posted on May, 9 2009 @ 10:28 PM
First of all I would like to thank all of you for the thoughtful replies. There are some unique insights into what the possible answers are. I have
reflected on the different possibilities.
I guess that is what I am trying to do: to define for myself just what the heck exactly is going on! It is like a huge prank that we are being
subjected to. Most people never think about the reality that we have no clue what came before. It is so shockingly irrational to think about. We
build systems of thought, ideologies, political systems, religions, and societies, and go about our daily routines, but lurking in the shadows is this
Great Big Unknown.
Some believe that if one projects desire into the Universe, then via the law of attraction, the desired outcome will come to fruition. Well, here is
my projection to the Universe: I want to know, simply, from where and why? Alternatively, I am asking God for an explanation. I do not accept that
the truth is beyond our comprehension, as many belief systems espouse. My gut feeling is that we are on the path to the truth, but that there exists
a threshold that we must cross before we can discern the truth. Well, I think we as humans are at the brink of crossing that threshold. I have a
feeling that we will learn the truth soon, as we begin to reject being subjected to the Cosmic Prank.
I get these overwhelming feelings of uncertainty about the Origin, and then get a similar powerful feeling that all will be revealed.
If out of nothing, something came by the hand of a Creator, then from where, what created that Creator, and so on, ad infinitum?
It really just freaks me out, then I pray to God, and feel that the answer will come, but then I get impatient and freak out again. Most of the time
I just go along with the prank, but I have been resisting lately. They say to be rational, and ignore the truth, but to me it is totally irrational
to ignore the truth. Thanks again for your replies. They helped.