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one constant phenomena I've had since 2006; The Purple Flame. It started when I woke one morning in fall of 2006 I saw a purple/indigo/violet 'hue' around my vision for a good 6-10 seconds. After this I would start to see the flame as I was waking from sleep 'with my eyes closed only' or drifting off into sleep. That stage where you are very relaxed and not quite engaged in the world. I would also see it when I was getting a back rub from my wife or with my eyes closed after getting very relaxed. I call it a 'flame' because it flickers around -- it is ever changing and never stays still.
I've seen so many shapes and even faces in the flame. Sometimes it's like purple clouds passing over with breaks in them of black, other times it is like going through a tunnel that starts far away then gets closer and bigger only to pass and another one comes from far away and passes -- like it's building on itself. It was only purple/violet until I had surgery in 2014. When I came to I had the most powerful feeling of bliss and love all throughout every part of me. I could hear people around me saying they had never seen someone so happy and smiling after surgery. I smiled for over an hour. As I came to I had my eyes closed and was engaged in the exact same 'trance' like feeling I've had when seeing the purple flame since 2006. This time it was a green flame pulsating like waves caressing over me. I could feel the pulses.
Next, a white flame accompanied this green one and they both started working together giving these pulsating waves that felt like they were going to the center of my forehead just above my eyes and would run all throughout my body. I felt they were smiling at me -- but without physical lips or eyes, just a feeling you know? and I was smiling as well. The nurse asked me 'Am I an angel?" I got the feeling that perhaps I told her I was talking to angels or that she had observed me communicating with an unseen source. Now, this could be explained away as the after effects of anesthesia, but these flames behaved exactly like the purple flame from before only they were green and white -- and much more intense, but in a good way. Another surgery was needed in 2015 and this time as I awoke there was only one white flame and was less intense -- but comforting nonetheless.
Since then I've awoken from sleep to a yellow/golden flame only once and on a handful of occasions to a somewhat of a red flame. But, all throughout since 2006 this purple/indigo/violet flame has been the constant centerpiece of this phenomena and it has never ceased to stop visiting me. I may go 2 weeks or 2 months without seeing it but then it will come back in the morning while waking up. I don't even open my eyes when waking anymore. I keep them closed to look for it.
About a year ago in the doctors office while waiting I closed my eyes and got relaxed then it came. I had the idea to put my hand over my eyes and see if it made a difference. Well, it 'pixelated ' so to speak. Every part of it broke down to a small dot and then it zoomed in very closely only to turn a deep blue. That was the first time that ever happened. I've also had a vivid experience when falling to sleep. I got a pressure in between my eyes and up around my sinus area "while in sleep state," I've felt it before and am familiar with it. Next, I got the very strong sensation of my head rushing forward like I was the hood ornament on a vehicle going 90 mph down the highway.
The sound coming from my alarm clock radio started to slow down like when you slow audio. Next, I felt myself being pulled up from my bed only to look down and see my 'self' still laying there sleeping. I got startled and broke free but ended up standing beside my bed with my body still asleep on it. Then, I looked down and I still had humanoid anatomy but it wasn't 'me' anymore. I was something like plasma? Glowing like energy? I was blue with a white hue. There was also a disembodied voice speaking to me in a slow and foreign tongue.
I spoke back to it in it's tongue. And for some reason shot up white energy like beams from my 'hands' at this disembodied voice 'Perhaps I was just scared from this experience?' Lastly, I awoke in my bed with full awareness that all of this had happened outside of 'me.' I've also been awoken late at night with the feeling of being 'beckoned' to look out of the window only to see 2 orbs looking right back at me. They were white but a bit translucent. A soft white glow.