posted on Mar, 9 2010 @ 04:30 AM
So I'm 17
and I've been doing research on spirituality I guess you wouldcall it. Things such as meditation, inner silence, raising vibrations, etc etc. And
among that I've been reading about the whole extraterrestrial universal ascention and such. And the whole 2012 theories of the aforementioned.
But I'm not exactly sure what I'm supposed to be doing. I've been doing research and such. But I the long run it leaves me...... Confused, and
mentally exhausted.
In my teenage years I've grown to not really believe in any one religion. So I've pretty much had no beliefs. Just lived with that "live everyday
the best you can" mentality.
But like I said, recently I've been getting into the things I said before.
But also like I said. I'm confused. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I feel like there's a kind of inner/spiritual(kind of both) battle going on inside of me.
So basicly what I'm asking is, can anyone give me assistance? Like what should I do?
An also, I'm not sure if I should start really getting into spirituality quite yet, since I'm still only 17, and I'm not sure if I'm
mentally/emotionally ready for all of this. So should I wait till I feel I'm more mentally ready? Or should I continue and become ready along the
way?
And mods, I'm not exactly sure if the things I mentined are exactly spiritual, but I assumed they were. So I wasn't sure if I should post this in
this forum, or in the grey area on ats. If I did make a mistake feel free to move this post to whichever forum you feel it belongs in.