My expiriences from 10 and up

reply to post by Wandering Scribe


EDIT to Add:

You do know I do not believe in god like that and I do not believe in the devil either. I hope you do know that cause this whole thing is starting to make me mad because by the sound of it. You starting to sound like some bible hugging christian guy which keep shoving his God/Devil nonsense down my throat. Also when you said Humble the Devil I had an image of you being a satanist. Which made we worry for you. In any case love and light can go a long way my friend so it is up to you to decide. Which path you travel and I will not force you like many times I said before. Yet you still kept saying that I am a colt leader of some sort or a messiah . Which me and many people on this thread know I am not so please stop saying that to try to get an ego rise out of me.

Love and Light man.

Dear ShadowNinja,

Please stop living in the past, and join the rest of us partaking of this thread in the present.

signed,

~ Wandering Scribe

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Nah Im not gonna down on you and call you a non-believer because for fact I know that you had experiences. So no I will not call you name but I will set a challenge for you to see if you are really here to help also if you are a somewhat aware. As I said before I prove my abilities to people I trust and that I know its safe to show them. So I apologize for not showing you but you and both Scribe did not fit into the profile of some one I trust yet.

I was told I am allowed to set a sort of test/challenge and it will be under strict control of the Federation Of Light also the Council.

If you pass this challenge I will provide some proof, off this thread privately only. I will set a challenge for both you and Scribe then we shall see if you guys are truly more awake then me. As Scribe stated before and I will want to see the sort of results you guys get. Maybe just maybe then I will trust you and Scribe there is not outside help allowed. No spiritual guides/guardians can help you that is the rule you will do this without your guides help.

Ok here is the challenge:

What does my energy feels like???

What is the color of my energy???

What is the sort of feeling you get from me source wise???

Who is my guardian (You MUST!! make a proper description of guardian or guardians)???

For the last one what is my true age that should not be too hard???


Lol you know what let us make it more fun and exciting Pheonix also Woodywitch can participate too. I wanna see who gets the most accurate read and then just maybe I will feel good enough to trust you or Scribe to prove my abilities to.

Lol Woody and Pheonix know somethings already so this challenge is sort of like a skill test. To see if they got a bit rusty in energy training no offense or anything girls.

P.S: This challenge was cleared by the Federation Of Light so it is ok Unity you don't have to worry this will be looked over by the higher ups. Protection will be provided if any of you guys and girls try anything funny.

So let the challenge begin

Also another important rule you may not ask Woody or Pheonix nor Lauren or Unity for information that they already know about me.

If you do so you will fail the challenge and you automatically will not be trusted by me again. No offense or anything guys its just that to get this clearance to do this challenge was a hard thing to get. So I was told to keep it strict and under control.

Love and Light good luck also no cheating

OK, same thing is coming up, its like a redoing of a test over and over, and I feel what its coming from. I did email you. The negative group that like to throw their weight around has dominated posts of sharing and encouraging others, so things could be out of the box experiences, including oobes, and astral, I have read many wonderful threads, and having an army of negative shutting yours out and down and pushing your buttons over and over is not good. When you get fear based, you suffer a set back. So ignore them. If you must say something, I would simply say, "you know dude, you're too just too negative to read." and respond to positive questions or share something metaphysical.

The buttons he keeps pushing on you are mainly activated with frustration. But its like your need to prove yourself and even be believed by him. You dont need to worry about him. He's mystery school, he either feels the light in your posts and your energy and is on assignement to shut you down, or.. he is a bully in his repeats. When you're sharing experiences, you're doing so for awareness, and if there might be someone who is close to remembering, who is feeling the energy off your posts or thread, stirring their awareness and memories, in other words to help. So many others have done the same thing in their posts, and I always found the next step while I was searching for answers for all of the experiences. Here on earth its like we came in as a Family and do things team work, even waking up.

Things trigger things in other people, a memory can surface.

Thats what its about, thats why people share, to support others, to help, to bend or break the matrix, to nudge others, to be of help.

But not everyone will get it. Dont worry about it, just keep sharing. You dont have to prove a thing, and your life has made you feel like you need to prove yourself, cause you have always had that control and negativity around you, I've seen this in you, dont let him push that button or anyone. Its like a magic trick with an audience, and when you are goaded into that you actually lose some of your awareness, insight yourself, you lose some skills and inner connection. Its a set back. Just be yourself and let those with insight and energy recognize whats in your words, cause we put our energy into them. I always recognize posts and energy when I m reading and certain ones really attract me, and their goodness, light.

Also, he knows if he keeps at you you will respond by getting fed up and upset. Don't let him. He thinks he's won if he does this, and its manipulation plain and simple , trying to make you look bad.

Love & Light!

PS. I rarely read negative posts. Its not that I never start out reading the person, and I will skim to see if they have changed their tune, but basically with dozens of posts from teh same person and the same agenda over and over you dont need to continue to let someone attempt to walk over with big boots.

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Thank you for that post Unity and sorry about that challenge I set. Before I set it I did clear it up with my HS and the Council so they said ok. But only to keep it under strict control. Everything will be ok they said that protection will be provided if needed and they gave an all OK sign. But I am not really sure why maybe they have something planned here with this challenge/test. So I hope it is something positive and I give you a big hug hoping you are ok and all is well.

Love and Light to you

PS: you can participate in this challenge/ test as well.

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No, because its just the guy pushing your buttons. And its your childhoods he pushes, the need to prove yourself, I know where it stems from. You know that wheelchair and the negativity around you, sometimes you need to see the positive side to things, for without the time and need to develop yourself mentally and seek like you did, you may not have started to wake up. Sometimes we need to bless the hardest teachers we have then be at peace. Then problem solve and manifest/envision the best way out. You had one opportunity earlier that didnt go forward. Another way is to write out your dreams in a journal, and explore them in meditations and write up affirmations for them.

Another way, or with that is to create a dream board, your favoirte things that could make you happy. Print out online images, and find videos that help, and form a goal, then breaking up the steps.

I'll be sending some love and light your way, and pray about this, meditate on it.

But, the need to prove instead of just share is not a challenge, its a manipulation. And its done ruthlessly.

Just ignore him.

The other part, well, don't know what to think about that.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
Lol you know what let us make it more fun and exciting Pheonix also Woodywitch can participate too. I wanna see who gets the most accurate read and then just maybe I will feel good enough to trust you or Scribe to prove my abilities to.

Pass. More concerned with getting my body better at the moment, sorry. Besides, I don't dance to your whims boy

- Phoenix

Edit: Additional

[edit on 17-7-2010 by phoenix_zephyr]

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Very well, Shadow; we will take your Federation's little "test". Scribe and I are both part of a larger collective, so our reply shall be synchronized.

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Being synchronized, here is what we uncovered, Shadow:



• Your energy does not have a feel. You display all of the emotional responses of a common human being. You show anger when you are insulted. You show humility when Unity tells you you've done wrong. You show arrogance when someone stumbles. Pride when no one questions you. And love secretly to a certain Virgo who was once present on this board.

So, your energy, like all human beings, is multi-faceted and thus does not have a "feel", because it is a constantly changing "aura" which surrounds you in the same way as it surrounds everyone else.



• We know the answer you are looking for concerning the color of your energy is "white", because of your whole "infinity and beyond" deal. However, your energy is truly at minimum 12 different shades of color, covering the entire length of the visible spectrum.

It is red, it is red-violet, it is violet, it is blue-violet, it is blue, it is blue-green, it is green, it is yellow-green, it is yellow, it is orange-yellow, it is orange, it is red-orange. And yes, it is black, and it is white.



• You ask what we feel from your source. We both agreed that we don't think you want to know what we feel from your source. However, since we were asked, here is out response:

You are spawned from a lineage that is presently serving both the Positive and the Negative spectrum.

So your source is chaos, caught between the possibility to aid, and the corruption that eats away.

Also, an abusive past, a sketchy relative, and a distraught family where the only love came from a mother.

Hey, you asked.



• You do not have a Guardian.

You have a Galactic Mother, whom you found a few years ago. She is the closest to any type of "Guardian" that you have.

Next, there is a Council watching over your actions. They serve as lesser buffers so you do not harm others with your immense power.

Below them are a pair of cloak-capable aliens who monitor your Earth-life. We weren't able to see much on them, as they tend to disappear for lengthy intervals.

Finally, a single "archangel" named Miczael who occasionally tells you what you can, and cannot do in regards to proving things to humanity.



• Your age is not discernible in human measurement.

You are an incorporeal being existing beyond time and space. You simply "use" a human host body when it suits your purposes. So to judge your "age" would mean we'd have to consider you in human years.

It is obvious that you are not measuring time in human years, as the "infinite beyond" where you come from has no measurement of a "year". A year consists of the approximate time it takes for the Earth to revolve once around the sun.

Time is a human construct to measure our days, weeks, months, lunar cycles, years, and ages. If you believe you have an "age" then you are more human then you want us to believe.

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…So having answered some of your questions, it is only fair that you answer some of ours.

On page 49 of this thread, you told Scribe that you “knew him”. In order to prove to him what you state, you must know HIS guardian. He even gave you the benefit of telling you she was female, however you evaded the challenge, and now recycled it to use like it was your idea. A dirty little trick, Shadow.
But now it’s your turn. Answer us this:

Scribe wishes to know…Who is his guardian, and what are her names?
Baphomet wishes to know…What is his order of preistcraft?

Respond to us this time, and answer well. If you are false your powers are nothing more than parlor tricks.
Best of luck to you, “ShadowNinja”...

Sorry my friend but Scribe failed the challenge long time and it is very funny how it proves you are nothing more then skeptics who are not even aware of anything. Scribe you missed the correct by miles miles away. Which showed that you are not even that aware to see my experiences to be valid.


It humors me how so much judgment you passed onto me when you could not even feel energy. Thus it is a understanding that you guys must be here to shut down my thread. Sorry but that is the only solution for skeptics to be in the Grey area bashing on a 18 year old spreading awareness. When the Grey area does not require any proof at all.

I give you guys all the best and love also a lot of light to see the points of where you went wrong. Thus I am stopping this hijacking of my thread by your negativity. I cant read your negative posts and stuff its not right to hijack this thread with your negativity.

Which is why from this point on I will not read any of your negative posts and I will ignore you from now on. The only reason why you are in my thread is because it is threatening to the negatives. While this produces the exact point of why you keep trying to shut me down. I would like to state that I am not going down that easily and thus I will still help people also share things.

I am here to spread love and light also to spread awareness to share my experiences with people. So if you do not like that idea take your black op or negative hinnies out of here. Because this bird is gonna fly and the hijacking is ending. If not I will starve you energy intake and I will ignore your posts from now on.


From this moment onwards I will share my drawings,make more videos and provide more experiences that I am having. This thread will become the proper intentions that it is meant to be by the aim of awareness.

Love and Light also best of luck to you.

P.S: Bamphotep sorry I will not answer your questions and will not provide proof sense you also Scribe failed the test. I did state only if you pass the test but sense you did not I apologize and nothing more will be provided to neither of you. Sense both your true natures were shown.

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Oops ! Don't look now but your ego is showing.

I do not feel any desperate urge to impress you by playing your game ... although I will just say that when you wrote the post the colour of your energy was red ... but as Scribe said that is only your human aura reflecting your mood at that time.

I have to say that I am actually insulted that you would challenge me and expect me to comply ... remember ... it is you who contacted me ... not the other way around ... if you don't trust me that is fine I will not lose sleep over it ... but if that is so, I fail to understand why you keep contacting me for an opinion and/or advise ! (which you clearly choose to ignore anyway).

This 'challenge' you set will actually prove nothing at all ... because perception is relative ... but it does highlight your own cerebral immaturity ... and I personally believe it was a mistake for you to throw down the metaphorical gauntlet. But hey ... you haven't listened to any of my advise so far and I don't expect you to begin now.

The other day you asked me for some advise ... in return I told you to stop seeing Scribe as a threat because you could learn a lot from him in your quest for spiritual development ... I suggested you slept on what I had said ... even offered to mediate on your behalf if you decided that you wanted to make a fresh start.

Not surprisingly, you decided that you didn't want to do that ... which is your loss (you could have learned much grasshopper) but I guess you're not ready to take that step yet ... and after coming onto the thread to catch-up ... only to read this ridiculous challenge you've set ... I now understand why.

So, that said it seems pointess for you to try contacting me by messenger anymore because your mind ... is apparently set ... and I am extremely busy. I explained the other day that I am trying to be disciplined with my writing ... and it is very distracting when your messages keep popping-up when I am in full flow ... it breaks my concentration.

I would be happy to answer your questions if I thought my words were being absorbed and my advise taken ... but they aren't ... and it isn't ... so you are wasting my time and your own.

You may grow-up in time ... or you may be one of the unfortunates who continues to live a fantasy for the duration. But unless you try to grow and explore all avenues open to you ... you will not develop beyond this point ... but as I said ... that is your choice.

It is unlikely that I will participate in this thread any further ... the only reason I am likely to read it occasionally is because I enjoy and appreciate the content of some posters ... particularly Scribe's words.

I sincerely hope you realize very soon that you are actually not an alien (in the sense that you mean) just a mere mortal like the rest of us.

It's ironic really that the subject that I am currently writing about is a little bit out there ... and some things that you and Unity have spoken about with such passion (not the comic-book stuff), have run parallel to some of my own theories ... it has on occasion been like looking at my own ideas and experiences through a distorted mirror. That's maybe why I've stuck around as long as I have.

I have spent the last 16yrs trying to make sense out of my personal experiences ... so that I could relate the information to those with an interest ... and I have used recognized historical / scientific / religious / astronomical facts to help me do that and add substance to the things that seem far-fetched and fanciful (even to me).

I have met many people like you and particularly Unity ... who may have had similar experiences to my own ... but relate them in such a way that repels rather than interests. It makes me physically cringe when I see / hear people going off on such a tangent because they seem oblivious to the damage they do to the subject as a whole.

The last 16yrs of my life have been an attempt to not fall into that trap ... I'm not arrogant enough to presume I have succeeded on all counts ... but I continue to give it my best shot. That is why I get so frustrated with the way you and Unity just plod on regardless and build a barrier between you and the people you hope to reach ... defeats the object does it not.

Ok that's me out for now ... Love Light & Brightest Blessings

The Woodwytch (pashar'na'pi)

didn't you realise this thread was for kids, with no proof of their "experiences" and little evidence or detail to give them credibility?

Its pointless babbell, that nothing ever comes of it , feel free to submit your "stories" or "experiences" to this little kid with Naruto as his avatar, feel free.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja

It humors me how so much judgment you passed onto me when you could not even feel energy. Thus it is a understanding that you guys must be here to shut down my thread. Sorry but that is the only solution for skeptics to be in the Grey area bashing on a 18 year old spreading awareness. When the Grey area does not require any proof at all.

Seriously hun, stop putting the victim hat on, it doesn't suit you.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
The only reason why you are in my thread is because it is threatening to the negatives.

I highly doubt your thread would be threatening to the "negatives", actual proof of things that everyone can see and witness, now that'd be threatening, heresay on a random forum? Hardly threatening at all.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
So if you do not like that idea take your black op or negative hinnies out of here.If not I will starve you energy intake and I will ignore your posts from now on.

On the "black op"/"negative" front, you're wrong (and I don't often say that) and I've told you this.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
From this moment onwards I will share my drawings,make more videos and provide more experiences that I am having. This thread will become the proper intentions that it is meant to be by the aim of awareness.

People asking questions does not diminish your experiences or your aim of awareness.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
Sense both your true natures were shown.

As your arrogance clearly shows in this post.

Woody: Your post pretty much sums up what I wanted to put had the pixies not run off with my brain this week

Originally posted by woodwytch
in return I told you to stop seeing Scribe as a threat because you could learn a lot from him in your quest for spiritual development

I have also told him this on a number of occasions, I guess our view of someone is irrelevant in comparrison to those that have regular contact with the ET council

- Phoenix

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No he's not, being goaded into things is having his buttons pushed and his acceptance issues, and ego issues are constantly being goaded by guys who can find another thread.
He doesnt have to read their posts. However he wants to write it its fine. The bully squad can move along.

If they dont move along, he can hit the ignore button. I won't so I can keep telling them to move along.



Its like someone on here in particlular. He wrote to me a lot and my encouragement was always the same, meditate. But he didn't do it, though always posted metaphsyically that he did. And finally when he did, they weren't long. But he began to feel energy, he recognized the energy of someone off a thread. So I connected him with Shadow and he started meditating and he asked for a sign, had an experience from the sounds of it and woke up with a triangle mark on his arm.

After alot of talk, it turned out he was very doubtful, though sharing an experience, of recognizing all the souls at the mall. He knew they were family and he knew all of them but they were sleepers, caught up in their lives. He also is a lot more conservative politically than I am, lots of friends and showed signs of being more into the world and world's viewpoints.

Though I do want to add, he is a product of his environment too, though gifted with more awareness and will always have his family nudging strongly in the skies. Also, he is very beautiful and has a real zeal for life, he's bound to attract friends and its sort of normal to be into image and all that, its just that the reason shadow broke through the seals on the memories is because he's not. But its not a competition, it will happen at different rates for us all, so this isnt to put him down, but Shadow is out of the ego circuit, though he still bears childhood wounds, he is able to see past it and be the clown or embarrass himself even if he helps one soul, he has inner strenght. So this isnt trying to put our other friend down, no matter what he says or thinks he is loved anyway. And even a step backwards wont be forever, he'll find his way. I believe in him.

Well, our good friend on here went after him, befriended him, and he thought he was so cool, he changes his name. He's allowed to do that, but....its his loss, not ours.

Then he feels some attraction to the artifacts of atlantis and I did too. I shared all of the emails with him, after all he was a friend, not with anyone here. And told him something, and I stand by it.

The reason why shadowninja continues to get the door widening and more experiences is because his ego is normal (and being goaded into proving himself by this manipulation is all normal psychology), but he doesnt have the kind of ego these guys have. The one I was talkig about can only go so far with waking up until he moves away from supporting a world of inequality and suffering of poor people, and until he is brave enough to not care if he looks cool or not. Its not about image or form.

ShadowNinja knows the way the world is and does care very much, he also takes chances, shares all that happens, even if may have been a negative trying to manipulate, and does all he can to open the door on discussions. He is not concerned with image, or embarrassing himself online. He would gladly embarrass himself online to help. So more is given. That is not ego.

Concerning yourself over image and thinking black ops are cool, and trying to shove others back into a box, thats ego.

Thinking you can speak for others truths, and trying to shut them up, and continually harrass them on their thread, that is also ego.

I don't mind telling them to leave. I suggest Shadow Ninja put them on ignore.



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I am gonna say a few things to couple of you guys and girls. Sorry if this comes off too rude.

OrionTri

You kept asking how and why do I have such strong contact also experiences. It is because I am not afraid to share my experiences nor am I afraid to be downed on. I tried to help you not so long ago and you were showing energy feed back also several things. Then you came off track derailed I would say started to be afraid of things. Also you became so judgmental when you yourself personally had many experiences. You would have been much more aware by this time and you gave it all away just because you became afraid.


Pehonix

Ahhh my good friend Pheonix you have so much given to you that you could do amazing things. Which you already are and you know so much that could help people even more. You know so much yet you keep quiet because you are afraid of what people may say if you shared several things. You know what I am talking about. Still I give you love and light also thanks because you are a great friend. But you do need to overcome of what people might think or react to.


WoodyWitch

Ummmmmm I got not really much to say to you sorry for that. You are not the same person that I knew long ago you changed into someone you use to avoid becoming. I give you love and light also a big hug for the old WoodyWitch that I knew a long time ago. The old WoodyWitch that I knew long ago use to be fun,cool,amazing and a great guide/guardian. I do really miss that WoodyWithc the good old friend who taught me a lot.

Al'k'ne i'o'm'es


Scribe

Buddy you can go and Im not gonna say the rest cause it would be too rude. You get the point anyway so no need for such words I believe, in any case I wish you all the best also send you love and light. No matter what and sorry to say but I will be ignoring you from now on.

Again apologize if any of this made you girls and boys mad.

Love and Light to all also a big hug.

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Im gonna hit the ignore button full time I was told something today and that something showed me also made me understand so much. Thank you for your sharing and great friendship through the times. At least you are not afraid to share things unlike some people are. But I guess they will come open soon eventually.

Love and Light to you also a great big hug to my great friend.

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Hahaha I would like to help ya but I guess your mind is set. Anyway love and light also a great big welcome to the thread. Hope to see ya soon and stay focused for this week


Love and Light good luck.

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Listen, aside from the one thats your age, who walked away from his own experiences cause he thought the other side was cool. Who will have to work on his ego and worldly views and take the time it takes, to develop his mediations more, more than 10 minutes and do so in nature. I know he is still called. But the fact is many are called, and few are chosen. That saying means we're all called and they want us all to be chosen but its up to us.

The adults on this thread, they have choices and free will, and now they have some ideas, like arrows in the side of their limited reality boxes, its up to them to pursue or not. You cannot make them abandon their agendas or egos and find their way. Ignore is a very good option.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
Pehonix

Ahhh my good friend Pheonix you have so much given to you that you could do amazing things.

"Wait ... what?! Tirion help!"

[atsimg]http://files.abovetopsecret.com/images/member/c4b7ca3f06d7.jpg[/atsimg]

(My thanks to my other half for his photoshopping skills.)

Given to me?

- Phoenix

Disclaimer: Sense, this post makes none.