posted on Jan, 6 2009 @ 04:26 AM
I understand that this is the ran forum, so guess what? I'll babble on about crap that no one gives a crap about because I can. Within reason, I
guess. Knowing the Illuminati type of moderation of these boards, I'll probably somehow be steppingon a landmine with every character I type. Well,
probably not.
Anyway, that crap aside. You want to know what really bothers me most? Humans. At the same time, people are resourceful and there probably are many
out there that contribute to societies in such a good way. Those people aside though, from what I have observed of a lot of the everyday people you
encounter, or the everyday people that you might listen into the conversations of, do you just notice how pointless it all just seems? People starting
arguments about nothing, going from one place to another place but ending up in the same place - nowhere. It's all so annoying.
Of course, at this point you're probably all thinking "Ha, yeah ok, Angry Potato. You don't strike me as a helpful member of the human race".
I'll be totally honest and I'll say that's exactly right. I don't have any point to living this life, and it really drags me down. Probably
doesn't help that I'm an antisocial recluse neither, but guess what? Even in social situations I can just sit there and listen into what people are
talking about while I drink with mates and while their mouths move and laughs are about, nothing comes out of their mouths.
This leads me to question semantics on a daily basis and it does my head in. Also, the overly cliched "Why are we here?" question will pop up all
the time. Why are we really here? It's almost some kind of sick game when you think about it. There really is nothing that is so great about
the existence we lead. Or maybe it's just the existence I lead, I probably shouldn't try and talk for others. Everything is just getting really
irritating, I guess. The monotony is boring, human behaviour of the modern world is overly annoying and I can stand it. Maybe I was just born in the
wrong century or something. Or maybe there is a reason to living that I haven't discovered yet.
Still though, when you talk about the weather or the summer heat with someone, just wonder why such question has been asked? Of course, he probably
asked for social interaction filler, but why is it even necessary? Why can't people comfortably share silence when words aren't even essential? That
really irritates me.
I guess that's my rant over. I should have really come up with a good conclusion but I've never been too good with them, though, so again, I'll
just say that I'm finished.