My Gaurdian Angel/ Spirit guide or God is a sadistic A**

You must love God, so you will be better. And stop the negativity towards Him. The Universe is not God for God sake. He created it. People prefer not to believe but asks alot of stupid questions. Many christian triumph over life, but the others just won't accept it. But it's a free world. Do what you must. Do what you believe. If you're in a constant doubt, it will not do good to everybody.

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Sometimes I think I have to agree with your sentiment that God is an A**, but like someone said God is God, our concept of God is one of a singular individual controlling everything from the stars going out to eachand every single thought and action we do. IMO Gods not like that, , he watches what we get upto and sometimes can give help to those that need it, but mostly he doesn't.

I believe that there is no singular God but a collective , universal consiousness, it doesn't control our actions , thats what we have free will for, we make our own minds up and which path to take is one of our choosing.
Yes it always seems like a hard slog, exept for those born with a silver spoon up their bums, and that what makes us who we are in the end, times are very tough now, people are losing their jobs, their homes , even their families and indeed sometimes their own lives due to teh pressures their under.

Sometimes I wonder about my job, I work for a bank in London, and even my job isn't as safe as it used to be, my bank is slightly more secure than any other high street bank TBH. But we worry about money, we worry about family, we worry about ourselves, but I have realised one thing, should I lose my job I will have to find another, it won't be given to me on a silver plate, I'll have to fight for it, against other people who want the job as well, I may even have to resort to 'underhand' methods such as trying to blag my way through the interview. But hopefully that won't happen for a while touch wood.

The voice you heard is one I hear occasionally , when my mind is quiet , norally when its quiet at home of in the office ( not often) or when Im ready for sleep in bed, I ask my mind what can I do? sometimes I hear a voice, but know its my own mind making things up but ocassionally I hear a really quiet second voice underneath the noise of the first one, We have a 'national lottery' ( or stupidity tax as I call it) here in the UK and I ask " When will I win?" , the voice just says "soon" and leaves it at that.

I have come to realise that this voice means nothing to me, its a hope, nothing more, if I were to follow that voice Id be waiting a long time, so I don't bother I go out and make my own luck, take my own chances sometimes they don't work out sometimes they do.

You have to make your own way and you have to fight every step of the way, it would nake you a stronger willed person , more capable to sort your way through any situation. Don't wait around waiting for your luck to change, as it will only get worse , then you'll feel terrible, knowing that you wasted your time waiting for someone to save you. The only person you can rely on is YOU , put yourself out more when it comes to Jobs , embellish your resume a bit, but not too much that you can't prove anything, go in polite and eager, don't ever expect to be given anything, be prepared to take on any role no matter how much you don't like it.

I hated my job ( before this one) and was actually 2 weeks away from handing in my notice, when another job came up in the Bank, my immediate bosses even tried to stop me going for this new job but I told them " you cannot stop me" , I think they were surprised that I actually said this to them.

Don't be afraid to stand up for yourself, becasue if you don't people will walk all over you, and if there is a job going they are not going to give it to someone who's meek , take the bull by the horns so to speak.

Don't wait for divine intervention, you'll be waiting a long time, all God ( or the UC) will see it as one of your LIFE EXPERIENCES, and see how you deal with it.

I have read your opening post.

The truth is this. There are negative entities that seek out people with emotional negativity. They will make your home their home, until the messages you are broadcasting change.

As fantastical as it seems, this is your situation. The error in your thinking here is that you automatically assume the entity is an angel or God. There is no logic behind such an assumption.

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Neither is there any, that when someone is praying to God, that God would allow a demon or an "evil spirit" to respond on his behalf.

Some people just lack faith, and those who put faith in evil spirits are lacking in faith in God. imo.

What's there to fear for those with true faith and who love God? Nothing.

Good luck with the job hunting,not too sure if any god could help you out there-but I spose there no harm in asking!

Concerning a voice in your head,there could of course be many reasons for that-Also keep in mind that with modern technology sound waves can be be broadcast straight too you without the old magnets and speaker cones that we use everyday.So in theory if some one used this targeting you you could persume it was something else as no one else would hear it near you

or failing that your spirit guide has a dark sense of humour

Originally posted by tengkorak
You must love God, so you will be better. And stop the negativity towards Him. The Universe is not God for God sake. He created it. People prefer not to believe but asks alot of stupid questions. Many christian triumph over life, but the others just won't accept it. But it's a free world. Do what you must. Do what you believe. If you're in a constant doubt, it will not do good to everybody.

".... negativity towards Him"? If there aren't enough jobs in the economy by far ... ???

".... Stupid questions"? Could it be that sometimes the answers are stupid?



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Autowrench:
Peace be with you. Our Spirit Guides are not Muses, nor do they help us make money, which is a human thing. They can inspire you though. I too was going through this lack of money thing, my wife and I are both on disability (fixed income) and have just enough to make it through the month. then we get the news that our disability checks are going to be the same for the next two years, no cost of living increase! Just go to the grocery store every day and you can see the prices go up, along with the gasoline. We have been feeding a family of five on about $30 a day.

I too had been asking for help, then I got it, but I was not actually helped by my Spirit guide, at least I don't think so. I had a dream, and in the dream I saw what to do. It took some time to research and even more time to figure out how to approach my dear wife, but I finally did, and she got on board, and with a small investment of $295, we now have our own internet business that is making us over $300 a week now, and growing all the time. What is it, you ask? Simple, an adult porn website. Oh, I know what you are thinking, but check this, of all of the billions of dollars made every year by the porn industry, only 2-6% of the American people collect this money. For a poor person this is a good way to go. All you have to do it get over it, that you are making money from men who want to look at sex, and go ahead. Nobody you know has to know what you do, but one thing, be certain to pay those taxes and server fees. Good luck to you.

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Fair play to you for getting your website up and running, and theres absolutely NO SHAME in cashing in on what I see as a average Human process, after all thats what a lot of people do, and well done on being honest about it.

And it goes to prove that where theres a will , theres a way.

It is hard to step back and see the "good" from the set backs we experience in life but in retrospect I now see every one of mine as the most positive events of my life. Who is to say why theses tough things are happening to you. It may be just for the experience or perhaps (and more likely) to motivate or nudge you into a change, whether that is work, locale, the people you associate with, etc.

The soundest advice I can give to you (or anyone for that matter) is to follow your inner voice or heart and regardless of whether that leads to an easier or tougher life, it will lead to a life with purpose and satisfaction.

- PM

I think God is just a "realist".

I had a similar experience to the OP about 1 year ago. My baby was very sick, I was losing my job, and some of the headlines in the news had me very depressed!

I was praying in my boys' room one night, and I was asking why so many "innocent" children had to suffer. I totally understand my own plight, I have never been perfect, but not these babies. Most fathers like me would happily endure 100x the pain to take it away from their children, and I was begging for exactly that! My answer came in very clear, and scary. I was startled as the OP describes. The answer was not what I expected. I was "told" or just suddenly "knew" that nobody is innocent! These little children are getting either what they deserved or what they asked for!

I was a little stunned and saddened, but it became more clear that we learn through suffering. Some spirits ask to return in this capacity and experience this, others are doomed to a difficult physical experience because of past deeds! In an odd way, I felt better. At least there was a "purpose" to it. The news stories of kids murdered and tragic family murder/suicides seemed a little easier to take. The starving children in Africa and Asia were slightly easier to understand. It still saddens me immensely, but I have an inner feeling that the "spirit" of those poor people is getting the education it either needed or wanted.

My own son is doing better, he has struggled a lot, but it looks like he may turn out fine! I know that a dozen lives or more have been affected by his plight. I know that we have all grown and evolved from it. I know that several doctors and nurses have changed their M.O. or changed their jobs out of self-preservation (read Mad Daddy showed them the light!). And I honestly feel like it all had a purpose, so I feel a little stronger when facing this adversity!

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usually spirit guides take things literally and are blunt. you have to be as specific as possible when asking a question and not beat around the bush because they will take it literally. ive had my fair share of answers i didnt want to hear but they were pretty truthful. maybe you need to endure some hardship and they know this, so you can come out stronger.

looking from another point of view, money might not seem as important to them as it does to us. imagine you were some life coach for someone and they came crying to you a lot over a lack of sea shells... uhh so what? go collect more? maybe thatz not what they want to hear but its A logical reply. (they were probably hoping you would tell them where a big stash of shells would be) (assuming they used shells to trade and you only know of the money system as it is today.


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The fact that you believe that your luck is bad, is actually causing you to have bad luck. If you just wallow around having a pity party for yourself, you will achieve nothing, and continue on your current path.

I think your guide is actually trying to help you.

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I don't know about the voice. But I can tell you that you are being tested. Why you? Its not just you. Everyone gets tested in their lives. Sure one might have an easier task, or so it might seem like that to you. Some people can't make it past the test. Stay persistant and strong, and you will make it. I don't know what else I could say.

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My home is protected against negative entities. However negative a mood I may be into, my house's vibration is raised high enough to keep out negative entities, it's also supposed to make me more postive so maybe I have to refresh the higher vibration.



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Originally posted by mrsdudara
Why do people pray to the big guy about their financial matters? Then turn around and blame him when things dont turn out? Seems kind of selfish to me. Of all the problems in the world people want him to stop everything and give them more money.

I would think he would take it about as well as if you had asked him to wipe your booty for you.

As for the comment against people with money and wanting equality and how a poor person never made it to an election......are you serious? Because if you were then he gave you good advice and you should take it. Seriously.

The well educated hard working people were usually the ones with money, jobs and therefore in the elections. As for not liking those in power perhaps we should look into the mirror because it was our lazyness that put them in that possition to begin with. When you accept something be it money, food, housing from someone with out paying for it you are owned by them and you will accept their terms. If you have been accepting "free" resourses then you dont get a say in much. That was your choice, get used to it. OR fight it and change. Stop taking those free checks, toss those crutches, and bust your ass girl. You can do it. It wont be easy, but it will be better.

I don't recall saying anything about hating them? I just think that the system crashing would actually benefit mankind well humanity anyway. Just because personally I think that system is flawed.as stated prior, I paid into the free checks,. however when we have needed it even Unemployment, we have been denied, so It's the people recieving it that I'd like to see get a kick in the pants. Where do you assume that I recieve anything? I've always worked when I had to, I am seeking work, and no calls. The last job I could not handle because of those welfare cases being in my lines every single day, they disgusted me and they treated us like S**** so, I was like no way, I'm not dealing with this s*** I'll work in the mall, where the wealthy people go, cause they treat people LOTS better! So before you make assumptions Know what you're talking about.

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Originally posted by chillpill
I really feel for every person on this thread who is experiencing difficulties.

I truthfully want you all to be well.

The one thing that does come through your threads idyserenity is anger and frustration. Both are limiting emotions and can increase stress making it harder and harder to see a way out.

If you can, just step back from it. Step out. Go somewhere and quietly meditate. The answer will come without you needing to ask.

Similarly, I am cut out from my family. Anger towards them wasnt positive. My mother visited for the first time in three years last month. Sometimes people turn up just to show you how much you dont need them.

I am sending every person who has expressed their difficult situation in this thread sme distance reiki.

Love, stillness and compassion to all.

xxx

I am not angry or frustrated, thought the title was funny actually, and eye catching? Maybe I was wrong? I know why I have to endure this and have accepted it so I am moving on. That's all there is to it, I will do what I have been doing because in the end it always works out, maybe more rocky road than I would've liked, but it can't be all roses and sunshine...yeah I been reading A lot of Sylvia Browne so there ya go.

Never ask for God to give you things or to manipulate a circumstance.....that's what Santa Claus is for.

Simply ask for God's will to be done. Then ask for strength to accept that. Then get off your ass and do what you can do to make your life better.

I thank God that he didn't give me everything I ever wished for. I'd be married to a total loser. I would never have struggled to get a better job. I probably never would have had children.

In other words, my ego would have got everything I "thought" I wanted. My ego is a spoiled little brat.

Who knows, if you end up moving somewhere else, really good things could start happening....or maybe not.....who knows. Go with the flow.

Thank you all who shared their similar experiences, that's very cool!
I may be going crazy, but at least I am not alone!

God grant me the Courage to change the things I can,
The SERENITY to accept the things I can't and,
The Wisdom to know the difference!!

Originally posted by ldyserenity
My home is protected against negative entities.

Yet you connect your computer to ATS!?!

But seriously, Buddha stated that life is suffering. This entire cyclic existence is the "sea of suffering", or rather "Samsara".

The words you heard weren't words of discouragement, they were words of pure truth. Life is suffering no matter how much money you make, how big your family is, no matter how great your health is, or how much fun sex you have.

In the end, you lose it all. Sometimes little by little, sometimes all at once. Even while you have it, you'll always want more, because there is always someone with more and what you have doesn't please you for long.

It revolves around the concept of the "law of diminishing returns" and the concept of the "hungry ghost", and what not.

My life is good now, I don't have the exact concerns you mentioned, but I know someday everything I have (peace, security, health) will go away. Maybe all at once, maybe little by little.

And on that day I will suffer much. But it's okay, because I know that's how the universe works. You know because you heard the truth whispered into your head.