First off, some of you may call them demons. I prefer to call them "Inter-dimensional Entities".
But this damn thing in my dreams really likes to scare the crap out of me. It's hard to explain without coming off COMPLETELY crazy, but I'll
try:
I've been getting these dreams lately, and this "jerk" is showing itself more and more.
I'll be dreaming about whatever, and all of a sudden, it's like I'm being held down and tormented. When I say tormented, I mean that this entity
can somehow engage my sense of fear. I don't know how else to explain it.
This thing doesn't have a face, or even a form. It just likes to mess with me.
Now, as it's happening, I am scared crapless. But when I wake up, I say to myself, "You got me again - good one".
Last night, this thing got me again. I was semi lucid, so I tried to laugh and say stupid things like "I love you" (just to offset the "evil
energy").
Well, it didn't work too well. I tried to think of happy and funny things, but this entity is strong and somehow inhibited those thoughts. But this
was the first time that I was able to try... Maybe next time I'll get it back.
So yeah, some will say it's just my imagination, sleep paralysis (can't be! I'm always 100% unconscious when this happens!), or a demon.
I, myself, really believe in the infinite dimension-deal and stuff like that (astral plane, lower astral, etc.). I am by no means Christian, and I
don't fall for that religious BS, so please, Christians - don't even try.
I say that with as much respect as I can.
But this bugger is showing himself more and more, and one time I'm gonna be prepared for this jerk (or hive of jerks - whatever it is!).
I tried to write this thread in such a casual way, because it's really no big deal - only when it has it's tendrils in me.
Anyone else ever have to deal with this fear-loving piece of crap?
[edit on 2/22/2010 by impaired]