posted on Feb, 5 2009 @ 03:39 PM
Observe, so far I've read through page 3. I've been reading for a while now, and am reading what every one is writing too... I will definitely let
you know once I get the blood type info. I don't mind you writing what you wrote, of course not!
It is amazing what I'm reading Observe, about your experiences. At different points in life my mind has been expanded to take in new things outside
of my "world view," those expansions help me take in more and more as time progresses. Sometimes I've literally felt like my brain is expanding, of
course I'm not kidding here, I usually feel it in the front of the brain, the temporal region.
I don't know if my mom has ever been abducted, but she has always been the type to not take to new ideas too well. I always talk to her about
interesting subjects and although she's a good listener, she doesn't tend to "get it" too often. I don't know if that makes any sense.... I
don't know if I'm just way more analytical than her, but her and I both share being very emotional, loving people. I love my mom too, no doubt. I
think she would want to send me away to a loony farm if I shared my feelings about aliens with her though. It would be great if she could be ready
some day, but so far the time hasn't come yet.
Well, with my mind and with meditation I'm trying to reach out into new things, within the brain that is. Maybe better put I'm trying to get my
brain to get smarter. Something that is prompting me is the ADD I was diagnosed with when I was a kindergartner back in 1986. I also have recently
learned about Central Audio Processing Disorder. This all sounds like it is so off topic, but it does go back to my point. One other thing to add is
that my memory has become increasingly worse over the past few years and I'm only 29! Ok, well, Observe, you've had enough experiences to help me on
this one. You mentioned about your memory going and of course this tends to happen with age. But, did you notice ever that your memory faced a more
rapid decrease at any point in life? I just wondered if there is any possibility here with what is going on with my memory. Maybe I'm reaching out
too far and I'm just dealing with my silly old brain and it is what it is. I so desperately want my brain to increase in ability b/c I'm really
having a challenge with doing well in different areas of my life. I have no doubt aliens have a solution, but I'm not going to assume any would just
come and help me out, that would have to be something they would want to do. I'm not going to think this will happen.
So, I really am trying to meditate and let my heart expand and my mind expand. Wow, this is getting emotional for me right now. It's been so
difficult. I'm also taking natural medicine to try to help me with the ADD, I just started yesterday. I grew up taking Ritalin and it worked, I
wanted to stop taking it while I was in 6th grade, b/c I wanted to see if I could live without it. Many years later I tried back again and it didn't
work. I also tried numerous other medicines for ADD and none of them did a thing!
I talked to a doctor just the other day on the phone about this and he was surprised that nothing had helped. What can I say? So, that was a lot
there, but it does go back to aliens... ha ha. When man's attempt to help others does not work, try another method right? So now, I will try what
some may see as "desperate" or "silly," but like you mentioned Observe, it is the simple things that we are missing that are the answers.
Phew, that was quite a bit... I will go back to reading and I hope, that I too could have good experiences like you have. I do feel like something is
awakening in me and this year already has been quite a year of discoveries for myself.
Do you think the alien coming to me back in 2000 was not going to be a bad experience even though I felt fear? I wonder if it really was going to end
up being bad.... b/c the other night I saw the alien and didn't feel afraid....hum.
Ok, back again soon