posted on Feb, 25 2010 @ 08:56 AM
I have been confronted by certain "things" during meditations, and for the most part, they are familiar, comforting, and extremely "enlightening."
Sometimes, though, there is an "uneasiness" that I can't pinpoint, and the enegry in the room changes... it gets heavier. That's when I
consciously ban the entity. I tell it that it is not welcome here, and that it must leave. Once, I even heard a "knocking," like something asking
to be let in. I don't allow it. I've become quite good at following my intuition, and it's never let me down.
I have had a couple of dreams of the typical "greys," and though I am filled with an eerie dread, I do not fear it. Once one peered at me through a
window, but I told it with a chuckle, "you're not coming in," and it left. Another time, I was outside when one tried to grab me, but when I
became angry and fought it, it scurried away into the woods. If, in fact, these are not mere "dreams," then I am convinced that these things can
hold no power over anyone who does not let them (just as the bible and other religious/spiritual texts say).
I've never checked for strange markings, because I never thought I was "abducted." But, the more I learned about these things, the more I
thought...well, maybe that's what's been going on all my life, and I just never accepted it. Once I was open to the possibility, the more details
and dreams I would remember. For instance, these things that I drew from my dream once showed me around a ship. My children were running and
laughing through the corridors...like the place was familiar to them. I walked by this one room that I did not feel comfortable around. I was not
banned from it, but by choice I avoided it. All I saw was a red-orange wall with these metal boxes sliding down it into a hole in the floor...kind of
like an elevator. But I just kept walking past it.
Another time, I was brought to a room enclosed completely in glass. In the middle of this room was a child, no more than 2 years old. He had dark
hair and dark eyes, and he was so energetic and hyper, they had to keep him in this room so he wouldn't wreck the place and accidentally hurt
someone. When the child saw me, he ran into the glass door trying to get to me, but it was out of excitement, like he couldn't contain himself.
The entity that brought me there stayed just behind my peripheral, so I could not see it. But, I knew it was one of the things that I drew. I could
"see" it without "seeing" it. It told me I could interact with the child if I chose, but be warned that it may accidentally inflict injury. I
told the entity that I would be happy to play with him, and the glass opened. I squatted down, and the child ran out and into my arms with such
force, he knocked me over, and in the process knicked my hand somehow. He was wild and flailing, but it was a happy and joyous flailing. I held him,
and he calmed down, and I think he fell asleep in my arms.
Another time, I was shown the power source for the electronics in the ship. I remember seeing these tendrils spiraling (like DNA strands) through
these "holes" or "ducts" throughout the ship. These tendrils were alive...and I could see energy pulsing from them. The best thing to compare it
to is like the nerves in our body, but huge, and they spanned throughout the whole place, just like our nerves....radiating electrical pulses to every
area.
Sometimes, when I don't remember my dreams, I still have this feeling like I was on a mission all night. Once, I even remember being in a meeting in
a glowing room at a large round table with all kinds of different things...and people...and my husband was one of them. We were voting on something.
That morning, my husband tells me he dreamt of a meeting in glowing room at a large round table. When I describe the room to him and the voting
process, he says, "Yes, you WERE there...I remember!" I hummed the "twilight zone" theme song and we laughed.