posted on Jan, 13 2009 @ 07:40 PM
Hey Megan, Glad to see you got that pic problem fixed
I wonder after reading this thread and seeing your eyes, if while in the dark, you iris' opens wider than most. My eyes are very Hazel, but mostly
green, and my pupils narrow greatly (more than most I guess) in bright light or even the bathroom, yet at night I see quite well and have never had
issuance to even stumble. I've always simply attributed it to having a stronger than normal iris, and I've had situations where I've seriously
appreciated the ability.
On other notes, all my life I've had a couple sensations that I've never really come to grips with. Since I was a child, while lying down in
complete darkness, I often have experiences of vertigo (I guess) where I feel as though I'm able to focus on something as small as a molecule yet
over hundreds of yards away. It seriously makes me nauseous if I delve into it too far. Also, I'm also able to produce some kind of deep thundering
sounds seemingly within my brain; it's so loud that I can't hear anything outside my body when I do this. Everyone I've ever talked to about it
just gets this weird look of "freak" on their face, and I want to slap it off of 'em (LOL). I have always been under the impression (from where I
have no idea) for as long as I can remember that if I could focus well enough to consciously think of more than three visual things while also
producing this thundering sound that I can make certain things happen - completely innocuous things like weather and such that I could shove off as
coincidence (which has happened a multitude of times). I've never been able to do anything really useful with it, like telekinesis or telepathy, but
I've always attributed that to the fact that it would most likely frighten me to a degree that I've never felt before and would be ill-prepared to
deal with if it even accidentally happened just once. I've always been tested into the 160's and above when it comes to IQ, but I've never really
had the motivation or drive to do anything with it. I believe I've got a selective-photographic memory (my brother, I believe, is full-blown
photographic - although I always tell him he's squandering it on comic books and cartoons
), and I can imagine and visualize something to the
point of actually experiencing it with other senses...it is something I often do to relax - especially after reading some of the material on ATS
.
I guess, what I'm wondering is have you or anyone else had these kind of experiences. Perhaps it's because of the very aura of this thread that I
choose to put it here, as I can think of no other reason or even an instance when I've ever thought of putting it anywhere on ATS at all, or perhaps
it's just some very trusting eyes I've recently witnessed.