posted on Apr, 12 2009 @ 06:35 AM
Okay, this guy who's been a really close friend told me a few months ago that he "really likes" me. I have a bad track record with love, and I
*really* don't want to hurt this one because he's really a great and sensitive guy, and one of my best friends. He's never had a real
girlfriend/relationship or been in love, whereas I have been in several relationships, felt "true love" once (first boyfriend- really f*cked me up
because he was bipolar, suicidal and I believed I could save him until he ended up finally overdosing). So I've been playing it cool with this guy,
because I know too well how love can be really painful and don't want either of us getting hurt, or ruining the friendship. Lately it's been
progressing to something really intense though, I really fell for him hard and from the way he acts I believe it's mutual. I really want to tell him
but every time I work myself up to say it I just can't, so I decided to write it out in a poem. I dunno if it sounds cheesy though, I tried to keep
it short, sweet, and to the point. Here's the poem, what do you think?
there's a lot I find quite hard to say
so much I hold back for some other day
it's hard to let my emotions show
but now I think it's time you should know
my feelings for you are really quite true
as are these three words: I love you.