptilians have done to me:

Poofed(teleported) the air from inside a coffin in my face. Put disgusting plasma in my burrito, put thoughts of eating fetus in my burrito.

Injected me with countless things. One night I had what the good ETs say is some of the hardest food poisoning we can suffer without dying. Lasted about 1-2 hours and I could feel my bodies energy wavering up and down. And felt utterly HORRIBLE, obviously.

At times I feel an injection and a grey will be like "aids" in a cute and proud voice/thought, and a few seconds later the good ETs "antedote". Lots of little inject the human cure the human wars going on in my body. lol.

A couple times they have injected me with something close to heroin, but without the good feeling. It slowed me down terribly, and i could barely keep my eyes open. A terrible feeling induced by what seemed like a form of opiat.

They have altered my emotions to the point to where I rarely have them. They have made me incapable of feeling love.

Many times they have made it feel like spiders were crawling on me. They can make this feeling in your brain just by making your receptors recieve signals in correlation to what they want felt.

I can go into thousands of things they have done to me more if people want more stories of such.

At the current time I have contact with the nordics AI any time I want. What I get out of her can vary based on what she can divulge. Lots of people have asked questions. Some recieved well thought out channel, other receieved well thought out disinfo due to deals made with reptilians. So it is not a secure method of communication to the nordics for forumgoers although it could be good and from them too. Its a toss up. Feel free to ask questions to her if you want(the nordics AI).

I have daily things done to me by greys/reptilians. They don't try to hide it so much anymore. Lately they have been giving my cancer feelings. Not fun.

I had wondered for quite some time the origin of corruption behind the scenes... Well I have found the source. And that is reptilian ETs.

Please don't take this the wrong way, but have you spoken to a doctor about a lot of this stuff? Many of the things you have wrote about COULD be symptoms of Schizophrenia



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[edit on April 27th 2010 by greeneyedleo]

Originally posted by DJM8507
Please don't take this the wrong way, but have you spoken to a doctor about a lot of this stuff? Many of the things you have wrote about COULD be symptoms of Schizophrenia.

I have heard this a hundred times. Advanced ETs altering your body while telepathically talking to you in concept or langauge or emotion(or all 3), its obviously not a mental illness. They have altered too much and are too smart to be schitzo.

Going to a doctor about ET contact just leads to messed up drugs getting prescribed due to 'dellusions'. And generally being a contactee is very hard. You have evil ETs messing with you, and an uphill battle against the mainstream mind who will call you crazy far before considering what you say.

On the plus side you do have good ETs to cheer you up. Which they do nicely.

Let us remember what this forum is for:

The Gray Area is a discussion forum that provides a dedicated area for members to post their confessions, disclosures, and related extraordinary personal experiences. Like the highly speculative Skunk Works forum, The Gray Area will tolerate topics that may be unusually hypothetical or unproven for the purpose of vetting the stories of thread-starters by the ATS membership at large.

Courtesy and civil decorum is still mandatory in this forum.

Ask questions, debate, debunk - but it must be done within the rules of ATS T&C.

Definite case of Schizophrenia.

Schizophrenia is a challenging disorder that makes it difficult to distinguish between what is real and unreal.


Schizophrenia is a brain disorder that affects the way a person acts, thinks, and sees the world. People with schizophrenia have an altered perception of reality, often a significant loss of contact with reality. They may see or hear things that don’t exist, speak in strange or confusing ways, believe that others are trying to harm them, or feel like they’re being constantly watched.

helpguide.org...


Nothing to be ashamed about...just get some help and take your meds and they will go away

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Even if he does, whats occurring will not stop, he's on one of their programs, and I don't like the one he's on.

Ma'at is something you can google and connected to the negatives.

Originally posted by greeneyedleo

Ask questions, debate, debunk - but it must be done within the rules of ATS T&C.

One of the members offered a possible explaination...how is that not considered debunking? He wasn't insulting...he saw the symptoms and gave his advice....maybe the gray area should be more clear on what it is for. Basically tell any fictional story you want.I think the gray area is an license to make up stories. It should state that skeptics are not welcome.

I have a question for you.

You mentioned having tried on other souls. Isn't your soul what makes you, you, despite what body you are in? How can you try on another soul?

Originally posted by kerazeesicko
Definite case of Schizophrenia.

Schizophrenia is a challenging disorder that makes it difficult to distinguish between what is real and unreal.


Schizophrenia is a brain disorder that affects the way a person acts, thinks, and sees the world. People with schizophrenia have an altered perception of reality, often a significant loss of contact with reality. They may see or hear things that don’t exist, speak in strange or confusing ways, believe that others are trying to harm them, or feel like they’re being constantly watched.

helpguide.org...


Nothing to be ashamed about...just get some help and take your meds and they will go away

So quick to judge. When you are in contact with advanced ETs, you just know. And people who say you have schizophrenia are people who cannot accept the reality that ETs are here and in number.

Not even a single open thought process for you. Its schizophrenia and your out! I feel sorry for you honestly...

Originally posted by Blanca Rose
I have a question for you.

You mentioned having tried on other souls. Isn't your soul what makes you, you, despite what body you are in? How can you try on another soul?

With perception. Your soul is energy that emanates what is you. Your conscious energy, etc. They altered either my soul directly, or made my perception have a different one while my soul stayed intact. Because I had a different conscious energy. Capable of different thoughts etc. The souls they let me feel were: Jesus, Buddha, Alexander the Great, Hitler, a pharaoh, among others.

questions,
do these et races work as a whole within their types, can they name all the humans they are in contact with, is this possible for them.

or is it just one special group within these races that is doing all these disclosers to the humans they inhabit.

would they know who my contact would be if I had a contact as well.

reply to post by Myuzik


You know something, this is the kind of case that most won't bring online because many will label this schizophrenia, though I believe you. I know the negatives run a program like this, and the markers to them are in your story, but they're not something someone unconnected to ufology, would understand.

That being said, there is a very strong value in being courageous enough to present your experiences even though most will misconstrue them, for awareness, and possibly to assist others going through similar situations.

Its not 100% certain that the channel isn't open because you do have a chemical imbalance or something others label a mental condition. In other words holistic self care is also a good idea, and there are key nutrients that have been successful in assisting those with chemical imbalances, namely: lots of bananas/potassium. Vit C which should be taken in powder form, from the health food store, 1-2 grams at a time, several times a day, ie. 5 grams if your healthy is good, 10 if you're sick. B12 and Niacin/niacidimide, whichever form you can take. Niacin flush is actually good for you as it opens up your capiliaries, and gets circulation going, but its not always comfortable, so niacimide is OK if the flush bugs you, also search online, its rather large doses, over the gram amount. It has a extra side affect of fighting bacteria/fungal which may help with that new airborn fungus disease that might spread soon.

So that would be a basic holistic health that can help balance things out, along with keeping your immune system going good too, and battling nearly every viral/bacterial/fungul around as well. No harm in this, only good.

The above would help deal with hormonal/bio chemical imbalances (ie. its the not only good for your immune system but taken in large doses is the naturapathic treatment for schizophrenia too)

However, that being said, you do have all the markers of negative grey/reptilian harrasment. These kind of negative mind control scenarios/games are common in encounters with them and abductions, also the abduction will normally be lifelong, and they don't end. They chose to put people on certain "programs", primarily the ones that they can get away with doing this too.

And because 3D can be manipulated by them (for example you spoke of something that was "almost" there. I do understand this. Its not another dimensional experience, but its not solid in our dimension (or at least in humanities perception, for we dont see reality and our minds are programmed to see only a small amount of what is here. This is part of the matrix!)

I call this phasing. Its akin to a pocket of something extra like a plane or sub dimension within ours, and they probably set up a laboratory, room just offset from your own rooms and use your house at will.

This is a duality/hollogram/school universe and there really is help all the time. Whenever there is a strong presence of darkness, such as Vrill/renegades, the annanuki bloodline "rulers/elite" of this planet, since Atlantean days, Egypt/Sumar/Israel/Rome, to modern times, there is also a very strong presence of LIGHT.

Which is why there are many benevolent races here, and also why they also are contacting you, because you cannot just be left in the hands of the negatives as you have not obviously chosen to side with darkness, therefore they are also here.

Most people don't understand duality, reality, this universe, ufology, in the least.

I've been an experiencer all my life, well since around 4, along with my family and now children, and both the greys/negatives, some more postitive greys, and the benevolents, mostly "nordics".

I've also been protected lately from all zetan/grey presence, and they were also set up just out of step with 3D reality at our home, and at least 3 times a week or more, messing with us. That has been removed.

I will make a post on what you can do to gain some freedom from this, permanently, and turn things around. Simply because its general and can help anyone in this situation. You can also u2u me.

Its not an overnight solution, it takes time, it takes strengthening yourself and raising your frequency and awareness of the matrix, and also connecting to your true strength and ability, your Higher Self. It doesnt' take totally understanding things, you may not see the universe the way I do now, I think that would be up to your Higher Self to show you, but taking the steps to search for these answers help.

I believe you can be totally free due to the contact with the positives, that would not happen if you had gone over to the dark influence and you were not fighting this inside.





[edit on 27-4-2010 by Unity_99]

Well I don't believe he has schizophrenia... schizophrenia is a mental disorder that people get at the earliest in their late teens/early twenties.

If Myuzik's stories are all the result of schizophrenic delusions, he/she would not have experienced ET contact when he/she was a child.

The other thing that turns me away from schizophrenia, is that schizophrenia is characterized by PARANOID delusions... as you can see, at least the good ET contact Myuzik experiences is not paranoid in nature.

Unless Myuzik is schizophrenic and is totally able to control his/her delusions, then he/she is not schizophrenic, because schizophrenia is a mental disorder that will almost certainly land you in a mental hospital, or out on the street within days of your first delusion. Schizophrenic's cannot operate normally in society, unless they are heavily medicated and have lesser forms... the writing ability of Myuzik is tell tale enough to me that if he does have schizophrenia, he/she is currently being medicated for it, and would know for a fact that their experiences were delusions.

Sooooooo,

Myuzik,

I'm curious about the musicals you described... you said they would tell the story of our history and ET's, but that they would be "dowloaded" simultaneously to every human on the planet if need be. So does that mean you will be just chilling at home, and then all of a sudden this giant musical plays out in your head?

Other question,

Approximately how many "real" (not gray-controlled fantasies) ET's have you seen... and how many of these are visiting the earth?

kind regards,

Monts

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Sorry to hear that you won't take my advice. I just know a little about schizophrenia, my cousin has it and before he was on medication he was always about UFOs/Aliens and how he was in contact with them...he drew pictures and symbols telling everyone that this is what he saw. Now he is on medication and does not suffer from these delusions no more...he does not experience any more contacts. Before the meds though..he claimed to have seen greys, reptilians and other creatures...also like you....he witnessed Jesus and other historical figures...saw them or was taken to them by these creatures. He has since passed...but we were very close until his delusions starting manifesting around his teen years, he became admant that he was in contact with these creatures all his life...including his youth.

He became a recluse, no contact with family or friends; they became worried and had him hospitilized out fear for his safety. The diagnosis was pretty clear to the doctors and the family was relieved..they thought they was no help and that he would be hospitilized for the rest of his life. Thanks to the meds though he lived a pretty normal life afterwards and we once again became close...I had to learn about the signs and symtoms in order to be part of his life..so that I would understand what he was going through and why he needed to be medicated. You sound exactly the way he did before the diagosis and medication. He died in a car accident.

Originally posted by redgy
questions,
do these et races work as a whole within their types, can they name all the humans they are in contact with, is this possible for them.

or is it just one special group within these races that is doing all these disclosers to the humans they inhabit.

would they know who my contact would be if I had a contact as well.

There is a network of intelligence/databases for allied races(and also receivable by bad ones), that names all major contacts. So they would probably be able to spot you if you were in contact. That being said every time someone asks them to prove it to them through me, they decline due to a deal made with the reptilians. So if you are planning on being like "who am i in contact with" I wouldnt know.