I don't know why exactly but I find it really unsettling that seeing auras is linked to meditation for many people....
I mean, partly because ... meditation is not really part of my belief system, at least not in the form that is commonly spoken of/taught...
And partly because....I'm probably a pretty bad skeptic when it comes to paranormal stuff, I mean, I'll look into stuff and ask questions and talk
about it and enjoy it, but a very very small percentage do I ever give much mind to, truly....
So there is absolutely nothing inherently 'special' about me that 'deserves' or whatever..to see auras...and probably never will be. Nothing
outside of the pure and simple fact that I see them....if that makes sense, I dunno....
So I guess ultimately it's because it challenges my whole belief that there is some relatively simple scientific basis out there to be
discovered....
Or,(more likely now that I think of it) that it's not as simple as I imagined, I guess.
If some people just see them and others have to put tons of discipline and work into meditation and all that stuff to see them (and I lack discipline,
I am ashamed to say...) then there is probably some connection (with meditation) there that has to come in to play...
Maybe meditation activates parts of the brain to do with vision or something in a way that is not commonly found?
It's more than just eyeball parts...or sensitivities or something (not that I know that much about the simple basics of vision to start with, after
all...lol)
But yeah....
Actually, come to think of it, that could support the idea that we only use a small percentage of the brain, and that meditation might have some part
in activating more portions/creating certain useful connections.
Oh!
I think I've pinned the unsettling part lol....if the above is true...
Well I am certainly no more 'enlightened' or anything than anyone here, at least I don't feel like that one bit...
So if somehow I just see auras without any work/effort, that means 'that' part (accounting for some percentage) of my brain is activated - but
seeing as overall ( at least assuming) I have no more than the average percentage of my brain being 'used' than any other person it means that I am
probably lacking in some other area...lol
That explains my social skills!!!!!! OMG!
And I suck at math....and probably have ADHD.....
And this post is an example of my sleep deprivation letting me type things I'll feel ridiculous for later.....
G'night....
By the way, thankyou both for the interesting responses. They give me lots to think about