September 2009 - Is anyone feeling like their life has gone crazy?

What a month! Is it just me or have other people experienced a wild September? Is anyone experiencing events in their life that seem to fall one on top of the other.

My life is usually mundane and uneventful.
1st - It started with confirmation that I’m going on my first ever overseas holiday and first honeymoon (2nd marriage), and it’s about time at middle age I think.
2nd – stood up for students and the environment at uni by confronting the Vice Chancellor about the lack of recycling
3rd – niece suffers miscarriage
5th – had a kinesiology balance and seemed extra especially intuitive
6th – Offered finance to buy a house
10th - exam
1 week of intense paperwork and study
14th – friend suffered from very bad news
15th – 20th Father had 5 falls, now in hospital
16th – adopted family member found us
17th – confirmation of finance approval – start house hunting
26th – granddaughter is taken by her father (still don’t know her whereabouts on 1st Oct)
29th – brother suffers a prolapsed disk
30th – wedding anniversary & son taken to hospital with suspected appendicitis (it wasn’t thankfully)
1st October (today) sister in hospital with chest pains, son filmed for tv show
Now this may not seem much to many people but add all the dramas of solicitors, police, ambulances, conflict, increased psychic awareness, getting unexpected top marks in uni assignments, a very successful garage sale (they’re usually crap) and dealing with family’s ups and downs and 2 friends of the family died, and that is a huge amount of ‘stuff’ going on for boring old me.
So what will the rest of the year bring? So far, house hunting, the holiday, daughters 21st, hubby’s 50th and that’s only the next 6 weeks. Plus there is all the stuff that’s happening out in the world like earthquakes and tsunamis, and crazy world leaders.
Some people might think ‘so what?’ which is cool, but for me it seems like my world is in a spin.
Does anyone else feel like they’re on a rollercoaster ride at the moment? Like someone has decided it’s time your life started accelerating? It’s hard to explain but you’ll know what I’m talking about if it’s happening to you too.

Well the end of the month was kind of hectic for me.
Fractured my neck and my sister was in a car accident and in hospital for a while.

reply to post by zenius


Diagnosed with possible pancreatic cancer and offered a dream job in Alaska.

Within one fracking week.

September, so far, has been the worst month of my entire life.

I am talking physical ailments.
I have had 2 back to back MS flareups along with a 2 week long migraine.
Physically I am broken down. I have literally felt like I was going to die all month long, no joke. I have never been this sick in my life.

Mentally and emotionally, I am being attacked all over from outside energies I have no idea whats going on. As an Empath my other empath friend and I have been under constant.

Gravity feels heavier to myself and my friend, we are both sensatives so this is alarming to us.

Something is going on-- something is happening to our planet.

Zenius,
I know exactly what you are talking about. Not is it just me, but our entire family. Its like we dont have the time to get done the same things we did at this time last year. Everything takes longer, everything is more complicated, even the normal stuff like feeding the dogs in the afternoon. Just mind bogglingly hard to get accomplished. Or we keep getting distracted. I dont understand this. Ive started making myself slow down, and just get accomplished what I can. Let the rest go. Thats all I can do, but something is weird thats for sure.
Rossa

September was hectic and my wife's and my life has been put under scrutiny by state and county agencies. I hate to think what October will bring. Yeah, our lives have gone crazy. Man, I hate it when people screw with my wife. Me? Screw with me all you want. I can take it. I laugh it off. But my dear wife? Don't screw with this sweet woman who will give everything she has to help someone.I won't stand for it. Yeah, things are going crazy. And it's only going to get worse. Naw, I am not at all an imposing figure, like Mr.T. lol. But, "I pity the foooooooooooooool!!!!!!!"

Something is definitely going on. feels like im constantly fighting to stay focused. lots of strange energies flying around cant quite put my finger on it. This month has been bad in fact the last 2 months have been bad. feels like something is around the corner. could be just a heightened sense of things or could be nothing.

As a rule i tend to look for the logical answer and be less whats the word 'esoteric' but the signs are there if you know what your looking for.

Anybody else having really lucid and strange dreams?

Originally posted by mikerussellus
reply to post by zenius

 

Diagnosed with possible pancreatic cancer and offered a dream job in Alaska.

Within one fracking week.

Mike!! I thought it was not cancer. OMG! Can I do anything? Send me a U2U. I work in public health I am sure I can find you some good resources.

*sends a hug*

reply to post by zenius


And, yes, me too! Weird month. Very weird.

It has been weird. I have had very strange and disturbing dreams. I haven't felt very good and I am usually not sick. It seems like September went by so quick, like a blur or something.

I have been feeling very dizzy the past 2 weeks, thursday last week I had to go home from work because I felt like passing out. I stayed home friday too.
Been feeling better every day since, but the strange dizzynes is still there.

Been reading some medical homepages, I eat B vitamines and minerals etc, but its still there.

Maybe something is going on with the Earth's magnetic fields or the gravity.

I believe im more sensitive than most, maybe empathic even.

There should be homepages that track gravity and the magnetic fields, anyone know if anything is going on?

Edit:
Cosmic Rays are record high...
science.nasa.gov...

Please stop making me dizzy cosmic rays if you are responsible


[edit on 1-10-2009 by conar]

Yeah, is been kind of hectic for my husband also, the IRS decided that he was no paying enough taxes so they now are making he claim single, even went we have been married for 28 years.

That means less money on our paychecks.

reply to post by marg6043


Oach! That certainly sux!

How much are these clowns taking?

Talk about bad luck marg, in these times also!

I've always had a history of dreaming at night, but maybe remembering or saying to myself, "I remember I had a dream." Before september I mean't to regulate my sleep patterns. What happened was actually my sleep pattern breaking up. I'd go to work, 9a-2p, sleep for two hours, and go back to bed at 11 or 12 and wake up at 7. Sometimes very tired, sometimes energetic. But as though it was a new development, I would feel as though I dreamt all night (or have four or five dreams in the two hour nap!)

which is a bit odd. If I'm stressed or tired, I don't usually dream. Less stress and less tired now at this point, and I'm having a hard time getting 'sleepy tired'.

I went to bed at 2am this morning and woke wide awake at 6:30 am.

Anyone ever dream 'all night' (constant dreaming, five or six relatively long dream sequences or more) and then feel entirely exhausted mentally and physically the whole rest of the day when the previous day held no tired feelings?

reply to post by zenius


I don't want to sound as though I am one upping you or anything, but just this last month? How lucky you are!

My whole life has been this way, and I wake up each day asking God what he is going to throw at me today!

I hope for you that those who have experienced sickness this last month, that seems to be prevalent for you, are ok.

I do happen to think, when I have particularly bad stretches, that it is a wake up call to appreciate life, and those around me. Life might be telling you to stop and "smell the roses."

Sometimes life just smacks you in the face.

Have you had a vacation in a while? Maybe this is a message to you to take some time for yourself.

reply to post by Chevalerous


Without giving away what my husband makes, an additional 700 dollars monthly.



And to tell the truth that is way more than what we own on taxes a year while added to our existing taxable income.