posted on Oct, 27 2009 @ 08:42 PM
I suspect I was born with paranoid schizophreni in 1947.
This lead to many misunderstandings on my part when my family would discipline me. I would get on my bicycle and run away for a few hours until I
could handle being around people.
This condition was probably the cause of my four failed marriages and many failed relationships.
I later developed major depression and was finally recognized as having a mental problem in the early nineties.
There is no cure for mental illness as far as I am concerned. I believe many great writers, and other artist also had mental illness.
I take medication and am thankful for having it available. It makes life bearable among the boring people.
It also helps me to understand myself and act accordingly.
I really feel like my mental condition is a gift as I am very creative. It also gives me a look into the lives of others.
To be truthful I don't believe we are a nation of sane people. What a boring life that would be.
Use what you have. Take medication and get through one day at a time.
I take Prozac and Xanax It really does help a lot.
I prefer not to be sane as it would seem to be very dull and uinexciting.
I do wonder how many really sane people there are. My guess would be not many.
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