posted on Apr, 28 2004 @ 04:52 PM
well nine cuts about a millimeter deep can cause alot of blood. now that i look back on it, it wasnt *covered* in blood. but there was more blood than
i was expecting (i wasnt expecting any blood).
Im sure you can see how nine cuts, about a millimeter deep, and say between two and four inches long (estimate) could cover my arm and a good portion
of my shirt in blood.
after just waking up, and seeing all that blood, it kind of freaks you out, so no i was not technically COVERED in blood, it was more a term just used
because i didnt expect it, and also because the ammount. my arm from the elbow down was pretty much covered, and there was enough on my shirt, and the
blankets.
No, there was never any drugs of any kind. I refuse to touch any alcohol or drugs, after observing how my dad turned out. I dont want to follow in his
foot steps. I dont want to be like him at all, so i refuse to touch the stuff. (my dad is a heavy drinker, he smokes pot, and he used to do shrooms,
'___', and something else... i forget. He is also very angry, and very abusive, but i dont tolerate any of it)
i havent been in a good mood since last saturday, so i give up temporarily on searching for that song... ill start up again later, when i feel up to
it.