posted on Apr, 30 2009 @ 10:50 PM
Well here I am, a confused 17 year old boy who lives in Toronto Canada. I have been looking for the answers to my questions since the day i knew how
to analyze, and form opinions of my surroundings. Unfortunately i believe these answers are to profound to come across (at least in my lifetime).
Around 5 years ago i started pondering the thought that there could be someone or some "Secret Society" behind our beloved capitalist society, the
9/11 attacks and so much more. A few weeks later i came across Zeitgeist. This beautiful work of art spoke to me in a way that i cannot explain. Then
a few days later something changed, i had developed a new way of thinking, a new way of analyzing information. Before this change i was a very selfish
child. Always wanting more toys, candy etc. The selfishness slowly faded after heading through puberty. My opinions of people did not fade. But ONE
day shorty after watching zeitgeist (not saying zeitgeist changed my life) my opinion of everyone had vanished. I was so confused. I couldn't even
give straight answers on English papers or even to my friends, i would just reply with "i dont know". it felt like i couldn't make a judgment on
something until i had more than sufficient evidence on both parts of the story. Also, lying to people (especially my mother) has become almost
impossible. So anyways. After this change of mind i simply could not believe the words coming out of the leaders of the world. Every time a political
leader would speak i could feel the deception (right around my ears actually). But i was still unsure of the truth. Shortly after I turned 17 I found
out about ATS. Although not a member i had been vigorously combing the site for any information about secret societies. This eventually lead to my
discovery of 2012 and other conspiracy topics. After gaining many opinions on these topics from users, I decided to create my own account and now i
would like to share some stories with the people who are willing to listen. My experiences and stories are NOT lies, but they are not what the average
ATS user expects either. No UFO abductions, no masonic rituals, rather a swirl of information that i have mentally glued together after putting my
opinion aside and just listening.
Thank you for reading
I hope i get a nice warm welcome!