Pardoning, the grammatical errors, such as if you reread it, and rephrased some things, it would be much better.
Nonetheless, besides that, this thread... rocked lol !
I'm... impressed honestly.
I've experienced the same things you have, and what I struggle with, is the "I'm the only one who has" paradigm, and don't think that, everyone
else, goes through the same #
I've had members on here, close friends, AA members, tell me, that i'm not the only one.
But i realize, that it's how it's affected me.
Just like you.
It's how we deal with it.
Although 'it' varies, like #in hell!
From seeing road kill, or seeing a hobo become a CEO.
Or vice versa.
I don't need to #ing tell you what life is though mate, you #in know it!!!
I know you feel like the economy politcs,and stuff, doesn't matter in the Grand Scheme.
But I bet for damn sure, ants send Fear Signals when your foot lands on them, it may not make a damn difference, but for them it does, and right now,
were the ants.
Luckily, we got hit with a gift called consciousness.
By being positive at any giving circumstance your experience of life will be positive. This is extremely easy and works instant. This is not something
new, but we are starting to forget it more and more. And when you loose the basic things are starting to flip out. And as a last word, DO NOT BE
AFRAID. Fear give birth to fear who gives birth to fear in a all long spiral. This works reversed also.
I like this though, optimistic outcomes, tend to breed different outcomes.
But I try to look at it, like Paul Rudd, (great actor) would.
Something #ty happens, I simply embrace it with a soft spoken and ill concealed odd look, then move on.
And a gentle laugh, then move on further.
That's how life should be lived, it's in absence of denial!
No need for fear, embrace the fear, let out a curse word, and then go on.... it's great, but much harder to do than one would think!!!
I didn't watch the videos because:
1) there long
2) other ats members, may not be able to view, and want to participate.
Good thread though! KUDOS mofo